Tuesday, July 24, 2007
and so here am i...
blogging again...
but i blog now cos i was being TAGGED...
to do something...
let's see...
1. i work well under stress, but not too much or else i will break down.
2. i had never ate orange (the fruit) before 14 years old.
3. i cant eat breakfast in the morning or else i will rush to toilet.
4. i am a good love consultant to some pple but i had nvr been in a relationship before.
5. i like to look at chio bu more than i look at shuai ge. (i'm not les)
6. my longest record for not eating ANYTHING is 52 hours.
Each player starts off the game by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as stating the rules clearly.In the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names:
hehehe...
the people i choose u better do arh...
1. kai yeong
2. sok lin
3. adeline
4. min xing
5. zhi hui
6. hui yuan
hehehe...
i go off first....
bb!
what we could have been, 12:01 AM.
Monday, July 16, 2007
oh yes!!!!
i gan diao global issues term paper already!!!!
like FINALLY~
happy happy happy~~
delighted delighted delighted~~
shuang dao bao shuang dao bao shuang dao bao~~
and now i shall submit soft copy first....
den i can go sleep le...
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i gan diao global issues term paper already!!!!
like FINALLY~
happy happy happy~~
delighted delighted delighted~~
shuang dao bao shuang dao bao shuang dao bao~~
and now i shall submit soft copy first....
den i can go sleep le...
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 4:58 AM.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
SHUANG YING ARH SHUANG YING....
YOU ARH...
FOREVER SO STOOPID,
FOREVER SO DUMB...
WHEN THEN ARE U GOING TO WAKE UP ARH???
PEOPLE DOESNT EVEN BOTHER ABOUT YOU RIGHT FROM THE START...
WHY DO U STILL BOTHER TO TROUBLE YOURSELF...
WITH REGARDS TO THIS MATTER??
PEOPLE ONLY PERCEIVE THINGS FROM ONE SIDE...
WHY DOES GOD BOTHER TO GIVE THEM BRAINS IN THE FIRST PLACE??
PEOPLE ONLY BLINDLY FOLLOW THINGS FROM SURFACE...
WHY DOES GOD BOTHER TO GIVE THEM EYES IN THE FIRST PLACE??
NOW, YOU SEE LAH.
ORH BI GOOD.
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE THINK ITS A WASTE OF HER TIME?
YOU SHOULD SAY: NO... ITS A WASTE OF MY TIME.
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE SAY SHE WILL GET OVER IT?
YOU SHOULD SAY: I HAVE NEVER CARED ABOUT THIS AT ALL.
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE SAY SHE IS MOVING ON?
YOU SHOULD SAY: I'M MOVING ON WITH THE SPEED OF LIGHT.
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE DOESNT HAVE YOU IN HER HEART?
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE IS ENJOYING EVERY SINGLE DAY OF HER LIFE TROUBLE-FREE?
WHY ARE YOU CRYING???
WHY ARE YOU UPSET???
WHY ARE YOU DISAPPOINTED???
WHY ARE YOU STILL HARBOURING HOPES???
I SHALL DEPRIVATISED MY BLOG.
AS A SIGN OF BEING TRULY AWAKE.
YOU ARH...
FOREVER SO STOOPID,
FOREVER SO DUMB...
WHEN THEN ARE U GOING TO WAKE UP ARH???
PEOPLE DOESNT EVEN BOTHER ABOUT YOU RIGHT FROM THE START...
WHY DO U STILL BOTHER TO TROUBLE YOURSELF...
WITH REGARDS TO THIS MATTER??
PEOPLE ONLY PERCEIVE THINGS FROM ONE SIDE...
WHY DOES GOD BOTHER TO GIVE THEM BRAINS IN THE FIRST PLACE??
PEOPLE ONLY BLINDLY FOLLOW THINGS FROM SURFACE...
WHY DOES GOD BOTHER TO GIVE THEM EYES IN THE FIRST PLACE??
