Monday, December 31, 2007
had a very boring christmas eve and christmas day.
was working on christmas eve, and i felt super sick that day.
took medication, felt very drowsy but cant sleep.
ended up having headache so i jitao sleep at work in the end.
it was one of the most boring working days i ever had...
slept through the whole of christmas day..
nobody jio me out anyway but i'm fine with it.
i think going out on days like these is stupid.
everywhere is jus so god damn crowded and u can hardly move.
wad for go squeeze with others when i can be comfortable at home?
pardon me but i reli got no feel for christmas.
and any other festive season.
anyway, went to meet huiting to pass her my ZUCC forms.
cos i cant hand in the forms on time..
so i gotta trouble huiting.
reli appreciate her effort man...
she went to school jus to help me submit my forms...
muz do something to make it up to her...
and yes its final.
i'm going to zhejiang on 29th feb 2008.
but i have no idea wad time is the flight.
time seems reli short now..
and i dun wanna go china.
firstly i've nvr been away from home so far before.
and when i leave, its gonna be 5 months.
and 5 months is freaking long.
and i cant believe i gotta spend my 19th birthday in china.
oh gosh.
but for the sake of IBP, i believe its worth it.
even if my IBP is in 2nd sem, i strongly believe its worth it.
anyway, set off for genting early in the morning on 26th dec.
reached there at around 3 or 4 plus...
and the weather was ok...
not very cold or wadeva...
when the coach past by first world hotel, i jus felt soo....
memories of the genting trip in sec 3 jus came rushin back to me...
esp when i see the starbucks...
i reli love that particular trip.
it was my first time out with frenz alone...
and there were much more meaning to it than jus that alone.
i miss my dear secondary school frenz...
all the different cliques that i have...
even though a lot of us alr lost contact, or not as close as last time,
but i reli miss them all...
different group of people bring me different memories...
anyway, tried shopping on that day.
but the feel was not right...
no mood to shop so in the end nvr get anything at all.
slept super early that night...
went to my cousin's room and while she bathe, i fell asleep.
jus like that.
oh gosh...
its just such a waste!
the 2nd day i woke up at dunno wad freaking time...
showered and went to the outdoor theme park immediately...
which was like 945am liddat...
and we played all the way till 10pm!!!
excluding time for lunch of course...
and my first ride of the day was the space shot!
like dunno wad shit liddat sia!!
i've nvr tried that ride before can?!?!
and my cousin dragged miie to that ride like...
^&*(&^%$@#$%^&*$
and i will try my best to avoid that ride if possible...
LOL.
and of course we took corkscrew like dunno how many freakin times...
and i dragged my cousin to that ride...
nearly scare the life outta her...
but everything ended fine...
and there was this new ride called flying coaster!
where u lie down like a superman and u fly thru!!
and i tell u man it was freaking scary when i first tried!
and after that i was super giddy...
but its still fun...
too bad this one have to pay extra money one...
but hey!
its worth it ok...
was planning to go bowling with my cousin and his frenz...
but ended up we had 3 kids with us...
and we cant go anywhere with them tagging along...
and thus, like the first nite,
i ended up sleeping.
it was reli reli such a waste can!!!
go genting sleep?!?!!
hello~!!!
wad shit is that man?!?!?!!
and den the 3rd day, woke up rather late...
so no time for shopping...
ate at this restaurant with my parents...
that was like the first meal i had with my parents at genting...
cos they were so busy going to casino,
they jus left me on my own...
but i didnt eat cos got no appetite...
and ended up there were 2 UFOs in my dad's coffee!!!
so unhygienic!!!
lucky they nvr charge us for that coffee...
or else i'll *&*&#^$%@&*(@!*&^$(&*^%# them.
bought cake and choc frapp from starbucks on the way back.
and i love my nephews!!!
hahaha...
they're jus so cute...
makes miie wanna eat them up!
that was a short summary of my genting trip.
