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Sunday, August 22, 2010

為何曾經緊緊相握的手,能說放就放?
為何曾經深深相愛的心,能說變就變?
為何曾經承諾過的誓言,能說忘就忘?
為何曾經擁有過的體溫,能說沒就沒?
為何曾經在我生命中的你,能說走就走?
為何現在的我,依然不能如同你一般瀟灑?

時間;我還需要更多時間。

請原諒我的自私我的無能我的執著。

what we could have been, 12:32 AM.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I am in a very bad mood now and not to mention overly exhausted.
So this is a venting blogpost.
I dont need anyone to lecture me on anything.
So get lost if you are not interested or gonna lecture me.

Here goes.

Hell yea i lost my phone again.
And this is the second time it's happening to me within like 2 months time.
Seriously, this year, is not a good year for me.

But in any case, it wasnt a good idea to terminate my line yet,
So i had to went down to replace my SIM card again.
And yupp I went down to the Tampines Mall outlet on Friday.
Got my SIM card and every and voila I left the place.

Everything should be good right?
But NO.

If only things were that simple, really, IF ONLY.

2 days later, (I know I damn lag but whatever)
I found out that I lost my freaking IC.
The last time it happened was when I was 15 and I got it back again.

I went through all the things in my mind and find out the possible places where I could have misplaced it.

***FLASHBACK***

I went to the Singtel shop, gave them my IC to verify my identity, the person told me to hold on and went in to get me my replacement SIM card. After she came out from the room she proceeded to ask me if I want to upgrade my line (when it wasnt even 21 months yet stupid her) and I ask her to check for me my eligibility. After all the talking I asked for the BlackBerry (Don't ask why is it BB) flexi plan brochure and she passed it to me together with my new SIM card.

***FLASHBACK FINISHED***

And that's how I lost my IC.

Thus on Sunday night,
I decided to give Singtel a call.
The person on duty said he checked and that my IC was at the shop.
He then told me that I can walk into the shop anytime and collect back my IC,
said that they would keep it there till I go get it.

But I'm a very busy and lazy person as usual, as always,
I told my parents to collect it for me instead.

And my parents called me yesterday saying that the staff in the shop claimed that there was no report of any lost ICs there.

LIKE SERIOUSLY FML BIG TIME.

I was forced to call the dreaded 1688 hotline again and this was what that totally pissed me off to the max that I fucking feel like stomping down to the headquarters office and tear down the building and pull the muthafucker out and whack the shit out of him.

*ON HOLD FOR LIKE 5-7 MINS*

Muthafucker: Hi this is blablabla *and all their stupid long introduction that nobody can understand* How can I help you?

Me: HI I lost my IC and I previously called the hotline to check if it was left behind at the singtel shop at tampines mall and the person said it was but when my parents went to collect it for me they claimed that it wasnt there so i need u to check for me is my IC left behind at the singtel shop.
(was trying to shorten the stupid long story but after that i realised that i probably didnt phrase my words correctly. My brain is like totally malfunctioning now.)

Muthafucker: Mam you should call the police and make a report. (FUCK YOU BIG TIME YOU ASSHOLE)

Me: No I'm very certain that I left it behind in the Singtel shop and previously when I called your officer told me that it was left behind there which is why I didnt make a police report. But when my parents went down to collect it they say its not there! I need you to check for me if my IC is left behind at the singtel shop at TAMPINES MALL!

Muthafucker: Ok can I put you on hold while I go check?

Me: Ok.

*10 seconds later*

THE MUTHAFUCKER KUP MY CALL.

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE FUCK YOU TO THE MAX.

YOU BETTER DONT LET ME FIND OUT WHO THE HELL YOU ARE.

And now they are saying that there's no reply from the counter so they cannot get back to me and is putting me on hold again and said they would call back after they receive a reply.

I AM GONNA CALL AND FUCK THE CUSTOMER CARE OFFICER UPSIDE DOWN IF THEY FUCKING DON'T GET BACK TO ME BY 1630.

FINAL WARNING AND I DO WHAT I SAY.

GO TO HELL YOU STUPID ASSHOLES.

what we could have been, 3:08 PM.
Monday, August 09, 2010

Sometimes, some things are not meant to say out.
Sometimes, the realization came too late.
Sometimes, the consoles are not appreciated.
Sometimes, nobody hears the cries in my heart.
Sometimes, problems are left unsolved despite having the solution.
Sometimes, don't act too smart for your own good.
Sometimes, a break is all that one need.

Sometimes, I try too hard.
Sometimes, I tend to feel a little bit tired.
Sometimes, I just can't be bothered anymore.
Sometimes, I think I'm better off alone.

Sometimes, just some time.

what we could have been, 8:25 PM.

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Born on 2nd June 1989, i'm extremely gifted, with a SHARP tongue.

I'm just a cute and nice girl who goes crazy and wild at ALL times.

Some say i'm a HYPERACTIVE kid, i BOUNCE around pretty much despite being asthmatic.

Stop complaining that i'm loud and noisy, it's my way of LIFE.

I can turn out to be pretty emotional at times. So watch your back, cos i BITE.

I started my 13 years of education in Loyang Primary School, grew up in Ngee Ann Secondary School and ended up in Chinese Studies at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

And somehow, i've studied in ZHEJIANG UNIVERSITY CITY COLLEGE in China dated 29th Feb 2008 to 6th July 2008.

Thanks to the WONDERFUL School Of Humanities, I'll be working for OurVoiceBox.sg from 11th August 2008 till probably August 2009 or something 30th April 2009.

The ONLY THING that i'm ever thankful for it is i turned out to be a better camera-woman. And i saw lots and lots and lots of stars. CLOSE-UP.

I just wanna get into the Media Industry, with hope of becoming a DJ. Or perhaps some production line stuff will do.

And starting from 2nd Nov 2009, I'm starting out as a Production Assistant at Mediacorp Chinese Drama Department.

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