Friday, September 29, 2006
i reli dunno wad to post sia...
these few days onli got one word to describe: GOONG.
LOL...
i have been trying to watch goong from youtube like there is no day and night..
and i jus simply get so fed up when youyube crash on miie..
and i am so pek chek when my laptop needs to restart...
arrggghhh!!!
i had lotsa things on my mind these few days...
but i cant seem to sort things out...
the more i think, the more confused i get.
things jus seem to get worst.
pple who noe wad i'm toking abt keep telling miie the same thing..
but they still lack the skills to convince miie..
i seem to be doing a better job comvincing myself...
but in the negative way...
=X
haiz...
i wonder wad will happen to miie when sch start.
things will definitely changed.
i have nvr done such a great job convincing myself that we are impossible.
even so, i still cant control myself...
when school reopens, things will definitely change.
for the better or for the worse?
i dunno...
i guess i have to learn to let go...
holding onto u will only stop both of us from moving forward...
but i am reli glad that at least we are still frenz.
no matter wad happen...
i will be ur fren.
forever.
argggh!!!!
i hate my hair!!!!
its starting to curl again...
i need money for another rebonding lah...
kao...
i hope wei ling got help miie ask abt the job at gelare...
somehow i reli wanna try working there...
hmm...
i muz go call wei ling...
but den i think she forgot abt it...
lol...
anyway tml got 95.8 charity car washing.
i am like so excited can!!
i nvr wash car b4 lah...
and i reli look forward to tml...
but the tot of going to toa payoh haunts miie...
reminds miie of the times when i do survey at HDB hub...
kao...
one of the worst times in my life...
but sunday going to bedok...
hoohoo...
so convenient for miie...
waahahaha....
reli look forward to tml....
muaahahaa....
these few days onli got one word to describe: GOONG.
LOL...
i have been trying to watch goong from youtube like there is no day and night..
and i jus simply get so fed up when youyube crash on miie..
and i am so pek chek when my laptop needs to restart...
arrggghhh!!!
i had lotsa things on my mind these few days...
but i cant seem to sort things out...
the more i think, the more confused i get.
things jus seem to get worst.
pple who noe wad i'm toking abt keep telling miie the same thing..
but they still lack the skills to convince miie..
i seem to be doing a better job comvincing myself...
but in the negative way...
=X
haiz...
i wonder wad will happen to miie when sch start.
things will definitely changed.
i have nvr done such a great job convincing myself that we are impossible.
even so, i still cant control myself...
when school reopens, things will definitely change.
for the better or for the worse?
i dunno...
i guess i have to learn to let go...
holding onto u will only stop both of us from moving forward...
but i am reli glad that at least we are still frenz.
no matter wad happen...
i will be ur fren.
forever.
argggh!!!!
i hate my hair!!!!
its starting to curl again...
i need money for another rebonding lah...
kao...
i hope wei ling got help miie ask abt the job at gelare...
somehow i reli wanna try working there...
hmm...
i muz go call wei ling...
but den i think she forgot abt it...
lol...
anyway tml got 95.8 charity car washing.
i am like so excited can!!
i nvr wash car b4 lah...
and i reli look forward to tml...
but the tot of going to toa payoh haunts miie...
reminds miie of the times when i do survey at HDB hub...
kao...
one of the worst times in my life...
but sunday going to bedok...
hoohoo...
so convenient for miie...
waahahaha....
reli look forward to tml....
muaahahaa....
what we could have been, 10:10 PM.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
woah...
its been quite long since i last blog...
the reason being : i'm so into GOONG now...
=))
i watch the show whenever i got the chance...
and i seriously hate watching it from youtube lah...
it reli sux...
one episode can split into 7 parts liddat...
load until sian....
but nvm...
i like goong...
lee yul is so shuai lah...
OMG~
can faint...
recently oso nothing much happen...
slept real lot ytd...
i slept at 7pm last nite and onli woke up at 11am this morning...
=X
its been a long time since i last slept like this...
dunno wad's happening...
this holiday nvr work much den becoming more and more like pig...
hahaha...
hmmm...
i went over to kelvin house oso...
nothing much there...
and that fella lend miie his iPod...
so good...
hahaha...
now go out got things to do liao...
yeah~!
i went out today with yong xian...
went to a lot of places...
i saw wei how!!!
omg...
his eyes getting smaller and smaller...
lol...
we went to went to bugis first...
walk thru OG, bugis street n bugis junction...
den went to eat the duck rice which i think ish nice...
but den again, it tastes normal leii...
den walked over to bras bersah...
cos yong xian wanted to buy assessement books for his sis n new tution student...
but the biggest popular in singapore closes at 7pm on weekdays...