((:
but i was reli upset abt a couple of stuff.
first, i couldnt attend dizi BBQ.
and i prolly wun get to see them anymore...
since i'm setting off for china soon.
secondly, i couldnt went for melanie's house warming!!!
like $%^&*((#$^&*$#@ lah~
its been ages since i last saw ANYONE from that clique...
wonder will i be able to meet them before i go china...
there are lots of things i wanna do before i set off...
basically its meeting up with old old frenz of mine...
i reli miss them loads...
cant imagine how life would be for miie in china...
think i would spent everyday missing all those pple in singapore...
and listen to miao miao n pris bickering everyday...
will i reli enjoy my life in china?
in fact, did i even enjoy my life in poly before?
guess its all a mirage only.
i know how life has been for myself...
poly was totally different from secondary school...
i love my secondary school life, and i miss it lots.
and my primary school clique are still the best,
even though we were only bonded during these few years..
but there is a very strong connection there.
tying all of us together closely.
i enjoy being with frens,
regardless of it being poly, sec sch or pri sch cliques.
but only when i'm with my pri sch clique,
i truly enjoy.
right from the heart.
life in poly - didnt went how i expected it to be.
perhaps i had too much expectations for it.
and now, i'm not enjoying it like how i should be.
like how others are enjoying.
i dun feel my existence.
was talking to one of my pool regulars jus now about work stuff.
and i reli wonder wad will happen if i quit,
or wad will happen if poolspot close down one day.
and i said: the only reason that i'm still working there is because of u all.
i think i cared more abt wad will happen to the frenship between me and the regulars.
but izzit true frenship between us?
will the friendship last?
they've reli brought me much joy and laughters.
i cant imagine how life would be without them.
they are wad drive miie to work every fri and sat nights,
despite others telling me not to work late shifts,
despite being tired like dunno wad,
despite all the sudden tantrums i have to bear with at times.
cos they are truly the only reason i'm staying behind.
i've been wanting to quit since a long time ago...
but i jus didnt bear to.
because of them.
and now i have to leave everything i have behind me and jus go to china?
my family
my dizi clique
my clique of six
my CO clique
my sec sch many small cliques
my lps darlings
my chs juniors
my psp friends
my pool regulars
how i wish i can bring china to spore instead.
happy 2008 to everyone.
hope that i can be happy in 2008 too.
was working on christmas eve, and i felt super sick that day.
took medication, felt very drowsy but cant sleep.
ended up having headache so i jitao sleep at work in the end.
it was one of the most boring working days i ever had...
slept through the whole of christmas day..
nobody jio me out anyway but i'm fine with it.
i think going out on days like these is stupid.
everywhere is jus so god damn crowded and u can hardly move.
wad for go squeeze with others when i can be comfortable at home?
pardon me but i reli got no feel for christmas.
and any other festive season.
anyway, went to meet huiting to pass her my ZUCC forms.
cos i cant hand in the forms on time..
so i gotta trouble huiting.
reli appreciate her effort man...
she went to school jus to help me submit my forms...
muz do something to make it up to her...
and yes its final.
i'm going to zhejiang on 29th feb 2008.
but i have no idea wad time is the flight.
time seems reli short now..
and i dun wanna go china.
firstly i've nvr been away from home so far before.
and when i leave, its gonna be 5 months.
and 5 months is freaking long.
and i cant believe i gotta spend my 19th birthday in china.
oh gosh.
but for the sake of IBP, i believe its worth it.
even if my IBP is in 2nd sem, i strongly believe its worth it.
anyway, set off for genting early in the morning on 26th dec.
reached there at around 3 or 4 plus...
and the weather was ok...
not very cold or wadeva...
when the coach past by first world hotel, i jus felt soo....
memories of the genting trip in sec 3 jus came rushin back to me...
esp when i see the starbucks...
i reli love that particular trip.
it was my first time out with frenz alone...
