Thursday, December 31, 2009
And this year we met up again,
for our annual year-end dinner at Long Beach.
We didn't do that last year,
and as we meet this year,
we've got a new menu!
HAAA.
To be honest,
I love this year's menu lots.
Especially the fish OMG HAHAAA.
And the waitress actually served us two portions of the fish!!
-contented look-
anyway, got some 'new' relatives who joined us for dinner this year.
my oh-so-cute-yet-naughty nieces.
soooooooo adorable.
let the pictures show you man. =D
naughty little acacia.
and ohh...
she's called huiwen too!!!
Hi little VEN! =X
so innocent looking!
but yet she steals peanuts from your plate when you're not looking...
HAHAAA.
love the above two pictures many many. <3
and here's my another niece,
we call her Tingting.
(Frankly speaking, I forgot her name. So well, since everyone calls her Tingting, I shall call her Tingting too! ^_^ )
my dear cousins.
and can you believe it!
they were the ones who suggested going to toilet and camwhore!
HAHAAAA.
camwhoring runs in the blood in our family man...
i soooooooooo like this picture man. xD 
and my cousin said: Wahhh so long never take group photos already sia... xD
actually am in a rush to go off,
and the purpose of this blog entry is to have a last entry for 2009.
and of course,
the most important thing yet....
Happy Birthday Daddy!
((:
PS: I don't have two daddy(s) ok!
The one on the right is my uncle, who shares the same birthday as my dad!
for our annual year-end dinner at Long Beach.
We didn't do that last year,
and as we meet this year,
we've got a new menu!
HAAA.
To be honest,
I love this year's menu lots.
Especially the fish OMG HAHAAA.
And the waitress actually served us two portions of the fish!!
-contented look-
anyway, got some 'new' relatives who joined us for dinner this year.
my oh-so-cute-yet-naughty nieces.
soooooooo adorable.
let the pictures show you man. =D
naughty little acacia.and ohh...
she's called huiwen too!!!
Hi little VEN! =X
so innocent looking!but yet she steals peanuts from your plate when you're not looking...
HAHAAA.
love the above two pictures many many. <3
and here's my another niece,we call her Tingting.
(Frankly speaking, I forgot her name. So well, since everyone calls her Tingting, I shall call her Tingting too! ^_^ )
my dear cousins.and can you believe it!
they were the ones who suggested going to toilet and camwhore!
HAHAAAA.
camwhoring runs in the blood in our family man...
i soooooooooo like this picture man. xD 
and my cousin said: Wahhh so long never take group photos already sia... xDactually am in a rush to go off,
and the purpose of this blog entry is to have a last entry for 2009.
and of course,
the most important thing yet....
Happy Birthday Daddy!((:
PS: I don't have two daddy(s) ok!
The one on the right is my uncle, who shares the same birthday as my dad!
what we could have been, 6:03 PM.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
And so she told me;
Off days spent at home are just making my imagination run wild again.
And bringing back those memories to me again.
I thought its time and I had got over it,
Just taking a little more time to resume back to my old life.
Guess I was wrong, as usual.
This little more time is taking way too long,
Yet i have no idea what I can do to shorten this time.
This time round,
Nothing else can help.
I'm shunning myself away and shutting up my doors,
Because I'm too afraid of history repeating itself again and again.
Now, not even work can save me from it.
2009 has been far from good for me,
Please, may 2010 be a better year.
The year I turn 21,
Please don't disappoint me.
"I don't want to go home so early, cos I don't wantOh how true can that be.
to stay home and let my mind run wild."
Off days spent at home are just making my imagination run wild again.
And bringing back those memories to me again.
I thought its time and I had got over it,
Just taking a little more time to resume back to my old life.
Guess I was wrong, as usual.
This little more time is taking way too long,
Yet i have no idea what I can do to shorten this time.
This time round,
Nothing else can help.
I'm shunning myself away and shutting up my doors,
Because I'm too afraid of history repeating itself again and again.
Now, not even work can save me from it.
2009 has been far from good for me,
Please, may 2010 be a better year.
