Monday, March 29, 2010
I probably should have been asleep by now,
Considering the fact that I might need to get to office tomorrow.
Yes, nobody in the office is slacking like I do.
3 weeks without any OB (Outdoor filming),
Guess I'm the only one who can achieve that.
But hey, ain't my fault that I'm not given any job.
So fellow colleagues should really stop putting the blame on me.
I didn't ask for it either.
But I'm back to going for OB again,
Not for my own show though.
Gotta bring some newcomers out for understudy and guide them along.
Don't like this kind of thing but it beats rotting at home.
And screwing up my body clock for the past 3 weeks ain't a smart move.
Now I've gotta try to fix it back to the working time....
Came back from a cousin's wedding just now and to be honest,
It wasn't enjoyable.
If it was, I wouldn't have been on facebook/twitter/ebuddy throughout the dinner.
Reason being: I think they weren't sincere enough to hold this dinner.
They already held the dinner last night,
for their friends and church buddies.
Nothing against it, friends are usually more high and fun,
Cos you'd probably spend more time with them than those relatives.
Know that newly weds are probably drained out from all the preparations and stuff,
But the least is to show more sincerity?
The dinner felt like as if it was being held for the sake of holding it.
Just like trying to have a 交代 like that.
Not appreciated.
But wells, some people are just like that I guess.
Ain't really in the mood for anything much,
No idea what exactly happen but yea.
Was pretty excited and hyped initially,
But my mood just dropped a mile all of a sudden...
Like how the world economy did after the Lehman Brothers Incident.
Perhaps I should just concentrate hard on what's coming up soon...
Girls Nite Out on wednesday!
It's going to be fun,
It's going to be great,
It's going to be bitchy,
It's going to be gossipy,
Cos it's going to be us girls only.
Wednesday please please please come quickly~~ ♥
10 days yesterday.
20 days today.
I just need something to keep my mind off you.
Considering the fact that I might need to get to office tomorrow.
Yes, nobody in the office is slacking like I do.
3 weeks without any OB (Outdoor filming),
Guess I'm the only one who can achieve that.
But hey, ain't my fault that I'm not given any job.
So fellow colleagues should really stop putting the blame on me.
I didn't ask for it either.
But I'm back to going for OB again,
Not for my own show though.
Gotta bring some newcomers out for understudy and guide them along.
Don't like this kind of thing but it beats rotting at home.
And screwing up my body clock for the past 3 weeks ain't a smart move.
Now I've gotta try to fix it back to the working time....
Came back from a cousin's wedding just now and to be honest,
It wasn't enjoyable.
If it was, I wouldn't have been on facebook/twitter/ebuddy throughout the dinner.
Reason being: I think they weren't sincere enough to hold this dinner.
They already held the dinner last night,
for their friends and church buddies.
Nothing against it, friends are usually more high and fun,
Cos you'd probably spend more time with them than those relatives.
Know that newly weds are probably drained out from all the preparations and stuff,
But the least is to show more sincerity?
The dinner felt like as if it was being held for the sake of holding it.
Just like trying to have a 交代 like that.
Not appreciated.
But wells, some people are just like that I guess.
Ain't really in the mood for anything much,
No idea what exactly happen but yea.
Was pretty excited and hyped initially,
But my mood just dropped a mile all of a sudden...
Like how the world economy did after the Lehman Brothers Incident.
Perhaps I should just concentrate hard on what's coming up soon...
Girls Nite Out on wednesday!
It's going to be fun,
It's going to be great,
It's going to be bitchy,
It's going to be gossipy,
Cos it's going to be us girls only.
Wednesday please please please come quickly~~ ♥
10 days yesterday.20 days today.
I just need something to keep my mind off you.
what we could have been, 2:33 AM.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I think I have done this before like dunno how many years ago...
Not sure if the results is still the same,
I thought it's different.
And I tried searching for the blogpost...
But I can't find it...
Probably cos I've never ever done it or something...
Oh wells.....
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
what we could have been, 3:01 PM.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
這並非一時的衝動。
過去的幾天裡，同樣的事一直在我腦海裡打轉。
有多久，沒有感受到這樣的執著了？
有多久，沒有感受到這樣的堅持了？
有多久，沒有感受到這樣的瀟灑了？
那一份已失去的瀟灑，再度回來的感覺實在太好。
即使如此，但我的腦仍然無法和我的心達到一個共識。
這樣的感覺很妙，有一把聲音不斷地慫恿我的腦。
但在這的同時，另一把聲音不斷地勒住我的心。
不曾想過我會這樣說，但我已厭倦了等待。
無限期的等待。
也許是因為等了太久了，這時選擇放棄，心裡會覺得可惜。
一萬個也許浮現，也呈現了一萬個希望，讓我不願意捨棄。
拉鋸。
我真的不知所措。
前景模糊不清
不過都沒關係
因為對方是你
所以才不介意
沒答案的等待
讓我一直徘徊
內心裡的無奈
逐漸成為傷害
時間越來越久
再也不想逗留
想把回憶都丟
卻又覺得荒謬
剪不斷理還亂
心裡只會愈煩
別說與你無關
唯你能個了斷
過去的幾天裡，同樣的事一直在我腦海裡打轉。
有多久，沒有感受到這樣的執著了？
有多久，沒有感受到這樣的堅持了？
有多久，沒有感受到這樣的瀟灑了？
那一份已失去的瀟灑，再度回來的感覺實在太好。
即使如此，但我的腦仍然無法和我的心達到一個共識。
這樣的感覺很妙，有一把聲音不斷地慫恿我的腦。
但在這的同時，另一把聲音不斷地勒住我的心。
不曾想過我會這樣說，但我已厭倦了等待。
無限期的等待。
也許是因為等了太久了，這時選擇放棄，心裡會覺得可惜。
一萬個也許浮現，也呈現了一萬個希望，讓我不願意捨棄。
拉鋸。
我真的不知所措。
前景模糊不清不過都沒關係
因為對方是你
所以才不介意
沒答案的等待
讓我一直徘徊
內心裡的無奈
逐漸成為傷害
時間越來越久
再也不想逗留
想把回憶都丟
卻又覺得荒謬
剪不斷理還亂
心裡只會愈煩
別說與你無關
唯你能個了斷
what we could have been, 4:28 PM.
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Don't ever give up on love. It can happen to anyone
in almost any situation. You may have looked at
yourself as unlucky in love, but luck can change in a
split second. All that you have to do is keep believing
love is possible and it will find you.
-- Extract from Horoscope.com
Just when I woke up this morning,
I had a very strange feeling inside me.
For so many months in my life,
I have never felt this way before.
For a moment I thought this was it,
I'm about to get over everything.
But somehow I decided to check the horoscope for today,
In return, I was greeted with this.
Sometimes, things are just freaking accurate.
You just have to believe in them.
Ouch.
And now, what am I supposed to do?
what we could have been, 10:24 AM.
Sunday, March 07, 2010
I don't dare to blog cos I think there's people stalking my blog.
HAHAAA.
Ok bye.
-run off-
(Actually I'm just lazy)
HAHAAA.
Ok bye.
-run off-
(Actually I'm just lazy)
what we could have been, 10:12 PM.