and there were much more meaning to it than jus that alone.
i miss my dear secondary school frenz...
all the different cliques that i have...
even though a lot of us alr lost contact, or not as close as last time,
but i reli miss them all...
different group of people bring me different memories...
anyway, tried shopping on that day.
but the feel was not right...
no mood to shop so in the end nvr get anything at all.
slept super early that night...
went to my cousin's room and while she bathe, i fell asleep.
jus like that.
oh gosh...
its just such a waste!
the 2nd day i woke up at dunno wad freaking time...
showered and went to the outdoor theme park immediately...
which was like 945am liddat...
and we played all the way till 10pm!!!
excluding time for lunch of course...
and my first ride of the day was the space shot!
like dunno wad shit liddat sia!!
i've nvr tried that ride before can?!?!
and my cousin dragged miie to that ride like...
^&*(&^%$@#$%^&*$
and i will try my best to avoid that ride if possible...
LOL.
and of course we took corkscrew like dunno how many freakin times...
and i dragged my cousin to that ride...
nearly scare the life outta her...
but everything ended fine...
and there was this new ride called flying coaster!
where u lie down like a superman and u fly thru!!
and i tell u man it was freaking scary when i first tried!
and after that i was super giddy...
but its still fun...
too bad this one have to pay extra money one...
but hey!
its worth it ok...
was planning to go bowling with my cousin and his frenz...
but ended up we had 3 kids with us...
and we cant go anywhere with them tagging along...
and thus, like the first nite,
i ended up sleeping.
it was reli reli such a waste can!!!
go genting sleep?!?!!
hello~!!!
wad shit is that man?!?!?!!
and den the 3rd day, woke up rather late...
so no time for shopping...
ate at this restaurant with my parents...
that was like the first meal i had with my parents at genting...
cos they were so busy going to casino,
they jus left me on my own...
but i didnt eat cos got no appetite...
and ended up there were 2 UFOs in my dad's coffee!!!
so unhygienic!!!
lucky they nvr charge us for that coffee...
or else i'll *&*&#^$%@&*(@!*&^$(&*^%# them.
bought cake and choc frapp from starbucks on the way back.
and i love my nephews!!!
hahaha...
they're jus so cute...
makes miie wanna eat them up!
that was a short summary of my genting trip.
((:
but i was reli upset abt a couple of stuff.
first, i couldnt attend dizi BBQ.
and i prolly wun get to see them anymore...
since i'm setting off for china soon.
secondly, i couldnt went for melanie's house warming!!!
like $%^&*((#$^&*$#@ lah~
its been ages since i last saw ANYONE from that clique...
wonder will i be able to meet them before i go china...
there are lots of things i wanna do before i set off...
basically its meeting up with old old frenz of mine...
i reli miss them loads...
cant imagine how life would be for miie in china...
think i would spent everyday missing all those pple in singapore...
and listen to miao miao n pris bickering everyday...
will i reli enjoy my life in china?
in fact, did i even enjoy my life in poly before?
guess its all a mirage only.
i know how life has been for myself...
poly was totally different from secondary school...
i love my secondary school life, and i miss it lots.
and my primary school clique are still the best,
even though we were only bonded during these few years..
but there is a very strong connection there.
tying all of us together closely.
i enjoy being with frens,
regardless of it being poly, sec sch or pri sch cliques.
but only when i'm with my pri sch clique,
i truly enjoy.
right from the heart.
life in poly - didnt went how i expected it to be.
perhaps i had too much expectations for it.
and now, i'm not enjoying it like how i should be.
like how others are enjoying.
i dun feel my existence.
was talking to one of my pool regulars jus now about work stuff.
and i reli wonder wad will happen if i quit,
or wad will happen if poolspot close down one day.
and i said: the only reason that i'm still working there is because of u all.
i think i cared more abt wad will happen to the frenship between me and the regulars.
but izzit true frenship between us?