The year I turn 21,
Please don't disappoint me.
what we could have been, 2:35 AM.
Monday, December 28, 2009
“當時，我很傷心。記得有個長輩跟我說，時間會治療我內
心的傷痛。到了今天，我可以證明這句話是騙人的。當我們
再度想起失去的親人時，心裡還是會痛的，不過，同時也會
覺得很溫暖。因為，你曾經和他有過美好的記憶，而這些回
憶將會永遠留在你心中。”
---葉家俊
《紅白喜事》
《紅白喜事》
面對著愛情，何嘗不是如此呢？
what we could have been, 5:24 PM.
Friday, December 25, 2009
and it was a very emo christmas night.
dunno wad exactly happened,
a few of us met up last night for some zi char dinner,
just because sarah wants to eat crabs before she extract her wisdom tooth.
so we had a very fulfilling dinner,
relatively cheap for 6 people.
but i guess we were all so hungry that all we care was to eat,
who cares about photos man lol.
and it was also the best time ever to eat seafood cos..................
adeline was not in town.
MUAHAHAAAAA~
=X
we didnt really plan our christmas eve night,
so after dinner we were basically roaming around pasir ris like wandering spirit.
walked here and there went to mx house and after that we finally decided to hit the beach.
not a good time, spot or whatever.
in our clique, beach = emo.
and yea it was a damn emo night.
i'm not blaming you darling,
i was pretty emo myself.
so dun say you suck ok,
cos everyone was emo last night.
i screamed (very softly) and ran through the park for a short distance,
just because i was feeling random.
and i pestered the rest to buy sparklers like little kid,
but we didnt play with it in the end.
after that i got them to go 7-11 to get my ice cream,
cos i had this sudden craving for magnum ice cream.
and finally we ended up at kiwi house, yet again.
overslept a little bit today,
got to work like damn late,
but realised wardrobe wasnt open,
and many things cock up.
because i didnt do my homework properly.
and now as i type away here,
its like as if i got no work tml but no.
its a freaking long day tml man.
but am kinda happy that everyone appreciates the chocolates i gave,
though i find it kinda cheapo.
ok some random pictures from work.
helllloooooo mx here's your favourite!!! xD
super candid hahahaaa...
and *blush* LOL.
as compared to him, we PAs are too young.
so we call him Papa. =D
one day during filming when i was bored
(mind you it was a very long shoot, even my director got bored)
i started folding straw star with the only 2 straws that i have.
ehhhh please my star looks much nicer now can! =X
this is a darn random post.
i'm just updating for the sake of updating.
so bye everyone.
and happy birthday my dear cousin!! (:
and oh oh oh!
Papa helped me buy this cam at a very much lower price than the retail one...
cant wait to get my hands on it...
i finally bought this after consideration!
it better be good man!
i want to get this cam fast fast fast!!! ((:
ok bye everyone.
dunno wad exactly happened,
a few of us met up last night for some zi char dinner,
just because sarah wants to eat crabs before she extract her wisdom tooth.
so we had a very fulfilling dinner,
relatively cheap for 6 people.
but i guess we were all so hungry that all we care was to eat,
who cares about photos man lol.
and it was also the best time ever to eat seafood cos..................
adeline was not in town.
MUAHAHAAAAA~
=X
we didnt really plan our christmas eve night,
so after dinner we were basically roaming around pasir ris like wandering spirit.
walked here and there went to mx house and after that we finally decided to hit the beach.
not a good time, spot or whatever.
in our clique, beach = emo.
and yea it was a damn emo night.
i'm not blaming you darling,
i was pretty emo myself.
so dun say you suck ok,
cos everyone was emo last night.
i screamed (very softly) and ran through the park for a short distance,
just because i was feeling random.
and i pestered the rest to buy sparklers like little kid,
but we didnt play with it in the end.
after that i got them to go 7-11 to get my ice cream,
cos i had this sudden craving for magnum ice cream.
and finally we ended up at kiwi house, yet again.
overslept a little bit today,
got to work like damn late,
but realised wardrobe wasnt open,
and many things cock up.