-.-"
den didnt buy anything...
we den WALK over to suntec...
honestly speaking, it wasnt that far lah...
den we went over to marina square...
after that den go home...
a bit long for a day...
go to so many places...
but we meet up late so it wasnt reli very long...
den now i wanna go watch goong liao...
so tada~
its been quite long since i last blog...
the reason being : i'm so into GOONG now...
=))
i watch the show whenever i got the chance...
and i seriously hate watching it from youtube lah...
it reli sux...
one episode can split into 7 parts liddat...
load until sian....
but nvm...
i like goong...
lee yul is so shuai lah...
OMG~
can faint...
recently oso nothing much happen...
slept real lot ytd...
i slept at 7pm last nite and onli woke up at 11am this morning...
=X
its been a long time since i last slept like this...
dunno wad's happening...
this holiday nvr work much den becoming more and more like pig...
hahaha...
hmmm...
i went over to kelvin house oso...
nothing much there...
and that fella lend miie his iPod...
so good...
hahaha...
now go out got things to do liao...
yeah~!
i went out today with yong xian...
went to a lot of places...
i saw wei how!!!
omg...
his eyes getting smaller and smaller...
lol...
we went to went to bugis first...
walk thru OG, bugis street n bugis junction...
den went to eat the duck rice which i think ish nice...
but den again, it tastes normal leii...
den walked over to bras bersah...
cos yong xian wanted to buy assessement books for his sis n new tution student...
but the biggest popular in singapore closes at 7pm on weekdays...
-.-"
den didnt buy anything...
we den WALK over to suntec...
honestly speaking, it wasnt that far lah...
den we went over to marina square...
after that den go home...
a bit long for a day...
go to so many places...
but we meet up late so it wasnt reli very long...
den now i wanna go watch goong liao...
so tada~
what we could have been, 10:54 PM.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
wahhh....
these few days keep going orchard...
ytd jus been there nia...
today go to plaza singapura...
tml most likely going again...
kao...
sian...
but no choice...
singapore too small liao lah...
anyway, today met up with ye siew n hui juan...
whoo~~
hui juan become more chio liao wor...
had lunch and we walked around...
nothing much actually...
jus that they were reli crazy lah...
den we jus keep crapping around...
oh guys...
there is this new shop at plaza sing...
where wadeva they sell is at a CHEAP price of $2!!!!
everything is onli $2!!!!
good loh...
if i got money, i sure shop like siao over there de....
also, we went to disturb neo mimi (aka neo wei ling)....
hahaha...
she damn scared we go find her sia...
keep begging miie dun go...
lol...
den we stand at one level above and keep staring at her...
cos she work at gelare...
den its like...
hanging in the mid air that kind...
scarli one of these days gelare too many pple den the linking bridge jus break down...
opps!!!
i noe i shouldnt say that!!!
jus kidding anyway...
but if that happen, pls snatch for ice cream everyone!!!
=D
gelare de ice cream very ex de wor...
hehes...
anyway, we went to watch the banquet...
couldnt reli get wad the content is about...
a bit confusing i would say...
but overall the actions and stuff are very nice...
lots of gore and blood and killing...
they got this scene where they kill everybody they see...
den a lot of blood spill here and there...
that was still ok...
until... the dummy warriors chop the head of the man off...
den they show the not-connected-to-the-body de head dropping from a high place...
drop drop drop and finally drop into the river...
still haven finish wor...
show all head all the way till it reach the riverbed...
a bit gross lah to be honest...
den got one scene where the warriors zi sha one by one...
den this auntie (i think is a miss but den her behaviour like auntie liddat)
she down there make a lot of noise when she saw the zi sha scene...
when the screen show one person zi sha, she goes: haiyo!
imagine that lah...
the screen show nine or ten pple zi sha one by one...
