Wednesday, November 11, 2009
not exactly in the best state of mind recently...
and no, it has nothing to do with work.
work has been great, really.
and i'm kinda taken by surprise that i'm starting on a new show next month.
many people has been asking me about the new show thingy,
shall do a short explanation here.
basically it has only been a week since i last started work...
and right till now i'm still consider as an understudy.
i've been to 《想握你的手》 and 《当我们同在一起》 productions,
but no my name wun be appearing cos i'm UNDERSTUDY.
anyway received a call,
and was told that i'll be starting on a new show next month.
not sure if i'm allowed to reveal anything yet,
so shall keep mum about it first.
(:
and the weird thing is out of the 4 new Production Assistants for my batch,
apparently i'm the only one who kena new show.
hope the other 3 can get new shows asap too! (:
and yah,
i'm very confused now and feel super lost.
i have no idea where i'm heading to,
and what step should i take next.
work has been the only thing to keep my mind of this issue.
the past few days these issues have been haunting me like mad.
somehow i guess i only blame myself (as usual).
bad habit of mine.
everytime something happens,
i blame myself for it.
but other than myself, who else can i blame?
anything that happen is really my fault, right?
haiz.
i need time to sort my thoughts out,
though its been long enough.
nothing seem to change,
but everything felt so different now.
guidance please.
oh btw, i can never forget the look you had on your face.
i'm not sure should i be smug over that or not.
and no, it has nothing to do with work.
work has been great, really.
and i'm kinda taken by surprise that i'm starting on a new show next month.
many people has been asking me about the new show thingy,
shall do a short explanation here.
basically it has only been a week since i last started work...
and right till now i'm still consider as an understudy.
i've been to 《想握你的手》 and 《当我们同在一起》 productions,
but no my name wun be appearing cos i'm UNDERSTUDY.
anyway received a call,
and was told that i'll be starting on a new show next month.
not sure if i'm allowed to reveal anything yet,
so shall keep mum about it first.
(:
and the weird thing is out of the 4 new Production Assistants for my batch,
apparently i'm the only one who kena new show.
hope the other 3 can get new shows asap too! (:
and yah,
i'm very confused now and feel super lost.
i have no idea where i'm heading to,
and what step should i take next.
work has been the only thing to keep my mind of this issue.
the past few days these issues have been haunting me like mad.
somehow i guess i only blame myself (as usual).
bad habit of mine.
everytime something happens,
i blame myself for it.
but other than myself, who else can i blame?
anything that happen is really my fault, right?
haiz.
i need time to sort my thoughts out,
though its been long enough.
nothing seem to change,
but everything felt so different now.
guidance please.
oh btw, i can never forget the look you had on your face.
i'm not sure should i be smug over that or not.
what we could have been, 12:31 AM.