because i didnt do my homework properly.
and now as i type away here,
its like as if i got no work tml but no.
its a freaking long day tml man.
but am kinda happy that everyone appreciates the chocolates i gave,
though i find it kinda cheapo.
ok some random pictures from work.
helllloooooo mx here's your favourite!!! xD
super candid hahahaaa...
and *blush* LOL.as compared to him, we PAs are too young.
so we call him Papa. =D
one day during filming when i was bored(mind you it was a very long shoot, even my director got bored)
i started folding straw star with the only 2 straws that i have.
ehhhh please my star looks much nicer now can! =X
this is a darn random post.
i'm just updating for the sake of updating.
so bye everyone.
and happy birthday my dear cousin!! (:
and oh oh oh!
Papa helped me buy this cam at a very much lower price than the retail one...
cant wait to get my hands on it...
i finally bought this after consideration!
it better be good man!
i want to get this cam fast fast fast!!! ((:
ok bye everyone.
what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Merry Christmas everyone!
I'm working on Christmas Day!
Lalalaaaa~
I'm working on Christmas Day!
Lalalaaaa~
what we could have been, 2:04 PM.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
I really have nothing to update about my mudane life.
cos basically all i do everyday is work work work.
and today's probably the first time i got so upset over work.
i felt so guilty that i nearly cried in wardrobe.
but wells, i held it back, laugh things off,
pretending to be fine just like how i always do.
its over and the day ended well also.
guess i just have to try harder next time.
perhaps because i was doing OB till 11 plus last night,
and today i had to reach office at 7am again.
quite tiring i must say, but bo bian leii.
perhaps that's why i was a little bit dazed out at times.
and this whole week i'm handling very heavy scenes,
so kinda stressed out and stuff.
arrrggggghhhhh!!!!!!!
just let this week past by quickly man,
i dun care if i'm working on christmas or not,
i just want to end this week now!!!!!!!!
oh btw,
OB means doing outdoor filming.
dun ask my why izzit called OB cos i dunno.
i've tried asking around but apparently nobody knows either.
the only thing that's constantly perking me up is my eye candy(s).
Eye Candy No. 1 is helping me buy a new camera!
((((((((((((((((((((:
and i hope he can get me lotsa lotsa discount!!! =D
and Eye Candy No.2 sent me home last night WAHAHAA!!!
i was only joking actually,
but he actually did offer to wait and send me home!!!
soooooo nice of him,
not like a certain someone's eye candy. =P
Having eye candy(s) everywhere really helps make work better man!
at least there is something to look forward to everytime i work.
and i'm having 2 overnight OB for the rest of this week.
oh gosh.
what can i say?
My eye candy(s) will motivate me.
I believe. xD
cos basically all i do everyday is work work work.
and today's probably the first time i got so upset over work.
i felt so guilty that i nearly cried in wardrobe.
but wells, i held it back, laugh things off,
pretending to be fine just like how i always do.
its over and the day ended well also.
guess i just have to try harder next time.
perhaps because i was doing OB till 11 plus last night,
and today i had to reach office at 7am again.
quite tiring i must say, but bo bian leii.
perhaps that's why i was a little bit dazed out at times.
and this whole week i'm handling very heavy scenes,
so kinda stressed out and stuff.
arrrggggghhhhh!!!!!!!
just let this week past by quickly man,
i dun care if i'm working on christmas or not,
i just want to end this week now!!!!!!!!
oh btw,
OB means doing outdoor filming.
dun ask my why izzit called OB cos i dunno.
i've tried asking around but apparently nobody knows either.
the only thing that's constantly perking me up is my eye candy(s).
Eye Candy No. 1 is helping me buy a new camera!
((((((((((((((((((((:
and i hope he can get me lotsa lotsa discount!!! =D
and Eye Candy No.2 sent me home last night WAHAHAA!!!
i was only joking actually,
but he actually did offer to wait and send me home!!!
soooooo nice of him,
not like a certain someone's eye candy. =P
Having eye candy(s) everywhere really helps make work better man!
at least there is something to look forward to everytime i work.
and i'm having 2 overnight OB for the rest of this week.
oh gosh.
what can i say?