-.-
she darn noisy can....
but the movie not bad lah...
not bad onli...
i wun give it a high rating...
daniel wu very shuai~
lol...
oh...
there is one thing i find pretty dumb abt the movie...
everyone jus die in the end lah...
every single person...
den y cant they die faster...
the whole process took like 2 and a half hours??
lol...
pretty long if there are no survivors...
and i jus dun get it...
why is the show called 'the banquet'??
their banquet no food de...
a bit weird loh...
these few days keep going orchard...
ytd jus been there nia...
today go to plaza singapura...
tml most likely going again...
kao...
sian...
but no choice...
singapore too small liao lah...
anyway, today met up with ye siew n hui juan...
whoo~~
hui juan become more chio liao wor...
had lunch and we walked around...
nothing much actually...
jus that they were reli crazy lah...
den we jus keep crapping around...
oh guys...
there is this new shop at plaza sing...
where wadeva they sell is at a CHEAP price of $2!!!!
everything is onli $2!!!!
good loh...
if i got money, i sure shop like siao over there de....
also, we went to disturb neo mimi (aka neo wei ling)....
hahaha...
she damn scared we go find her sia...
keep begging miie dun go...
lol...
den we stand at one level above and keep staring at her...
cos she work at gelare...
den its like...
hanging in the mid air that kind...
scarli one of these days gelare too many pple den the linking bridge jus break down...
opps!!!
i noe i shouldnt say that!!!
jus kidding anyway...
but if that happen, pls snatch for ice cream everyone!!!
=D
gelare de ice cream very ex de wor...
hehes...
anyway, we went to watch the banquet...
couldnt reli get wad the content is about...
a bit confusing i would say...
but overall the actions and stuff are very nice...
lots of gore and blood and killing...
they got this scene where they kill everybody they see...
den a lot of blood spill here and there...
that was still ok...
until... the dummy warriors chop the head of the man off...
den they show the not-connected-to-the-body de head dropping from a high place...
drop drop drop and finally drop into the river...
still haven finish wor...
show all head all the way till it reach the riverbed...
a bit gross lah to be honest...
den got one scene where the warriors zi sha one by one...
den this auntie (i think is a miss but den her behaviour like auntie liddat)
she down there make a lot of noise when she saw the zi sha scene...
when the screen show one person zi sha, she goes: haiyo!
imagine that lah...
the screen show nine or ten pple zi sha one by one...
-.-
she darn noisy can....
but the movie not bad lah...
not bad onli...
i wun give it a high rating...
daniel wu very shuai~
lol...
oh...
there is one thing i find pretty dumb abt the movie...
everyone jus die in the end lah...
every single person...
den y cant they die faster...
the whole process took like 2 and a half hours??
lol...
pretty long if there are no survivors...
and i jus dun get it...
why is the show called 'the banquet'??
their banquet no food de...
a bit weird loh...
what we could have been, 10:30 PM.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
today oso nothing much lah...
a bit boring...
i woke up at dunno wad shit time...
and thus, i'm late.
LOL!!!
reli wanna get rid of this bad habit lah...
but i jus simply love my bed sooo much...
sooo much that i didnt wanna leave it...
=X
anyway, when i reached NLB, sian choo was abt to leave....
diao!!!
den i slack around...
wait for yx to be ready so i can buy my cousin bdae prezzie...
when i step put of orchard mrt...
someone called my name...
i turn ard and saw michelle and chun lian...
she ask miie go modelling...
-.-"
actually, that's her job...
she's doing talent scouting den she jus need a name badly...
i reject lah...
den walk ard taka n wisma...
couldnt find anything i wan...
saw lots of nice things...
but all damn ex...
haiz...
sad loh...
so i went to shaw house disturb ye siew...
muahaha...
i evil lah cannot arh??
den after that i went over to far east....
a bit boring...
i woke up at dunno wad shit time...
and thus, i'm late.
LOL!!!
reli wanna get rid of this bad habit lah...
but i jus simply love my bed sooo much...
sooo much that i didnt wanna leave it...
=X
anyway, when i reached NLB, sian choo was abt to leave....
diao!!!
den i slack around...
wait for yx to be ready so i can buy my cousin bdae prezzie...
when i step put of orchard mrt...
someone called my name...
i turn ard and saw michelle and chun lian...
she ask miie go modelling...