NOW, YOU SEE LAH.
ORH BI GOOD.
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE THINK ITS A WASTE OF HER TIME?
YOU SHOULD SAY: NO... ITS A WASTE OF MY TIME.
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE SAY SHE WILL GET OVER IT?
YOU SHOULD SAY: I HAVE NEVER CARED ABOUT THIS AT ALL.
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE SAY SHE IS MOVING ON?
YOU SHOULD SAY: I'M MOVING ON WITH THE SPEED OF LIGHT.
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE DOESNT HAVE YOU IN HER HEART?
WHY DO YOU STILL CARE,
WHEN SOMEONE IS ENJOYING EVERY SINGLE DAY OF HER LIFE TROUBLE-FREE?
WHY ARE YOU CRYING???
WHY ARE YOU UPSET???
WHY ARE YOU DISAPPOINTED???
WHY ARE YOU STILL HARBOURING HOPES???
I SHALL DEPRIVATISED MY BLOG.
AS A SIGN OF BEING TRULY AWAKE.
what we could have been, 12:51 AM.
ok...
so i didnt went to sentosa today.
cos wei siong didnt came...
and his reason was he didnt wanna be the only guy there.
ok.
BIG DEAL.
like as if we treat him as a guy.
and i dun reli mind that i didnt go sentosa lah.
cos i will be spending the next two or three days there doing video filming.
bleah.
but the day was great with the girls!!!!!!
and i did make things a bit kua zhang by saying that i hadnt meet up with them for 6 months...
LOL.
i met kaishi first at city hall and den we met dorothy...
den we walk walk walk to suntec city...
cos kaishi was extremely hungry....
and we had KFC for lunch.
sat down and talk for an extreme long time...
den we decided to go walk walk...
and when we walk walk...
finally mel mel came...
den we went to delifrance again for mel to eat...
and i had this fondant with ice cream...
wonderful... yet sinful...
and den we started crapping again....
and we saw mel's boyfriend lah!!!!
he had this super comical face...
and mel n kaishi had this super farnie conversation abt his boyfriend...
after delifrance we all parted...
mel went shopping with her boyfriend's family...
the three of us went to take the train...
kaishi went home and i went to compass point with dorothy...
to meet that wei siong...
supposedly got wenqi one...
den i dunno why he nvr come...
BIG DEAL.
-roll eyes-
went for another sinful meal again at pizza hut....
tried the new cheese fondue pizza...
and the cheese fondue wasnt warm...
doesnt reli matter to miie anyway.
and that wei siong so evil lah...
the two of them were rather full (actually so was i)....
and that wei siong FORCED me to finish the rest of the pizza.
i'm like super BLOATED can...
den we all went home cos doro gotta meet her parents...
wei siong gonna meet wenqi for basketball..
it was a nice and great day.
this is the kind of life i wanna lead.
BUT
it was a sinful day as well.
firstly, i ate too much good stuff.
secondly, i spent too much money.
thirdly, i have yet to finish my global issues term paper.
ARGGGHHHH.
what sins have i commited?!!!?!?!!!!
so i didnt went to sentosa today.
cos wei siong didnt came...
and his reason was he didnt wanna be the only guy there.
ok.
BIG DEAL.
like as if we treat him as a guy.
and i dun reli mind that i didnt go sentosa lah.
cos i will be spending the next two or three days there doing video filming.
bleah.
but the day was great with the girls!!!!!!
and i did make things a bit kua zhang by saying that i hadnt meet up with them for 6 months...
