或許, 我不該說.

或許, 我不該問.

說了, 問了, 就得自己承擔不想得到的後果.


或許, 應該在此畫上句號.

但畫上句號後, 我依然有牽掛.

happy birthday to u~!
happy birthday to u~~!

happy birthday to....................................


KAISHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!


PS: miss ya lots gurl...
meet up soon alright~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO.........

KAIWEI~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
((:

russian movies rocks my socks man.

thou shall embrace sergei eisentein, dziga vertov and vseolod pudovkin.

like how i embraced Mr. 周树人。

my life is surrounded by GREAT men.
((:

Your Rising Sign is Leo

You are confident, self-assured, and more than a little vain.And you have a flair for the dramatic - whether you're on stage or causing trouble. Your spirit can't stay in one place very long.You like to live in new places and travel the world. Cultured and sophisticated, you pride yourself on having good taste.You are an expert in art, music, food, and film.

so i've got a leo hidden in me...
is that wad that explains for the special liking for leo guys...

Your Extroversion Profile:

Activity Level: High Assertiveness: High Sociability: High Cheerfulness: Low Excitement Seeking: Low Friendliness: Low

leave me alone...
i'm UNFRIENDLY.

LOL.

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

well well well...

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

so so true....

Your Lucky Love Color is Black

When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.

ignore the alluring and sexy part...

You Are A Social Butterfly

You love your friends so much...You're motto is "the more, the merrier"!Making sure everyone's included is your missionAnd you always prefer a group of ten to a group of two

yea... ditto...
so who wanna go genting with me?
=D

You Are An Attention Seeker

You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then.You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing.And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement.You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are!

i'm also a camwhore...
=D

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

hey that's news!!!
i tot i had NO intelligence!!!

今日名言:

人不為己, 天誅地滅.



我不願再多說.

woo~
finally got some time available...
its been a hectic week...

mon - as usual lesson till 9 plus...
tried to celebrate kira bdae for him...
but failed arh...
cos he left with his family to celebrate..
anyway, kira owe us each a celebration...

tues - erm...
nothing much...
except that we watched《侠女》at national museum...
and it ended super late...

wed - ah Q presentation.
i guess i screwed it up...
oh well...
dowan to say...

thurs - library-ing day.

went for lunch and off to NP library.
after that went over to esplanade library myself...
to find info for russian and hong kong cinema...
i owaes hated going anywhere alone...
but much to my suprise, i quite enjoyed thurs.

i guess its bcos we've all been too busy...
so at times we do need to be alone...
jus to reflect and think about things...

thought abt lots of stuff...
life, friends, relationships, studies etc...
but i sorted none of my thinking out.

guess there are jus too many things running thru my mind.

got my books and left for NLB.

fri - no asian cine lesson!
woo~
was supposed to meet miao in school...
but that poor laydee puked in the morning...
so i went over to her house!

saw the swing in her room!
hahaha...
so afraid that i would break the swing...
dowan to see 石灰脱落还带有钢筋。

that gurl has slight fever when i got there...
made her eat her medicine...
please refer to datoumiao.blogspot.com for more details...

den i went to work.

sat - could wake up on time for the standard chartered marathon..
cos only slept at like 4 plus due to working lah~
had to cab down to national stadium...
lucky it wasnt very ex...

went over to plaza singapura for brunch...
crapped lots...

initially i wanted to go back to nas...
but i reli couldnt make it on time lah...
so had to ps my dear yiliang didi...
so so so sorry...
and i uber sad now can...
think dizi chalet and bbq both i oso cannot go..
which means i wun be able to see my juniors!

walked over to bugis with weiqian and tony,
the latter who left halfway...

talked a lot to weiqian at bugis starbucks...
hahahaa.....

went my house downstairs to cut my hair...
cos 一时冲动...
not reli cut lah...
jus like make it thinner...

and i saw the qing hong n vivian on bus!
hahahaa...
such coincidence...
the lovebirds so sweet wor...

after cut hair went home...

den i had to go to work again...

fun day at work...
hahaha...

and boss made miie go home at 430am,
when i supposed to end work at 6am.

cos i was soooo tired that i STONED.

sun - still, i couldnt wake up on time...
hurry showered and cabbed...
went to bedok mrt station to fetch jinli...
den we went over to clementi ave 3 blk 433.

to meet chen bangjun!!!!

-shuangying screams frantically again-

woo~
got to see bangjun up close and personal wor~!!!

wheet~!!!

-shuangying jumps around in joy-

thanks to chen weiming laoshi,
who invited us to the thank you party...

and it was uber paiseh can!

邦鋆：hello! 你们要介绍一下吗？
pris：哦，我们是你老师的学生。
the rest of us: O.O

den we crap crap crap...
den...