-.-"
actually, that's her job...
she's doing talent scouting den she jus need a name badly...
i reject lah...
den walk ard taka n wisma...
couldnt find anything i wan...
saw lots of nice things...
but all damn ex...
haiz...
sad loh...
so i went to shaw house disturb ye siew...
muahaha...
i evil lah cannot arh??
den after that i went over to far east....
this was wad that caught my eye...
the pic is not very clear lah...
but trust miie, the real thing is NICE~~
its heart-shaped (DUH!!!) at at the top got one flower...
the flower is a rose loh...
its DAMN NICE OK!!!!!
if i nvr buy for my cousin, i would have bought it for myself...
=X
the money muz claim from papa later on...
lol...
i'm too broke to afford anything...
after that we went over to PS...
den go ka jiao wei ling n lih yee who are at work....
but they work different place lah...
jus that both are at PS that area...
after that jus came home...
a bit bored lah i would say...
lol...
and i still haven get the chance to post my photos on last sat n sun!!!!
arggghhh!!!!!!
i'm going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 9:23 PM.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
oh man...
shit blogger...
i got pictures to post but it jus wun cooperate with miie...
haiz...
now how am i going to blog about last sat and sun sia...
wah lao....
haiz....
anyway, i am so sian now...
i reli wanna get down to work real soon...
but i haven call those companies yet...
think i have to call soon...
tml still meeting for podcast...
at national library...
at 1130am...
wonder i can wake up on time not...
after that most likely gonna buy my cousin daryl bdae prezzie....
haiz...
gotta go to the chalet again on this sun...
but doesnt matter lah...
since i got nothing much to do...
jus that i now very fed up with blogger...
it refuse to let miie load photos...
sobss....
darn u blogger....
grrrr.....
shit blogger...
i got pictures to post but it jus wun cooperate with miie...
haiz...
now how am i going to blog about last sat and sun sia...
wah lao....
haiz....
anyway, i am so sian now...
i reli wanna get down to work real soon...
but i haven call those companies yet...
think i have to call soon...
tml still meeting for podcast...
at national library...
at 1130am...
wonder i can wake up on time not...
after that most likely gonna buy my cousin daryl bdae prezzie....
haiz...
gotta go to the chalet again on this sun...
but doesnt matter lah...
since i got nothing much to do...
jus that i now very fed up with blogger...
it refuse to let miie load photos...
sobss....
darn u blogger....
grrrr.....
what we could have been, 8:41 PM.
Friday, September 15, 2006
alright pple...
can u pls stop asking miie abt results??
i had enuf...
its so darn lousy that i dowan to say anymore...
and yet u insensitive creatures are still asking miie...
enuf le ok!!!
i jus feel like shutting myself up...
away from everyone...
i got lots of thinking to do...
but nth seem to be able to get thru...
i dun wanna see any of my frenz...
i dun wanna go anywhere...
i dun wanna do anything...
i dun wanna care abt anything ( not to mention the darn IMF... hell noes wad izzit all abt...)
i dun wanna do any explanation to anyone...
i jus wanna be alone...
totally alone.
everyone is happy with their life.
but i'm not.
no matter how strong someone is,
theuy still have their vulnerabilities.
everyone is selfish.
they care abt themselves onli.
they are not alert enuf to sense anything.
wad kind of frenz am i looking for?
wad kind of fren am i in the first place?
guess i nvr done well as a fren...
nobody does i think...
everyone tot a smile is from the heart...
but many failed to realise...
a smiling face may have a broken heart.
that's me.
can u pls stop asking miie abt results??
i had enuf...
its so darn lousy that i dowan to say anymore...
and yet u insensitive creatures are still asking miie...
enuf le ok!!!
i jus feel like shutting myself up...
away from everyone...
i got lots of thinking to do...
but nth seem to be able to get thru...
i dun wanna see any of my frenz...
i dun wanna go anywhere...
i dun wanna do anything...
i dun wanna care abt anything ( not to mention the darn IMF... hell noes wad izzit all abt...)
i dun wanna do any explanation to anyone...
i jus wanna be alone...
totally alone.
everyone is happy with their life.
but i'm not.
no matter how strong someone is,
theuy still have their vulnerabilities.
everyone is selfish.
they care abt themselves onli.
they are not alert enuf to sense anything.
wad kind of frenz am i looking for?
wad kind of fren am i in the first place?
guess i nvr done well as a fren...
nobody does i think...
everyone tot a smile is from the heart...
but many failed to realise...
a smiling face may have a broken heart.
that's me.
