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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Since hours ago, I've been trying to update my blog.
I was supposed to be at my aunt's house for the very last CNY celebration,
But am still feeling quite unwell.

Not sure whether is it due to the bus ride yesterday,
Which goes up and down a 6-storey carpark in circles.
The going up part was ok,
What kills me was the coming down.

No idea how did this happen cos usually,
I'm not a person who will get giddy spells from car/bus/boat/ship rides.
And yesterday's ride was bad enough to make me lose my appetite for dinner.
Today, I'm still suffering from giddy spells and headache.
Or maybe I read too much into that,
For all I know it could probably be the time of the month again.

And well had a 9 days off for CNY period....
Looks long enough but somehow I think I didn't really get much rest.
Was still running all around pretty much to get things done.

And the busiest day I had of all was last saturday...
Ran across the East side and attended 3 parties in total.
Or at least show face lah haa...

Felt really bad about going back to work...
I actually dreaded the idea of it...
Not a very good sign cos it may means my passion is fading off,
And I can't afford to let that happen to me right now.

I mean, come on!
It has only been a few months!
I need to go on longer than that...

I don't want to be like some irresponsible bitch who leaves her job in the middle of an ongoing production and what's worse is she didn't do her dutiful parts as how she promised and others have to clean up the shit that she left behind.

If you can't achieve what you promise,
Then please do not make the promise in the first place.

Or the very least you could do is to admit your mistake,
And not throw a sissy fit and goes into a rage scolding others for ranting on you.
When apparently, it's YOU who's in the wrong.

Mad as I may be,
I'm pretty glad that this person no longer exist in my life.
And we probably will never ever cross path again.
I wish we don't.
I know we won't.

From the 'graceful' departure of hers,
She's probably gonna have difficulties getting back into the industry again.
Not like she would want to anyway.

Took over part of the shit a few days I started work.
I guess I'm not seeing someone's name in the roller credits.
I don't think she deserve it either since she wasn't of much help anyway.

And now 2 PAs gotta support the whole show.
Things aren't that bad, cos we've got wonderful APs.

Heard that there were reports on this particular filming scene of ours.
Whenever Jeanette needs to step into the coffin,
It would start pouring, causing the team to be unable to finish up that day.

What nonsense people...
Those are just crap written by the newspapers.
It's all just a coincidence.

Everyone has their own stand to certain stuff,
but after being in MDC myself,
I realise many of the things written by the papers are nonsense.
(No offence Loy Hui. xD )

True enough, there may be some unspoken rules.
But most stuff that appear in the papers,
Has been magnified to like 917485134 times more than the truth.

But wells,
That's just a reporter's point of view.
Afterall, I was a reporter myself.

But anyway,
who cares about Jeannette being cursed or not?
We finished that scene that day anyway~
YEAAAA!
What that was reported that caused the curse...Now you see it's still bright and sunny!!!

After a tiring day out in the ulu ulu woods,
The rest of the day seem to be better when we headed to a restaurant.

Da-paoed our lunch which apparently seem to be a mistake of the day,
cos we've got loads of good food waiting for us!!!We should have just ate there man!!
Every single dish that was serve was absolutely delicious to the max!

But the location is a little inaccessible though...
If I have to the chance (and money),
I'll definitely go back there to eat again!
Everyone pinching the food when we were done with the scene...The cameraman who gian-ed the food the most.

When got people NG/take some time to prepare before shooting,
He'll say: Ready anot? The food cold liao leii.

And everyone just burst out laughing.

After a few days I did the first kind of a scene ever!!!
Jumping off a building!!

But mine was a rather simple one cos all we did was see the person jump,
And den there's the body on the floor.
No complicating ones like seeing the process of dropping,
Which would require the usage of wires.

Kinda sad that I didn't managed to go and help out and witness the complicated jump off building scene at other rounds.
See!
Simple as that!

Unfortunately we scared some residents downstairs,
Who popped his/her head out and see a man attempting to jump off.

Now I'm looking forward to next tuesday,
Even though it will be a very taxing day for me,
But that day would also means the wrap up for this show!!

Have been working long enough on it,
It is time to wrap it up and start on a new one!
My short attention span won't be able to keep still in the show for any longer.

So I guess I'm not suitable for taking up productions like 《想握你的手》,
Whose filming has been going on for the past year,
And is probably gonna go on for the next 3 months or so.

I hope this show will be good,
And I know it will be good.
Good enough at least.

And now, I need to sleep real badly.
Headache's killing me.

what we could have been, 6:53 PM.
Sunday, February 07, 2010

Many many years ago,
While I was still in Secondary School,
Someone once told me this.
Ok lah, that someone is Baofa.