邦鋆:so 你们是poly的学生啦?
us: 嗯。
邦鋆：den 你们就是很会喊的咯?因为我老爸一直跟我说 ‘那群poly得很会喊啊！’
(pris, miao n jinli turned at stared at me)
me (super paiseh-ly)：其实是我啦。
邦鋆：所以你很会喊啊？
me (getting more paiseh)：基本上就是我一个在那边喊cover他们啦。
邦鋆：哦。。难怪每次很像很多人在喊原来只有你一个。
me: (smile sheepishly)

oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
super paiseh can!

took quite a lot of photos...
and pris n miao were damn farnie lah!!!
lol...

had lots of fun there...
all the crapping and nonsense...
=D

and we left with bangjun autograhed photo~!!!!
wooo~~~~

yea yea yea~~~
bang jun bang jun bang jun bang jun bang jun bang jun bang jun~~~

ok i'm getting crazy again...
=D

i jus hope bangjun wun read my blog...
cos he reli read and tagged miao's blog~!!!

we asked him and he said yes!
oh gosh...

-prays hard-

Your Birthdate: June 2

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move.It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone.Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

http://www.blogthings.com/yourlovelifesecretsrevealedquiz/">Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/">What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your EQ is 80

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

oh well...
i jus couldnt concentrate on my work...

Mr L*L*** :

although i have no idea whether you will read this,
since you refused to reply my sms and PM,
but i still want to say,

i'm really very sorry.
i have no idea you would be offended.

i thought you would know me well enough,
to know that i am this playful.

it was really unintentional.

please don't be angry at me anymore...
i don't want you to be angry anymore...

i'm really very sorry.

sorry sorry sorry.

oh yeah...
its 5am in the morning....

and....

I'M STILL AT WORK!!!!

bleah....

okies lah...
at least today i wasnt that sleepy...

oso got nothing much to update...

assignments getting more and more...
and i getting headache at the thought of asian cine...

i didnt chose this elective in the first place...
so dun expect miie to reli like it...
but i am tryin my best lah...

so far the movies played wasnt that bad...

but presentation wise i gotta do on russian movies...
and...

its jus tough lah.
lack of info and dunno wad movies to play oso...

guess we jus gotta put in more effort loh...
right miao miao?
=D

and oh....
i wan frenz to go genting with miie.
who's willing?

http://starsearch.mediacorptv.sg/blog.htm
here is the link to the offical blog of star search 2007...

as requested by priscilla wong pei xin...

=D

the star search 2007 ended in the perfect way to me.
cos bang jun won.
and i reli think he deserve the title.

but i'm not reli happy today.
cos some IRRESPONSIBLE reporters maligned Miss Chen Liyi.

acoording to the official blog of star search 2007 and newspapers,
it was reported that Mr Yeo Wei Lie lost to the champion by a mere one mark.
and the mere one mark was lost when Miss Chen Liyi tested his kou cai.

and dear Mr Yeo Wei Lie has stated very clearly that there was a technical problem.
he couldnt hear clearly the instructions given to him thru the ear mic.
thus he kept repeating "i cant hear u' during the test.

and Miss Chen Liyi, being on stage as well,
could not possibly tell him wad he was supposed to do.
thus Miss Chen Liyi simply said: 那你就见招拆招吧。

and the judge did ask Mr Yeo Wei Lie again was it because he reli cant hear,
or was he alr acting out his rightful part.
and Mr Yeo Wei Lie nodded his head and said he reli cant hear.

so if this is the case, why are there reports maligning Miss Chen Liyi?
in fact, i felt that she has already tried her best to help Mr Yeo Wei Lie.
that sentence she said has her message clearly sent out.

if Mr Yeo Wei Lie doesnt understand, its not Miss Chen Liyi's fault anymore.
Miss Chen Liyi alr did wad she could,
and it reli wasnt her fault that half the time was wasted alr,
when they got into the situation.

i hope that the reporters are not making a big fuss out of things,
jus because it is OBVIOUS that are some business rivalry.

and i hope that the blogger can be more responsible too.
i dun think it is right of him to take side,
especially when there so are many people reading that blog,
since its like the only official website.

i strongly believed that the blogger was present at the finals live,
since u are capable,
to even noe that the difference between e 1st n 2nd is only 1 mark,
i have absolutely faith that u noe that there was reli a technical fault.
and if u are in Miss Chen Liyi's shoes,
u would have most probably do the same thing as her.

newspapers and official blogs are open to the public,
and their message are clearly sent to the mass public.

so please be more responsible as a person,
and do ur rightful part ONLY.

do not add on additional sparks which are untrue.

it only reflects even much worse on u,
not on Miss Chen Liyi.

besides, the results are out and fixed.
the champion is clearly CHEN BANG JUN ANDIE.

there wouldnt be any changes in the results at all.
so no matter how hard u all are fighting for Mr Yeo Wei Lie,
he will still be the 2nd placing only.
and i know everyone know this fact.