My eye candy(s) will motivate me.
I believe. xD
what we could have been, 11:08 PM.
Monday, December 14, 2009
人潮擁擠的星期天，為拍戲，出海去了。
因為要工作，所以心情不能受到波動。
因為要工作，所以謹慎不能鬆懈下來。
因為要工作，所以控制自己不能想你。
但當我有休息的片刻時，望著大海，心裡的情緒仍然不能平復。
凡走過，必留下痕跡，不是嗎？
藍天碧海，多麼寧靜。
我的心中，卻此起彼覆。
這次的我，真的心灰意冷了。
傷透了。
雖然如此，我依然無法放下。
要努力的地方，還多著呢。
當飛機越過傷心換日線 天空只留下寂寞無聲的盤旋
時間它能不能倒退一點 停格在你晴天的笑臉
因為要工作，所以心情不能受到波動。
因為要工作，所以謹慎不能鬆懈下來。
因為要工作，所以控制自己不能想你。
但當我有休息的片刻時，望著大海，心裡的情緒仍然不能平復。
凡走過，必留下痕跡，不是嗎？
藍天碧海，多麼寧靜。我的心中，卻此起彼覆。
這次的我，真的心灰意冷了。
傷透了。
雖然如此，我依然無法放下。
要努力的地方，還多著呢。
當飛機越過傷心換日線 天空只留下寂寞無聲的盤旋時間它能不能倒退一點 停格在你晴天的笑臉
what we could have been, 10:51 PM.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
some things in this world, are not meant to be.
that's why they are called accidents.
But sometimes, it has nothing to do with the incident.
it's probably the user problem.
and i guess i was just being too silly.
time after time,
lesson after lesson,
accident after accident,
i never learn.
sometimes i amazed people,
and i amazed myself too.
with all the ridiculous things that i have in mind.
Who is the real Shuangying?
Who has seen the real Shuangying?
Not even Shuangying herself.
this is a nonsensical post.
a post that doesnt make sense at all.
sorry to let u people feel disturb.
sidetrack abit,
i'm totally loving my job.
wonder why some people dont.
at least up till now i still do.
love it alot alot.
many many.
and eye candy(s) motivate me at work.
that's why they are called accidents.
But sometimes, it has nothing to do with the incident.
it's probably the user problem.
and i guess i was just being too silly.
time after time,
lesson after lesson,
accident after accident,
i never learn.
sometimes i amazed people,
and i amazed myself too.
with all the ridiculous things that i have in mind.
Who is the real Shuangying?
Who has seen the real Shuangying?
Not even Shuangying herself.
this is a nonsensical post.
a post that doesnt make sense at all.
sorry to let u people feel disturb.
sidetrack abit,
i'm totally loving my job.
wonder why some people dont.
at least up till now i still do.
love it alot alot.
many many.
and eye candy(s) motivate me at work.
what we could have been, 8:54 PM.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
望遠鏡 看不見你
你的心 飛去哪里
無聲飛行 享受黑夜的靜謐
別說對不起
別讓我傷了心才說 不是故意
我卻無法怪你
別說對不起
別讓我的愛情變成 廉價物品
我卻只能愛你
閉上眼睛 卻看見你
想你的好 代替無力
我相信你 卻開始不信任自己
別說對不起
別讓我灰了心 才說不是故意
我卻無法怪你
別說對不起
別讓我的愛情變得 小心翼翼
我卻只能愛你
用行動來證明 你的決心
不要說說而已 我想要的不只是sorry 啊...
無聲飛行 享受黑夜的靜謐
別說對不起
別讓我傷了心才說 不是故意
我卻無法怪你
別說對不起
別讓我的愛情變成 廉價物品
我卻只能愛你
work has been great, really.
though first day didnt went that well,
but am floating on air now cos my eye candy sayang-ed me today!!
am soooooo loving this job and this particular show now. ((:
something random.
him: is my phone with you?
me: yah.
him: can you give it to me?
me: can i say no?
him: *reverse psychology* can~ if you wan den u keep loh... yah loh... can... you keep loh...
me: *take out handphone*
him: why you dowan keep?
me: i dun dare.
him: *give the 'you-naughty-arh' face and point finger at my nose.*
=D
busy as i am,
i tend to get a little emotional when i have free time.
it's just so me,
always doing things like this,
being silly and all.
but well,
maybe i just got to try harder.