LOL.
i met kaishi first at city hall and den we met dorothy...
den we walk walk walk to suntec city...
cos kaishi was extremely hungry....
and we had KFC for lunch.
sat down and talk for an extreme long time...
den we decided to go walk walk...
and when we walk walk...
finally mel mel came...
den we went to delifrance again for mel to eat...
and i had this fondant with ice cream...
wonderful... yet sinful...
and den we started crapping again....
and we saw mel's boyfriend lah!!!!
he had this super comical face...
and mel n kaishi had this super farnie conversation abt his boyfriend...
after delifrance we all parted...
mel went shopping with her boyfriend's family...
the three of us went to take the train...
kaishi went home and i went to compass point with dorothy...
to meet that wei siong...
supposedly got wenqi one...
den i dunno why he nvr come...
BIG DEAL.
-roll eyes-
went for another sinful meal again at pizza hut....
tried the new cheese fondue pizza...
and the cheese fondue wasnt warm...
doesnt reli matter to miie anyway.
and that wei siong so evil lah...
the two of them were rather full (actually so was i)....
and that wei siong FORCED me to finish the rest of the pizza.
i'm like super BLOATED can...
den we all went home cos doro gotta meet her parents...
wei siong gonna meet wenqi for basketball..
it was a nice and great day.
this is the kind of life i wanna lead.
BUT
it was a sinful day as well.
firstly, i ate too much good stuff.
secondly, i spent too much money.
thirdly, i have yet to finish my global issues term paper.
ARGGGHHHH.
what sins have i commited?!!!?!?!!!!
what we could have been, 12:19 AM.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
whee~~
jus got news that i going to sentosa tml!!!!
with kaishi and gang!!!!!
yipee~!!!!!
i so miss them can?!?!!!
think got abt half a year nvr meet them at ALL le man...
gotta take lots and lots and lots of pictures tml man!!!!!
but i feel bad lah...
cos i can only go after deciding to pon PSP...
a bit dui bu qi them...
=X
at the same time...
i gotta worry about my not even 1/100 done de global issue term paper...
den still got danny yeo de formal presentation...
we muz all do well for it!
shuang ying u can do it!
jia you jia you jia you!!!
oh i forgot to mention....
my blog is finally a year old!!!
it has already been one year old since 9? days ago....
but i didnt realise it....
hahaha.
anyway that's not the point.
the point is:
SENTOSA - YOU'RE ON.
jus got news that i going to sentosa tml!!!!
with kaishi and gang!!!!!
yipee~!!!!!
i so miss them can?!?!!!
think got abt half a year nvr meet them at ALL le man...
gotta take lots and lots and lots of pictures tml man!!!!!
but i feel bad lah...
cos i can only go after deciding to pon PSP...
a bit dui bu qi them...
=X
at the same time...
i gotta worry about my not even 1/100 done de global issue term paper...
den still got danny yeo de formal presentation...
we muz all do well for it!
shuang ying u can do it!
jia you jia you jia you!!!
oh i forgot to mention....
my blog is finally a year old!!!
it has already been one year old since 9? days ago....
but i didnt realise it....
hahaha.
anyway that's not the point.
the point is:
SENTOSA - YOU'RE ON.
what we could have been, 12:16 AM.
Friday, July 13, 2007
whee~
new blogskin....
yipee~!!!!
i have no intention to change my blog URL le...
cos its reli too troublesome le...
but i wun de-privatised my blog...
until i get rid of all the unhappy posts....
yes...
the thing has affected miie greatly...
but i cannot let it affect miie forever...
its not the only thing in the world...
i have other things to do as well...
and people...
please do not be mistaken abt the 'baby please come back thingy'...
it is totally IRRELEVANT.
i jus change to this skin cos i like the layout lah...
and the little blue man...
only if it was smiling den it would have look so much nicer...
LOL.
anyway, that's not the point.
from now on, i will lead a happy life~!!!!
that's my new goal.
I. W.I.L.L A.C.H.I.E.V.E I.T.
new blogskin....
yipee~!!!!
i have no intention to change my blog URL le...
cos its reli too troublesome le...
but i wun de-privatised my blog...
until i get rid of all the unhappy posts....
yes...
the thing has affected miie greatly...
but i cannot let it affect miie forever...
its not the only thing in the world...
i have other things to do as well...
and people...
please do not be mistaken abt the 'baby please come back thingy'...
it is totally IRRELEVANT.
i jus change to this skin cos i like the layout lah...
and the little blue man...
only if it was smiling den it would have look so much nicer...