will the friendship last?
they've reli brought me much joy and laughters.
i cant imagine how life would be without them.
they are wad drive miie to work every fri and sat nights,
despite others telling me not to work late shifts,
despite being tired like dunno wad,
despite all the sudden tantrums i have to bear with at times.
cos they are truly the only reason i'm staying behind.
i've been wanting to quit since a long time ago...
but i jus didnt bear to.
because of them.
and now i have to leave everything i have behind me and jus go to china?
my family
my dizi clique
my clique of six
my CO clique
my sec sch many small cliques
my lps darlings
my chs juniors
my psp friends
my pool regulars
how i wish i can bring china to spore instead.
happy 2008 to everyone.
hope that i can be happy in 2008 too.
what we could have been, 9:44 AM.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
假期來了.
不過我沒的休息.
唯一好過一點的日子就是星期三和星期四.
小學同學的聚會, 真的讓我很開心.
我們鬧了又鬧, 吵了又吵, 玩了又玩.
一切都拋出腦後, 好不快樂啊.
可是, 短暫的快樂使總會逼我們回到現實.
還是要面對radio, 要面對亞洲電影.
radio - 垂死的掙扎.
隊友病了也就算了, 連預定好的製作室的時間也莫名其妙地被刪除掉了.
他媽的.
交個鬼屁作業啊.
連要做作業的時間都被強行剝奪, 這樣我們能幹啥?
亞洲電影 - 掙也不想掙了.
真的很對不起我的隊友們.
我真的很努力安排時間了, 可是安排真的很緊湊了.
我知道你們很努力, 儘量減輕我的負擔,
即使如此, 我仍然無法把心思集中在亞洲電影.
如果你們覺得有必要採取任何行動, 那就去吧.
我不會住止你們, 因為這次真的是我的錯.
但在交作業以前, 我會儘量將自己的部分做好.
但它未必是你們覺得好的作品.
真的很對不起.
好想念與小學同學打牌的時間哦.
現在的我, 好想睡覺.
不過我沒的休息.
唯一好過一點的日子就是星期三和星期四.
小學同學的聚會, 真的讓我很開心.
我們鬧了又鬧, 吵了又吵, 玩了又玩.
一切都拋出腦後, 好不快樂啊.
可是, 短暫的快樂使總會逼我們回到現實.
還是要面對radio, 要面對亞洲電影.
radio - 垂死的掙扎.
隊友病了也就算了, 連預定好的製作室的時間也莫名其妙地被刪除掉了.
他媽的.
交個鬼屁作業啊.
連要做作業的時間都被強行剝奪, 這樣我們能幹啥?
亞洲電影 - 掙也不想掙了.
真的很對不起我的隊友們.
我真的很努力安排時間了, 可是安排真的很緊湊了.
我知道你們很努力, 儘量減輕我的負擔,
即使如此, 我仍然無法把心思集中在亞洲電影.
如果你們覺得有必要採取任何行動, 那就去吧.
我不會住止你們, 因為這次真的是我的錯.
但在交作業以前, 我會儘量將自己的部分做好.
但它未必是你們覺得好的作品.
真的很對不起.
好想念與小學同學打牌的時間哦.
現在的我, 好想睡覺.
what we could have been, 4:50 AM.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
thanks lee kow fong for the dateline extension.
that reli came in time...
and people!!!
i got no 曖昧對象ok?!?!!
that was jus a sentence from 九把刀books, 《等一個人咖啡》。
i jus find that sentence so true only ma...
even if reli got, i oso wun tell anyone...
=P
gotta get back to my 放空狀態。
that reli came in time...
and people!!!
i got no 曖昧對象ok?!?!!
that was jus a sentence from 九把刀books, 《等一個人咖啡》。
i jus find that sentence so true only ma...
even if reli got, i oso wun tell anyone...
=P
gotta get back to my 放空狀態。
what we could have been, 5:02 PM.