我試著恨你，卻想起你的笑容。
what we could have been, 9:44 PM.
Monday, December 07, 2009
Take me away, a secret place.
A sweet escape, take me away.
Take me away, to better days.
Take me away, a hiding place.
A sweet escape, take me away.
Take me away, to better days.
Take me away, a hiding place.
what we could have been, 9:27 PM.
Sunday, December 06, 2009
am very very very very tired and drained out right now...
but perhaps cos of the little nap just now,
resulting in me unable to sleep now...
it has been a very long day for me yesterday...
i slept at 5am the night before,
and i woke up at 12pm yesterday.
somehow i just couldnt make myself go back to sleep after i woke up,
perhaps cos am afraid of sleeping in till too late...
had something very important to do...
go my aunt house for dinner!!!
it has been months since i last met my relatives,
so this time round bo bian, die die also have to go and show face...
had dinner, sat around, chit chat, gossip, watch tv and fool around.
stayed there till around 10.30 or so and i left.
cousins are my best playmates since young,
how can i not love them? ((:
am always looking forward to meeting them,
and hope that i can make it for the next gathering.
working hours and schedule has been so unfixed that i cant seem to plan anything ahead of time.
anyway headed down to plaza sing/cathay to meet PSP for a movie.
caught couples retreat! (And seriously, sometimes i hate that place so much)
damn funny lah the show... (That whole area reminds of you, and i hate it)
but some scenes are pretty disturbing to me...
but these parts are also some people's favourite part...
and there was this damn old pickup line which made my hair stand!
perhaps it's damn old that's why its damn funny!!!
rushed down to padang immediately after the movie...
was running late for Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009!!!
though doing volunteering for SCSM has always been very tiring,
somehow it always seem to be very enjoyable.
which is why year after year i insisted on making PSP join in HAHAAA.
perhaps its the company who do things together matters.
first year, i was allocated to the drinks station.
last year, i was assigned to the baggage area.
this year, i'm being placed at start point!!!
something that i think was a great eye opener,
cos i've nvr seen the flag off of a marathon before.
something else which i really wanna try after this,
would be the finishing point LOL.
at first i thought it would be pretty boring to be at the start point,
but manager and asst manager are two very very nice ladies...
so things were a breeze for us...
i didnt really do much things,
cos yusof did most of the running of errands...
i even had time to nap a while lah!
this is the slackest year of SCSM i've ever been to man LOL.
the horn for the flag off!
its freaking loud lahhh!!!
and guess what was the best part of the day?
the flag off for the kids dash!
OMGGG the kids are damn cute can!
there were different age groups available,
and the ones aged 9-6 are damn disobedient.
there was the yellow chains and Standard Chartered banner,
and the kids were lining up behind it.
and when the yellow chains were released,
they all CHIONGED forward.
so we stopped them and pushed them back to the starting point using the banner,
and we were supposed to drop the banner,
sound the air horn and den they start running.
ended up the moment we dropped the banner,
they all rushed forward!
so i stop the kids on my right side telling them not to move,
the kids on my left play cheat and moved a few steps forward.
i turned around and tell them not to move,
and the right side kids move even more forward than the left side one.
so i turn back to the right side again,
and yah, the left side kids moved even moreee forward.
just when i was abt to give up,
the air horn sounded off and the kids dashed off,
leaving me standing in the middle of a sea of children.