so to me, i find that, the only reason,
that Miss Chen Liyi is made the headlines of today's newspapers,
is because that there are other reasons den jus push sales.

perhaps its some business rivalry.
i dunno.
i jus felt that its super imoral.

chen ying had a MeL disccussion for us.
one of her questions was abt 媒体人的职业道德

as always, in my entry,
i stated that i stood on the sides of these media people.
cos i felt that most of the times,
they have to do things which they are unwilling to do.

but today, i was proven wrong.
i'm not referring to all media people,
but SOME irresponsible ones like those mentioned above,
should reli do some self reflection.

if the imorale thing things they do is simply to push sales,
i believe i can understand their positions,
and feel that they are not wrong,
because they are jus do the rightful part of their job.

however, if they did imorale things for other reasons,
for example the reason stated above,
i think they should reli be strike by lightning,
cos they've lost their humanity.

whatever moral education they learnt since pri school are gone.
gone along with the typhoon.

a human with no humanity,
that's equals to a heartless empty shell.

so wad if u got high education qualifications?
ur character is sum up to ZERO.
high IQ + low EQ = useless.

i jus hope these irresponsible brainless nothings will get their retribution.

and i'm still feeling pissed.

and so i went to the finals.

邦鋆邦鋆！！！

才华冠军！！！

woooo~

omg lah~~
he's still so shuai in my eyes...

-shuangying drools nonstop-

and i reli think he deserve the title...
jus like anyone else, he've put in as much hard work too...

i will continue to support him...
until...

i find another xin huan...

LOL!!!!

right now i only wish there will be a celebration for him...
and i hope that chen wei ming lao shi will ask us to attend...

heheheheee...

a little too tired to do much updating...

nites people~

bang jun bang jun bang jun bang jun bang jun bang jun bang jun~~~~

only a bus trip home and i did 2 stupid things...

first i had to transfer to another bus form paya lebar...
i was waiting for the bus and bus 67 came...

i could take bus 67 and i looked back and saw bus 28 coming...
since bus 67 was rather crowded, and me being OLD,
decided to wait for 28 to come since it was right behind...

however, to my horror,
when bus 28 came, it was bus 24.

i turned back to see if i can board 67 but it jus left me staring at it.

ok that's fine.
so i waited for another bus.

after a very long wait, bus 28 finally came.

it was den on the bus i remember a sms sent by dear yiliang.
he wanted me to help him asked others abt the dizi BBQ.

so happily, i began my busy search for dizi pple on my list...

when i looked up, the bus just left my stop.

oh GREAT.

so i gotta stop one stop later and walked home SLOWLY.

that's the 2 stupid things i've done within a bus trip home.

and i blamed it to the PSP trolley.
the trolley that carried the mixer, DVD player, toolbox and wires blaa~

it was a torturous trip up the hill from atrium to canteen 1.

i had to push the thing BY MYSELF...
while jane n pingyuan happily cheered me on from behind.
leaving me to push that darn heavy trolley alone.
when my legs still hurts like SHIT.

after that i experienced giddy spells and i reckon it caused my blurness.

oh well.
gotta stop blogging.

need to embrace my dear Mr 周树人 and 阿Q。


phrase(s) of the day:

huiyuan: i dunno who to fuck... (like WTH?!?!!!)

伟健(wei jian aka kira)名字的定义：猥(wei)亵的贱(jian)小孩。


PS: 陈芷慧，为了满足你，让你再感到荣幸，

你的名字再次登上我的blog。

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SHUANG YING, a Gemini Girl at the official age of tweeeeeeeeeeenty PLUS one.

Born on 2nd June 1989, i'm extremely gifted, with a SHARP tongue.

I'm just a cute and nice girl who goes crazy and wild at ALL times.

Some say i'm a HYPERACTIVE kid, i BOUNCE around pretty much despite being asthmatic.

Stop complaining that i'm loud and noisy, it's my way of LIFE.

I can turn out to be pretty emotional at times. So watch your back, cos i BITE.

I started my 13 years of education in Loyang Primary School, grew up in Ngee Ann Secondary School and ended up in Chinese Studies at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

And somehow, i've studied in ZHEJIANG UNIVERSITY CITY COLLEGE in China dated 29th Feb 2008 to 6th July 2008.

Thanks to the WONDERFUL School Of Humanities, I'll be working for OurVoiceBox.sg from 11th August 2008 till probably August 2009 or something 30th April 2009.

The ONLY THING that i'm ever thankful for it is i turned out to be a better camera-woman. And i saw lots and lots and lots of stars. CLOSE-UP.

I just wanna get into the Media Industry, with hope of becoming a DJ. Or perhaps some production line stuff will do.

And starting from 2nd Nov 2009, I'm starting out as a Production Assistant at Mediacorp Chinese Drama Department.

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