Monday, December 10, 2007
真的敗給了你.
明明很生你的氣, 但卻又氣不起來.
真是的.
明明很生你的氣, 但卻又氣不起來.
真是的.
what we could have been, 12:25 AM.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
this week very busy...
but not with projects....
look like i've spent a lot of time outside...
doing nothing related to studies...
LOL!
a few highlights of the week:
mon: radio commercial submission.
super amazed that karmen n i met the requirements last min.
and its literally the LAST MINUTE.
and i missed out on dizi chalet.
and i gonna miss out the dizi BBQ too.
oh well.
tues: errr... nothing.
happy day with tongking!
hahaha...
he's so cute and shuai...
love him loads...
wed: shopping with yiliang.
he shopped, not miie.. (although i did buy a couple of belts)
thurs: jinli bdae kbox!!!
woo~ wonderful day...
fri: err... nothing much?
oh i got a new 8GB iPod nano from my boss as x'mas present!!!
oh yeah!
sat: yao won the 88.3 DJ competition...
reli reli very happy for him...
and i actually cried.
LOL.
now we will show the FMS people who's the boss around Blk 52.
HRUMPF!
stick somemore sticker on the lift oso no use.
and it was a very very very very very very very very very very nice day at work.
very very very very very very very very very very very very very very nice.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
sun: proj discussion @ NLB.
bruncher (breakfast-lunch-dinner) with miao...
that girl's as cute as always...
and zhai zi made us read analysis on those 亞洲A片!!!
like i'm only 18!!!
please dun corrupt miie!!!!!
and tml got visit at mediacorp!!!
wooo~
now i gotta try do some crusading journalism report...
cannot dui bu qi yu fung...
LOL.
曖昧, 是感情中最幸福和甜蜜的.
but not with projects....
look like i've spent a lot of time outside...
doing nothing related to studies...
LOL!
a few highlights of the week:
mon: radio commercial submission.
super amazed that karmen n i met the requirements last min.
and its literally the LAST MINUTE.
and i missed out on dizi chalet.
and i gonna miss out the dizi BBQ too.
oh well.
tues: errr... nothing.
happy day with tongking!
hahaha...
he's so cute and shuai...
love him loads...
wed: shopping with yiliang.
he shopped, not miie.. (although i did buy a couple of belts)
thurs: jinli bdae kbox!!!
woo~ wonderful day...
fri: err... nothing much?
oh i got a new 8GB iPod nano from my boss as x'mas present!!!
oh yeah!
sat: yao won the 88.3 DJ competition...
reli reli very happy for him...
and i actually cried.
LOL.
now we will show the FMS people who's the boss around Blk 52.
HRUMPF!
stick somemore sticker on the lift oso no use.
and it was a very very very very very very very very very very nice day at work.
very very very very very very very very very very very very very very nice.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
sun: proj discussion @ NLB.
bruncher (breakfast-lunch-dinner) with miao...
that girl's as cute as always...
and zhai zi made us read analysis on those 亞洲A片!!!
like i'm only 18!!!
please dun corrupt miie!!!!!
and tml got visit at mediacorp!!!
wooo~
now i gotta try do some crusading journalism report...
cannot dui bu qi yu fung...
LOL.
曖昧, 是感情中最幸福和甜蜜的.
what we could have been, 10:26 PM.
Monday, December 03, 2007
everyone....
please go to the link below
http://www.funkygrad.com/campusreporter/index.php
and vote for my dear fren chang cheng yao...the voting session will end very soon so please do it fast!!!
prefably like immediately after u read this post!!!!!!!!!
and use as many different e-mail accounts as u have!!!!!!
please people!!!!!!!
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 12:34 AM.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
夠了.
別再對我好了.
這種壓力,
我的心, 承擔不起.
夠了.
別再對我好了.
這種壓力,
我的心, 承擔不起.
夠了.
what we could have been, 9:32 PM.