LOL.
anyway, that's not the point.
from now on, i will lead a happy life~!!!!
that's my new goal.
I. W.I.L.L A.C.H.I.E.V.E I.T.
what we could have been, 11:25 PM.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
當一對好朋友吵架事, 很多事情同時也在醞釀.
你以為, 吵完架後一切就會沒事了嗎?
你錯了.
你以為, 寄出這樣的簡訊我不後悔嗎?
你錯了.
你以為, 我真的忘了和你再一起的時光嗎?
你錯了.
你以為, 只有你為這件事情煩心嗎?
你錯了.
吵完架後, 因該就像你所說的那樣.
一切恢復正常, 朋友之間的友情更加牢固.
不過, 當其中一方式著努力挽回這段友誼,
但卻得不到對方的諒解, 也看不見對方的努力時,
一切都會吹毀.
The feeling of being dispensable is something that you will never understand.
And sad to say, nobody understands how i feel.
Coz what everyone sees is : It's all my fault.
你說我是你最好的朋友,
很多時候, 我感覺不到你說這句話是真心還是假意.
Oh well, it doesnt matter.
Since you wun be able to read this either.
P.S: i may be changing blog URL soon.
你以為, 吵完架後一切就會沒事了嗎?
你錯了.
你以為, 寄出這樣的簡訊我不後悔嗎?
你錯了.
你以為, 我真的忘了和你再一起的時光嗎?
你錯了.
你以為, 只有你為這件事情煩心嗎?
你錯了.
吵完架後, 因該就像你所說的那樣.
一切恢復正常, 朋友之間的友情更加牢固.
不過, 當其中一方式著努力挽回這段友誼,
但卻得不到對方的諒解, 也看不見對方的努力時,
一切都會吹毀.
The feeling of being dispensable is something that you will never understand.
And sad to say, nobody understands how i feel.
Coz what everyone sees is : It's all my fault.
你說我是你最好的朋友,
很多時候, 我感覺不到你說這句話是真心還是假意.
Oh well, it doesnt matter.
Since you wun be able to read this either.
P.S: i may be changing blog URL soon.
what we could have been, 3:19 PM.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
今天, 我做了件我認為是愚蠢的事情.
不過, 我卻因此而有鬆了一口氣的感覺.
原本我只不過想向朋友發發牢騷, 解除內心的悶氣.
不過, 我的粗心大意卻釀成了悲劇.
我把對她的投訴傳簡訊傳給了她.
而且用了很沒禮貌的話語.
你猜得到的啦.
事後, 我的確有種內疚感.
因為畢竟如果你是她, 收到這樣的簡訊的確不好受.
不過, 想了想後, 我覺得,
至少,
我把心裡話說了出來.
至少,
我敢愛敢恨.
至少,
我直接了當.
至少,
我不會像她一樣用一些小動作讓人家感覺到不自在.
至少,
我對得起我自己.
說我逃避也好, 說我自我安慰也好,
我不在乎.
相信將來在學校的日子不好過.
就像我的學弟所說的, 我得罪的是班上的大姐大.
而從我對她的了解來判斷, 我大概會變成大壞人.
這就是她的個性, 死都不肯認錯.
但這也是我的個性, 死都不願意屈服.
當壞人就當吧, 反正這些不分是非黑白的朋友不要也罷.
本小姐我
不 稀 罕.
不過, 我卻因此而有鬆了一口氣的感覺.
原本我只不過想向朋友發發牢騷, 解除內心的悶氣.
不過, 我的粗心大意卻釀成了悲劇.
我把對她的投訴傳簡訊傳給了她.