-_______________-
i finally made my way out of the children sea,
causing a couple of them to knock onto me.
and den when i saw the sea has died off,
i walked back to the other side of the road and
"WHAM!"
a kid ran right into me.
i feel so apologetic for knocking them,
but den they are so disobedient leii!
enthusiastic lah i know...
and of course the cutest lot of all was the 3 years old and below ones!!!
these are the 5-3 years old group if i'm not wrong...
cant remember exactly the categories...
the world of little toddlers.
uber cuteness to the max man!!!
parents with the kids...
i was soooo busy staring at the cuties that i didnt snap much pictures...
and when the parents told the kids to follow us do the chicken dance,
it was soooooooo funny!
one can really gain satisfaction from teaching kids things like this. (:
ended our duties soon and headed back to look for the gang.
waited quite a while before we all could leave together.
signed and received my reimbursement,
and somehow there was human error with faris's registration.
waited for him for quite some time,
but we camwhored and fool around to self entertain.
photos mostly up on facebook,
my favourite twos are up here though. (:
stylo mylo sehhh.
caught sight of a man wearing pink slippers and find it so wrong lol.
i know i shouldnt laugh at people but its just so wrong...
so funny can!
Throughout my poly years, I've always loved PSP.
even till i graduate, i still love meeting up with PSP people.
And as the bonding among members grow,
outings gets more and more fun.
i was the one who pestered jimmy to take part in this year SCSM,
but am very happy that he still asked me to go tgt with them.
and even though i'm the oldest there,
and i'm the only graduate there,
(which means i shouldnt even appear as participant for their events)
am still very happy to have get along with the new members.
(:
i will and shall continue loving PSP.
its okay, i'm okay, 我不用你陪。
but perhaps cos of the little nap just now,
resulting in me unable to sleep now...
it has been a very long day for me yesterday...
i slept at 5am the night before,
and i woke up at 12pm yesterday.
somehow i just couldnt make myself go back to sleep after i woke up,
perhaps cos am afraid of sleeping in till too late...
had something very important to do...
go my aunt house for dinner!!!
it has been months since i last met my relatives,
so this time round bo bian, die die also have to go and show face...
had dinner, sat around, chit chat, gossip, watch tv and fool around.
stayed there till around 10.30 or so and i left.
cousins are my best playmates since young,how can i not love them? ((:
am always looking forward to meeting them,
and hope that i can make it for the next gathering.
working hours and schedule has been so unfixed that i cant seem to plan anything ahead of time.
anyway headed down to plaza sing/cathay to meet PSP for a movie.
caught couples retreat! (And seriously, sometimes i hate that place so much)
damn funny lah the show... (That whole area reminds of you, and i hate it)
but some scenes are pretty disturbing to me...
but these parts are also some people's favourite part...
and there was this damn old pickup line which made my hair stand!
perhaps it's damn old that's why its damn funny!!!
rushed down to padang immediately after the movie...
was running late for Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009!!!
though doing volunteering for SCSM has always been very tiring,
somehow it always seem to be very enjoyable.
which is why year after year i insisted on making PSP join in HAHAAA.
perhaps its the company who do things together matters.
first year, i was allocated to the drinks station.
last year, i was assigned to the baggage area.
this year, i'm being placed at start point!!!
something that i think was a great eye opener,
cos i've nvr seen the flag off of a marathon before.
something else which i really wanna try after this,
would be the finishing point LOL.
at first i thought it would be pretty boring to be at the start point,
but manager and asst manager are two very very nice ladies...
so things were a breeze for us...
i didnt really do much things,
cos yusof did most of the running of errands...
i even had time to nap a while lah!
this is the slackest year of SCSM i've ever been to man LOL.
the horn for the flag off!its freaking loud lahhh!!!
and guess what was the best part of the day?
the flag off for the kids dash!
OMGGG the kids are damn cute can!
there were different age groups available,
and the ones aged 9-6 are damn disobedient.
there was the yellow chains and Standard Chartered banner,
and the kids were lining up behind it.
and when the yellow chains were released,
they all CHIONGED forward.
so we stopped them and pushed them back to the starting point using the banner,
and we were supposed to drop the banner,
sound the air horn and den they start running.
ended up the moment we dropped the banner,
they all rushed forward!
so i stop the kids on my right side telling them not to move,
the kids on my left play cheat and moved a few steps forward.
i turned around and tell them not to move,
and the right side kids move even more forward than the left side one.
so i turn back to the right side again,
and yah, the left side kids moved even moreee forward.
just when i was abt to give up,
the air horn sounded off and the kids dashed off,
leaving me standing in the middle of a sea of children.