And up till today I still remember this very clearly.


"Give others a chance, and give yourself a chance."


Over the years,
I've not been able to do that myself.
I know its not easy,
But now I know how unfair and selfish it feels like.

All I need now is a chance.
Would you give me the chance?

what we could have been, 2:57 PM.
Saturday, February 06, 2010

Yes it's finally my off day!
Has been rushing up and down for work,
But I guess that's just life before CNY.

We're planning to clear up most of the stuff before CNY,
So that after CNY,
Things can be more relax.

I'll just have to survive through these few days,
Everything will be better after that.

My round is supposedly to stop work from 9 Feb to 20 Feb,
And I seriously wish and pray that they don't call me.
I want to enjoy 11 days of off days pleaseeeeee!

And even before I end production for my first show,
I've already receive news on my second show.
Looks like I won't be given much time to rest.
But it's good also lah, at least there's things to occupy me with.

Photos photos!!!
And presenting to everyone the first photo of this entry is....
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Wahahahaaaaa!

No we're not filming any loansharks chasing for debts scenes...
We were filming a wedding scene,
So we have a real edible roasted pig from 933!
(Not the radio station Y.E.S. 93.3 arh)

And from the picture above,
The head is apparently chopped down.
That could only mean.......We're chopping the rest of the roasted pig to eat it.
=X

I got a much cuter photo in fact,
But I don't think its appropriate to post up here.
But take a look for yourself and see who's chopping up the pig.
=P

And this roasted pig is sooooo freaking oily,
That it made me lost appetite for dinner.
And I didn't eat a lot or what loh...

The end result?
A damn hungry Shuang Ying at work towards the end of the night. Help green tea do advertisment.
I didn't even notice the angle of the green tea...
Was just focusing on the cute teddy bears...

The very next night after filming the wedding scene,
We continued filming the wedding scenes.
This time, with live chickens.
And the chickens are supposed to be running around crazily.

You can totally imagine how crazy the whole production team went.I know I know, the chickens looks fake.
But it's real one ok!
Quite chio one hoh my chickens...Tying fish line on the chicken's leg,
Cos we didn't buy the chickens,
It was borrowed from a temple.

And to prevent the chickens from running away,
We have to tie invisible fish lines on their leg.
We're equally afraid to hurt the chickens as well,
So we tape the feet before tying the fish line.

In this case there would be a layer of protection,
and no animals would be harm! ^___^

My show's coming to an end very very very soon...
And i'm already done filming with...............Zhen Huan!Jesseca!

Somehow I cant wait to start on new show...
This show has been filming for too long,
it's taking its toil on me already.

Need something new and exciting already!
But I really love this show many many.
And my team also. (:

Attended Dorothy's 21st last saturday,
And many many catch up!
=DMy babes in lower secondary...Secondary two classmates gather together!The birthday and me!

Walked home alone that night,
And I seriously swear,
I'm never ever gonna walk home again for a period of time.

Cos you never know who's stalking you.
=X

And Sunday is the day that Sotong goes to Switzerland.She so busy sia...
Bounce here bounce there bounce everywhere...
No time for us at all...

AND DONT BOTHER TO INTRO ME TO HER FRIENDS SOMEMORE!

So disappointing.And she is very reluctant to wear the shirts we gave her.
Nice loh she.
Disappointing again.Tskkk disappointing.

And since Sotong is such a disappointment,
I shall find a new BFF.
And here's my new BFF!! =D
*inside joke*

Went shopping the next day with my parents and all I can say is I'm a very filial daughter because I paid for their CNY stuff and now I hardly got my stuff and I'm already half broke. T___T

Ok and then it's back to work again until today.
And it's gonna be back to work again tomorrow.

PAs have no life.
It's all work and work and work.
How about APs?
Don't even think about having a life.

Ok that's all for now goodbye everyone.

Anyway, saw this quote on Facebook and I really like it alot.

"Just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she

didn't fall asleep crying. Even though she acts like

nothing is wrong, maybe she's just really good at

lying."
Perhaps, just perhaps,
That's exactly how I'm like?


what we could have been, 3:35 PM.
Monday, February 01, 2010

Was on off for the past 3 days...
And today marks the 4th day of my consecutive off day!

Supposedly to be on off as well for tomorrow,
But sadly I've gotta go help other rounds.
)):
And it's going to be a damn early morning tomorrow loh...
Sian sia...

A rather well-spent 4 off days,
Which is why I don't have the time to update my blog.

I promise to do a proper on my next off day.
Or maybe the next next off day.

Gotta go for now!!!

你害怕的是什麼 你想要的是什麼
站在你背後 我連呼吸都痛

what we could have been, 12:16 PM.

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