what we could have been, 11:59 PM.
its raining now...
dampen my mood even more...
cos i jus went to see my results...
i passed...
but not so good grades...
a bit disappointed...
think i should do some reflecting liao...
haiz...
anyway jus came back from T01 de chalet...
its their class chalet..
so i think i should thank them for letting us go..
cos afterall its To1 de chalet ma...
it was fun lah...
very fun...
laugh like mad liddat...
den we did lots of chatting...
tok and tok...
share our problems with one another...
they are reli a bunch of crazy pple...
hahaha....
oh.. one thing...
yu fung cooked fried rice early this morning...
and its DEADLY...
lolx...
no lah...
we didnt die...
but miie, yao, jess n yu fung ate the rice...
and went to toilet shortly...
the same thing happen to all of us...
=D
smart pple will noe wad happen to us...
LOL...
haiz...
i got no mood to blog now leii...
cos very sad to get these kind of darn results...
i dowan de loh...
izzit i did not work hard enuf or izzit that i'm jus pure stupid?
or maybe its both??
that is a deadly combination leii...
wadeva it is, its fixed...
but i am disappointed in myself...
i tot i could do better than this...
but in the end...
haiz...
there is no point in dwelling abt it lah...
but hey...
if its anyone, even though u expected lousy grades,
you would still feel upset right...
haiz....
haizz....
haizzz....
HAIZZZZ!!!!!!!!
if onli the rain can wash away my troubles...
how silly i am...
dampen my mood even more...
cos i jus went to see my results...
i passed...
but not so good grades...
a bit disappointed...
think i should do some reflecting liao...
haiz...
anyway jus came back from T01 de chalet...
its their class chalet..
so i think i should thank them for letting us go..
cos afterall its To1 de chalet ma...
it was fun lah...
very fun...
laugh like mad liddat...
den we did lots of chatting...
tok and tok...
share our problems with one another...
they are reli a bunch of crazy pple...
hahaha....
oh.. one thing...
yu fung cooked fried rice early this morning...
and its DEADLY...
lolx...
no lah...
we didnt die...
but miie, yao, jess n yu fung ate the rice...
and went to toilet shortly...
the same thing happen to all of us...
=D
smart pple will noe wad happen to us...
LOL...
haiz...
i got no mood to blog now leii...
cos very sad to get these kind of darn results...
i dowan de loh...
izzit i did not work hard enuf or izzit that i'm jus pure stupid?
or maybe its both??
that is a deadly combination leii...
wadeva it is, its fixed...
but i am disappointed in myself...
i tot i could do better than this...
but in the end...
haiz...
there is no point in dwelling abt it lah...
but hey...
if its anyone, even though u expected lousy grades,
you would still feel upset right...
haiz....
haizz....
haizzz....
HAIZZZZ!!!!!!!!
if onli the rain can wash away my troubles...
how silly i am...
what we could have been, 12:20 PM.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
well..
didnt blog for quite some time liao...
actually,
i did blog a few days ago...
but connection got problem...
den didnt publish the post...
darn...
i think i blog abt the same stuff first ba...
i actually went for a job interview...
as an interviewer...
u noe...
those irritating pple who ask u to do survey when u are in a rush for time...
anyway, i was hired lah...
den i had to do this damn project...
street intercept one...
darn it!!
that's gotta be the biggest regret in my life ever!!!
the first day was at orchard and everything was fine...
the second day went to tampines and things start to go wrong...
everyone jus refused to help...
that day i faked abt 4 cases... (which i'm not supposed to ok..)
elaine (my sec sch junior), hui jie, hui jie's fren and a NAS teacher helped miie...
thanks a lot to them...
the third day we went to chong pang and yishun...
it jus SUCKS lah...
close my first case, last case and only case of the day at ard 5pm...
and we started at 1230pm...
reli like wad the f**k lah...
even our QC (the fella who do quality check) oso give up hope...
he ended up having coffee at the coffee shop...
-.-
and i jus broke down at the MRT station...
my relationship with my parents are ok now...
cos these few days busy with work...
so they got nth good to complain abt...
the fourth day and fifth day we went to toa payoh HDB hub...
those are the WORST days...
and i hate the darn bitch supervisor cassandra..
the past few days were sandra..
they are 2 diff person mind u...
cassandra is so full of herself...
i curse her...
hope she will nvr appear in my life EVER AGAIN...
toa payoh de pple all terrible too...
refused to help de...
all KAYPO pple care abt superstar...
typical singaporean behaviour...
i was so fed up that i complain to my QC on the fourth day...
i: QC!! i dowan to do liao lah... nobody wan help miie de...
