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Saturday, May 29, 2010

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No more wishlist from now on.
I will be contented with whatever things you guys gave.

Because its from you,
its the thoughts that matter, and the presence.

(((((((((:

what we could have been, 6:05 PM.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010



Tear up the photographs, but yesterday won't let go
Every day, every day, every minute
Here comes the emptiness, just can't leave lonely alone
Every day, every day, hey, hey

This second chancin's really getting me down
You give and takin' everything I dreamed about
It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you

I'd rather walk alone, don't wanna chase you around
Every day, every day, every minute
I fall a thousand times for I let you drag me down
Every day, every day, hey, hey

Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feeling we've already been here before
It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was

Tell me with so many out there why I always turn to you?
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you

what we could have been, 3:27 PM.
Saturday, May 15, 2010



Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that’s just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin’ what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I’m late
I’m on my way so don’t close that gate
If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight
And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get a tip at subway
And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant
I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for Decatur, what’s up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand and then again I say
I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


what we could have been, 10:25 PM.
Thursday, May 06, 2010

I wish I could get my ass down to work.
There are like so many things which I need to get it done.
But I just can't concentrate on my work.
)):

There are just simply too many things running through my mind,
As usual. What else is new man.
And my sleepiness just tops it up even better.

I stare at the rundowns and I just want to burn them.

How I wish I could remain as a PA.
Being AP is just too stressful,
And I was never one who could really handle stress.

I might have done a good job as PA,
But that doesn't mean that I can do the job of an AP.
Everything just happened too fast.

Climbed up too fast,
One day I'll be shot down equally fast as well.

And everyone would probably agrees that I'm just wasting my youth away.

Life like this sucks.
I wanna quit, I wanna leave.
But I feel indignant about leaving now.
I have yet to achieve anything,
I have yet to do my own show by myself.
But I wonder how much more nonsense can I take.

This is bullshit, this is crap.
This is probably be one of the worst memories I ever have in life.

3 months.
Let's get over and done with it.

My life in MediaCorpse Part 1.
10 May: Location Survey with the whole production team.
11 May: Imaging.
12 May: Location survey for my team.
13 May: Opening Ceremony + Imaging
14 May: First Day of filming.
15 May: Outdoor filming Day 2.
16 May: Outdoor filming Day 3.
17 May: Outdoor filming Day 4.

One of week of work.
Just great.
Somebody, just kill me.

what we could have been, 9:10 PM.

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SHUANG YING, a Gemini Girl at the official age of tweeeeeeeeeeenty PLUS one.

Born on 2nd June 1989, i'm extremely gifted, with a SHARP tongue.

I'm just a cute and nice girl who goes crazy and wild at ALL times.

Some say i'm a HYPERACTIVE kid, i BOUNCE around pretty much despite being asthmatic.

Stop complaining that i'm loud and noisy, it's my way of LIFE.

I can turn out to be pretty emotional at times. So watch your back, cos i BITE.

I started my 13 years of education in Loyang Primary School, grew up in Ngee Ann Secondary School and ended up in Chinese Studies at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

And somehow, i've studied in ZHEJIANG UNIVERSITY CITY COLLEGE in China dated 29th Feb 2008 to 6th July 2008.

Thanks to the WONDERFUL School Of Humanities, I'll be working for OurVoiceBox.sg from 11th August 2008 till probably August 2009 or something 30th April 2009.

The ONLY THING that i'm ever thankful for it is i turned out to be a better camera-woman. And i saw lots and lots and lots of stars. CLOSE-UP.

I just wanna get into the Media Industry, with hope of becoming a DJ. Or perhaps some production line stuff will do.

And starting from 2nd Nov 2009, I'm starting out as a Production Assistant at Mediacorp Chinese Drama Department.

Actually i'm very easily contented. Usually.
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九把刀«那些年,我們一起追的女孩»taiwan version
九把刀«愛情,兩好三壞»taiwan version
九把刀«打噴嚏»taiwan version
九把刀«等一個人咖啡»taiwan version
Get into NTU
iPod
eat alot and not grow fat
shed more weight
GPA of at least 3.0
GPA of at least 3.2
GPA of at least 3.5! hopefully 4
Cumulative GPA of 3!
my driving license
new thumbdrive
external harddisk
web camera
my Prince Charming
more money
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Owns a DSLR
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Have a better working environment
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