而且用了很沒禮貌的話語.
你猜得到的啦.
事後, 我的確有種內疚感.
因為畢竟如果你是她, 收到這樣的簡訊的確不好受.
不過, 想了想後, 我覺得,
至少,
我把心裡話說了出來.
至少,
我敢愛敢恨.
至少,
我直接了當.
至少,
我不會像她一樣用一些小動作讓人家感覺到不自在.
至少,
我對得起我自己.
說我逃避也好, 說我自我安慰也好,
我不在乎.
相信將來在學校的日子不好過.
就像我的學弟所說的, 我得罪的是班上的大姐大.
而從我對她的了解來判斷, 我大概會變成大壞人.
這就是她的個性, 死都不肯認錯.
但這也是我的個性, 死都不願意屈服.
當壞人就當吧, 反正這些不分是非黑白的朋友不要也罷.
本小姐我
不 稀 罕.
what we could have been, 10:29 PM.
Monday, July 09, 2007
我真的不明白人們的想法.
尤其是你.
你說, 你不要一個作業毀了我們之間的友誼.
你說, 你希望我了解你的出發點.
你說, 你不想失去我這個好朋友.
事實上, 我們之間的友誼不是一個作業就能毀了.
是很多壓抑著的情感累計下來的後果.
事實上, 我真的有試著了解你的出發點.
不過, 好像是你不想讓我了解.
事實上, 你早就失去我這個"好朋友"了.
只是我不提罷了.
我承認, 我是個虛偽的人.
怎樣?
至少我敢承認.
怨氣太多發不完, 而我也不想搞得大家都怨氣重重的.
不說了.
不過, 面對你, 我不會拆下偽裝的面具.
尤其是你.
你說, 你不要一個作業毀了我們之間的友誼.
你說, 你希望我了解你的出發點.
你說, 你不想失去我這個好朋友.
事實上, 我們之間的友誼不是一個作業就能毀了.
是很多壓抑著的情感累計下來的後果.
事實上, 我真的有試著了解你的出發點.
不過, 好像是你不想讓我了解.
事實上, 你早就失去我這個"好朋友"了.
只是我不提罷了.
我承認, 我是個虛偽的人.
怎樣?
至少我敢承認.
怨氣太多發不完, 而我也不想搞得大家都怨氣重重的.
不說了.
不過, 面對你, 我不會拆下偽裝的面具.
what we could have been, 10:25 PM.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
今天滿輕鬆, 不過我卻覺得身心疲憊.
在家裡呆了一整天, 沒做什麼建設性的東西.
除了面對電腦, 就是睡覺.
唉, 真是一頭豬.
剛才, 無意閒 '逼迫' adeline 和 min xing 到我家過夜.
除了玩了無數局的大老二, mx 忽然提議要玩一個算命的遊戲.
那個遊戲對mx 和 ade 算挺準的, 不過對我而言, 就好像沒那麼準確.
不過, 卻因此而在霎那閒, 很多念頭閃過我的腦海.
我不怕在此大方的承認, 我認為, 我已經有了一個讓我朝思暮想的人.
而這個人, 不再是以前的那個人.
可是, 我一直對我內心的這份情感有著很大的疑問.
玩了算命遊戲後, 我的疑惑越來越大.
我很懷疑自己是否只是想找個代替品,
而就在這時讓我碰到了一個我覺得很不錯的男生.
所以才會迷迷糊糊地認為自己對他是有感情的.
我只覺得自己很不爭氣.
在這種緊要關頭我還讓自己陷入這樣的一個局面.
當初的堅定信念到底跑到那裡去了呢???
更何況, 我和那個人再一起的機率也蠻小的.
一波未平一波又起.
內心的感情此起彼落, 激烈地盪漾著.
這樣的生活真不知道是好還是壞.
我只希望能儘早揭開內心的疑惑.
在家裡呆了一整天, 沒做什麼建設性的東西.