QC: come, we go eat desert...
i: O.o
den we walk but cant find seat...
QC: nvm, we go starbucks....
i : O.O
den we walk again but cant find starbucks and saw delifrance instead...
QC: come, we go delifrance lah...
i: ex leii...
QC: nvm, i treat...
i : O.O !!!!!
this kind of QC... BRAVO sia...
i curse that darn cassandra sia...
hope she NEVER appear in my life ever AGAIN...
best is she disappear from this world...
grrr....
and i swear i will NEVER do a dumb job like interviewing EVER AGAIN...
most likely will do some admin stuff...
or go back to selling handbags loh...
no big deal...
and i got to noe this thing...
derrick hoh (for the info of the ignorant ones, he is one of the contestant who took part in the last season of project superstar and he is DAMN cute lah...),
is a good fren of my supervisor SANDRA (not cassandra).
OMG~~~
i nearly went crazy when she told miie that lah...
and i miss my quota for this project by one...
wad the hell lah...
so not worth it...
they gonna deduct 20%of wad i earn u noe...
didnt blog for quite some time liao...
actually,
i did blog a few days ago...
but connection got problem...
den didnt publish the post...
darn...
i think i blog abt the same stuff first ba...
i actually went for a job interview...
as an interviewer...
u noe...
those irritating pple who ask u to do survey when u are in a rush for time...
anyway, i was hired lah...
den i had to do this damn project...
street intercept one...
darn it!!
that's gotta be the biggest regret in my life ever!!!
the first day was at orchard and everything was fine...
the second day went to tampines and things start to go wrong...
everyone jus refused to help...
that day i faked abt 4 cases... (which i'm not supposed to ok..)
elaine (my sec sch junior), hui jie, hui jie's fren and a NAS teacher helped miie...
thanks a lot to them...
the third day we went to chong pang and yishun...
it jus SUCKS lah...
close my first case, last case and only case of the day at ard 5pm...
and we started at 1230pm...
reli like wad the f**k lah...
even our QC (the fella who do quality check) oso give up hope...
he ended up having coffee at the coffee shop...
-.-
and i jus broke down at the MRT station...
my relationship with my parents are ok now...
cos these few days busy with work...
so they got nth good to complain abt...
the fourth day and fifth day we went to toa payoh HDB hub...
those are the WORST days...
and i hate the darn bitch supervisor cassandra..
the past few days were sandra..
they are 2 diff person mind u...
cassandra is so full of herself...
i curse her...
hope she will nvr appear in my life EVER AGAIN...
toa payoh de pple all terrible too...
refused to help de...
all KAYPO pple care abt superstar...
typical singaporean behaviour...
i was so fed up that i complain to my QC on the fourth day...
i: QC!! i dowan to do liao lah... nobody wan help miie de...
QC: come, we go eat desert...
i: O.o
den we walk but cant find seat...
QC: nvm, we go starbucks....
i : O.O
den we walk again but cant find starbucks and saw delifrance instead...
QC: come, we go delifrance lah...
i: ex leii...
QC: nvm, i treat...
i : O.O !!!!!
this kind of QC... BRAVO sia...
i curse that darn cassandra sia...
hope she NEVER appear in my life ever AGAIN...
best is she disappear from this world...
grrr....
and i swear i will NEVER do a dumb job like interviewing EVER AGAIN...
most likely will do some admin stuff...
or go back to selling handbags loh...
no big deal...
and i got to noe this thing...
derrick hoh (for the info of the ignorant ones, he is one of the contestant who took part in the last season of project superstar and he is DAMN cute lah...),
is a good fren of my supervisor SANDRA (not cassandra).