-_______________-
i finally made my way out of the children sea,
causing a couple of them to knock onto me.
and den when i saw the sea has died off,
i walked back to the other side of the road and
"WHAM!"
a kid ran right into me.
i feel so apologetic for knocking them,
but den they are so disobedient leii!
enthusiastic lah i know...
and of course the cutest lot of all was the 3 years old and below ones!!!
these are the 5-3 years old group if i'm not wrong...cant remember exactly the categories...
the world of little toddlers.uber cuteness to the max man!!!
parents with the kids...i was soooo busy staring at the cuties that i didnt snap much pictures...
and when the parents told the kids to follow us do the chicken dance,
it was soooooooo funny!
one can really gain satisfaction from teaching kids things like this. (:
ended our duties soon and headed back to look for the gang.
waited quite a while before we all could leave together.
signed and received my reimbursement,
and somehow there was human error with faris's registration.
waited for him for quite some time,
but we camwhored and fool around to self entertain.
photos mostly up on facebook,my favourite twos are up here though. (:
stylo mylo sehhh.
caught sight of a man wearing pink slippers and find it so wrong lol.i know i shouldnt laugh at people but its just so wrong...
so funny can!
Throughout my poly years, I've always loved PSP.even till i graduate, i still love meeting up with PSP people.
And as the bonding among members grow,
outings gets more and more fun.
i was the one who pestered jimmy to take part in this year SCSM,
but am very happy that he still asked me to go tgt with them.
and even though i'm the oldest there,
and i'm the only graduate there,
(which means i shouldnt even appear as participant for their events)
am still very happy to have get along with the new members.
(:
i will and shall continue loving PSP.
its okay, i'm okay, 我不用你陪。
what we could have been, 9:41 PM.
Friday, December 04, 2009
寂寞時你像個貝殼 閉上眼 你倔強地摀住雙耳
背對背地坐著 我們用沉默在拉扯 看誰的淚先輸掉拔河
愛我時你不夠嚴格 總忘了 能夠牽手多麼難得
我不怕生命有挫折 不怕回憶會有皺摺 唯有你說要放棄 我不願附和
你心裡有多少忐忑 交給我去用力抱著
雙手還有熱 或許能喚起你的不捨 有一天我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 抱著慢慢就會好的
感動都有了 還有什麼不認可 不准我們把愛 給走成了坎坷
多少戀人不費唇舌 在一起 卻說服彼此不適合
我懂得生命有沼澤 懂得愛會失去光澤 只是在你懷裡是 快樂的抉擇
你心裡有多少忐忑 交給我去用力抱著
雙手還有熱 或許能喚起你的不捨 有一天我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 時間跟我說會好的
決心放好了 這一次非你不可 若這不是愛 那有過的是什麼
Forgive me for my selfishness.
I know you guys are concerned about me.
But this time, I hope you can leave me alone.
I just want to be alone on my own,
I just want to settle things myself.
I'm not telling anyone anything, so quit asking.
what we could have been, 7:58 PM.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
假裝堅強，是為了不讓別人看見自己的脆弱。
假裝勇敢，是為了不讓別人為自己擔心。
踏入戲劇部，自己天天彷彿也在演戲。
逞強久了，無法顯露自我的一面。
沒有人會接受一個懦弱的我。
沒有人會了解一個脆弱的我。
真正活在我心中的雙穎，又有誰認識？
是你，決定我的傷心。
假裝勇敢，是為了不讓別人為自己擔心。
踏入戲劇部，自己天天彷彿也在演戲。
逞強久了，無法顯露自我的一面。
沒有人會接受一個懦弱的我。
沒有人會了解一個脆弱的我。
真正活在我心中的雙穎，又有誰認識？
是你，決定我的傷心。
what we could have been, 9:40 PM.