除了面對電腦, 就是睡覺.
唉, 真是一頭豬.
剛才, 無意閒 '逼迫' adeline 和 min xing 到我家過夜.
除了玩了無數局的大老二, mx 忽然提議要玩一個算命的遊戲.
那個遊戲對mx 和 ade 算挺準的, 不過對我而言, 就好像沒那麼準確.
不過, 卻因此而在霎那閒, 很多念頭閃過我的腦海.
我不怕在此大方的承認, 我認為, 我已經有了一個讓我朝思暮想的人.
而這個人, 不再是以前的那個人.
可是, 我一直對我內心的這份情感有著很大的疑問.
玩了算命遊戲後, 我的疑惑越來越大.
我很懷疑自己是否只是想找個代替品,
而就在這時讓我碰到了一個我覺得很不錯的男生.
所以才會迷迷糊糊地認為自己對他是有感情的.
我只覺得自己很不爭氣.
在這種緊要關頭我還讓自己陷入這樣的一個局面.
當初的堅定信念到底跑到那裡去了呢???
更何況, 我和那個人再一起的機率也蠻小的.
一波未平一波又起.
內心的感情此起彼落, 激烈地盪漾著.
這樣的生活真不知道是好還是壞.
我只希望能儘早揭開內心的疑惑.
what we could have been, 2:42 AM.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
最近, 真的發生太多事了.
多到, 即使我不想去管, 它也會跑來找我.
現在的我, 心情真的很不穩定.
我像是一座隨時準備爆發的火山.
或者是, 隨時會突襲人類的海嘯.
我想, 我可能需要多一點時間吧.
多一點時間讓自己穩定下來.
不過, 我很清楚.
這次的這些事, 不會改變我的看法.
我從這些事情所得到的教訓的看法.
我的結論, 不會變.
這是我第一次和 PSP 的人一起照的相.
跟他們, 雖然不適合熟, 不過他們讓我很快樂.
突然, 我好想念他們.
想念 PSP 的每一個人.
what we could have been, 11:04 PM.
Monday, July 02, 2007
stoopid huiyuan.
stop ci ji-ing miie with zi jie can.
i noe he ur fren lah.
but u dun need keep on ci ji-ing me wad.
BLEAH.
stoopid tony.
he and JJ LIN are GOOD FRENZ lah.
JJ LIN LEII!!!!!!!
MY JJ LIN JUN JIE~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and he keep driving miie crazy lah.
show miie photos he took with MY JJ.
and say stoopid things.
tony: so did u went for his concert?
me: yah. of course lah!
tony: wah.. how much de tix u buy??
me: 108 loh...
tony: ohhh....
me: den u leii? u nvr go support ur fren meh??
tony: no lah... i where got so lucky....
me: why?!?!!!!
tony: i jus flew to taiwan and watch only ma...
me: -.-"
-next moment-
me: ARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!! *start scratching tony*
My zijie.
))))):
MY JJ LIN.
)))))))))))))))):
KAO.
stop ci ji-ing miie with zi jie can.
i noe he ur fren lah.
but u dun need keep on ci ji-ing me wad.
BLEAH.
stoopid tony.
he and JJ LIN are GOOD FRENZ lah.
JJ LIN LEII!!!!!!!
MY JJ LIN JUN JIE~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and he keep driving miie crazy lah.
show miie photos he took with MY JJ.
and say stoopid things.
tony: so did u went for his concert?
me: yah. of course lah!
tony: wah.. how much de tix u buy??
me: 108 loh...
tony: ohhh....
me: den u leii? u nvr go support ur fren meh??
tony: no lah... i where got so lucky....
me: why?!?!!!!
tony: i jus flew to taiwan and watch only ma...
me: -.-"
-next moment-
me: ARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!! *start scratching tony*
My zijie.
))))):
MY JJ LIN.
)))))))))))))))):
KAO.
what we could have been, 11:34 PM.