OMG~~~
i nearly went crazy when she told miie that lah...
and i miss my quota for this project by one...
wad the hell lah...
so not worth it...
they gonna deduct 20%of wad i earn u noe...
calculate dao lai...
the pay is jus LOUSY!!!!
this makes miie even more determined to leave that cheater company...
i think there is nth much to say le lah...
i abit tired oso...
yawns...
what we could have been, 1:49 AM.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
these few days are reli bad...
had lots of disagreements...
with parents...
oso dunno wad the hell they wan...
i noe they care for miie n stuff but...
i jus felt like as if i need more freedom...
afterall, i am 17 years old already…
i jus felt indepedent enuf...
to noe wad is right or wrong...
though i am reli not on certain issues...
i jus cant stand it when they try to control wad i doing...
i mean,
its my life...
cant i at least decide wad do i wan for myself??
even if it means i bang my head against the wall,
and bleed like mad??
its my life, my choice, my responsibillity.
haiz...
control is wad i cant stand pple doing...
i jus simply HATE it...
i had real fun these few days,
but everything i did was under control.
i talked a lot on the phone..
throughout the night...
i reli enjoyed myself,
but ended up receiving nothing but scoldings.
honestly,
i dun give a damn.
i been going out a lot...
till late night...
everytime i had fun,
and i returned home late...
of course,
scoldings again.
but i seriously couldnt give a damn.
things has came to the point that,
if i enjoyed myself and felt wad i did was not wrong,
(never it was right either),
i seriously dun give a damn.
i cant be bothered too i guess.
i figured that even if i do,
the end result is still the same.
scoldings.
if this is the case,
y do i care den??
might as well save some energy...
ever since i had to rush through projects,
i felt nothing but stress.
stress from everywhere.
even going out oso can stress.
cos need to organise.
and i hate it when pple cant give miie a proper answer.
wah lao...
jus a simple YES or NO oso cannot say...
if that is the case,
i think they have to return to kindergarden.
retain in K1 if u have to.
to ensure that u noe how to say YES or NO.
and i hate PS gia...
these pple can jolly well go and die.
and i mean it.
pple nowadays think that everything is so easy...
not appreciative at all.
go jump down if u feel that u are one of them.
i will open red wine and celebrate.
grow up pls guys.
we are not kids anymore.
dun do such childish things alr.
even kids are more mature than u.
at least they noe how to say yes or no.
at least they dun PS pple.
and stop telling miie to relax ok...
cos i am damn relax when i type this.
i reli am.
dun read if u cant stand it.
i dun mind.
B-L-E-A-H!
had lots of disagreements...
with parents...
oso dunno wad the hell they wan...
i noe they care for miie n stuff but...
i jus felt like as if i need more freedom...
afterall, i am 17 years old already…
i jus felt indepedent enuf...
to noe wad is right or wrong...
though i am reli not on certain issues...
i jus cant stand it when they try to control wad i doing...
i mean,
its my life...
cant i at least decide wad do i wan for myself??
even if it means i bang my head against the wall,
and bleed like mad??
its my life, my choice, my responsibillity.
haiz...
control is wad i cant stand pple doing...
i jus simply HATE it...
i had real fun these few days,
but everything i did was under control.
i talked a lot on the phone..
throughout the night...
i reli enjoyed myself,
but ended up receiving nothing but scoldings.
honestly,
i dun give a damn.
i been going out a lot...
till late night...
everytime i had fun,
and i returned home late...
of course,
scoldings again.
but i seriously couldnt give a damn.
things has came to the point that,
if i enjoyed myself and felt wad i did was not wrong,
(never it was right either),
i seriously dun give a damn.
i cant be bothered too i guess.
i figured that even if i do,
the end result is still the same.
scoldings.
if this is the case,
y do i care den??
might as well save some energy...
ever since i had to rush through projects,
i felt nothing but stress.
stress from everywhere.
even going out oso can stress.
cos need to organise.
and i hate it when pple cant give miie a proper answer.
wah lao...
jus a simple YES or NO oso cannot say...
if that is the case,
i think they have to return to kindergarden.
retain in K1 if u have to.
to ensure that u noe how to say YES or NO.
and i hate PS gia...
these pple can jolly well go and die.
and i mean it.
pple nowadays think that everything is so easy...
not appreciative at all.
go jump down if u feel that u are one of them.
i will open red wine and celebrate.
grow up pls guys.
we are not kids anymore.
dun do such childish things alr.
even kids are more mature than u.
at least they noe how to say yes or no.
at least they dun PS pple.
and stop telling miie to relax ok...
cos i am damn relax when i type this.
i reli am.
dun read if u cant stand it.
i dun mind.
B-L-E-A-H!
what we could have been, 5:01 PM.
