Monday, November 30, 2009
a very random day today.
was supposed to wake up early and go bai bai with my parents,
but i slept at 4am again last night.
thus resulting in the inability to wake up early hahaaa...
has been sleeping at 4am ever since the days i've not been working...
not something very good,
so i better make sure i can wake up on time tml.
gotta sleep early tonight man.
slept half the day awake,
den woke up and get ready went to temple.
YAHH I PAN-DANG i pray for my new show can?
cos my new show got funerals & dead bodies and suicides etc...
so yahh loh i go pray for my own safety first LOL.
had dinner with parents (ehh i treat ok)
den i head down to tiong bahru.
met that person who's growing more and more horizontally everyday.
and i went there to accomplish a mission!
tada!
i had to learn how to fold this!
and yes, all for the sake of my new show again LOL.
see shuangying is a very good girl ok...
i'm a hardworking person at work...
i find ways to learn things that i might need to use for work...
-beam proudly-
and sad to say the above one is not i fold one....
this one den is i fold one!!
honestly now i look at it i dun think it looks that bad loh...
afterall its my first attempt leii!
or perhaps its because of the camera angle...
but that would means i'm a good cameraman MUAHAHAAA~ =X
comparison of the two stars, as request by the fat one.
yah lah yah lahh his is nicer lah,
but there's a fact which everyone should know!
this nicer star was his 2nd attempt loh!
this phail/cui/CMI star is his first attempt!
its even worse than mine ok~
everyone love my new spects i know i know thank you thank you!
i think its better for u to have stars as ur eyes...
nicer leii...
and after all these star folding there was this very confusing donut buying thingy that happened between me and kiwi.
in any case basically i couldnt get his donuts at tiong bahru plaza so i went down to raffles city to check it instead but it was closed as well.
which just simply means i travel here and there and didnt get anything in the end.
AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME VISITNG POPULAR OK LOUSY KIWI.
blog updated, its bedtime now.
good night everyone.
was supposed to wake up early and go bai bai with my parents,
but i slept at 4am again last night.
thus resulting in the inability to wake up early hahaaa...
has been sleeping at 4am ever since the days i've not been working...
not something very good,
so i better make sure i can wake up on time tml.
gotta sleep early tonight man.
slept half the day awake,
den woke up and get ready went to temple.
YAHH I PAN-DANG i pray for my new show can?
cos my new show got funerals & dead bodies and suicides etc...
so yahh loh i go pray for my own safety first LOL.
had dinner with parents (ehh i treat ok)
den i head down to tiong bahru.
met that person who's growing more and more horizontally everyday.
and i went there to accomplish a mission!
tada!
i had to learn how to fold this!and yes, all for the sake of my new show again LOL.
see shuangying is a very good girl ok...
i'm a hardworking person at work...
i find ways to learn things that i might need to use for work...
-beam proudly-
and sad to say the above one is not i fold one....
this one den is i fold one!!honestly now i look at it i dun think it looks that bad loh...
afterall its my first attempt leii!
or perhaps its because of the camera angle...
but that would means i'm a good cameraman MUAHAHAAA~ =X
comparison of the two stars, as request by the fat one.yah lah yah lahh his is nicer lah,
but there's a fact which everyone should know!
this nicer star was his 2nd attempt loh!
this phail/cui/CMI star is his first attempt!its even worse than mine ok~
everyone love my new spects i know i know thank you thank you!
i think its better for u to have stars as ur eyes...nicer leii...
and after all these star folding there was this very confusing donut buying thingy that happened between me and kiwi.
in any case basically i couldnt get his donuts at tiong bahru plaza so i went down to raffles city to check it instead but it was closed as well.
which just simply means i travel here and there and didnt get anything in the end.
AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME VISITNG POPULAR OK LOUSY KIWI.
blog updated, its bedtime now.
good night everyone.
what we could have been, 11:01 PM.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
haven been working ever since friday and i'm not working again tml!
hahaa...
so its an ultra long weekend for me...
good also, can rest a bit more first before i start working on the new show...
i have all reasons in the world to believe that i wun have much free time after i start filming.
went to catch ninja assassin late last night,
and it was a ok only movie.
could guess what was going to happen next.
and today decided to head down to SITEX and have a look.
didnt really wanna go initially, (cos the last one reminds me of you)
but somehow still went down in the end.
guess its pretty typical of me to not miss out on any IT Show,
even though i got nothing to buy.
we had such a tough time deciding between Lenovo or Asus laptops,
and we cant make up our mind between seagate and fujitsu HDDs.
this is what you get when you put 2 girls together,
comparing prices is what we always do.
oh, not to forget we got a guy who's damn 婆婆妈妈.
he compare prices even much more than us girls do.
ended up adeline bought her 10.2" Lenovo laptop for her mum, a 320GB fujitsu HDD for herself, and kiwi bought the same HDD as well as a wall charger for his not-yet-arrived iPod touch.
but anyway hate the crowd (as usual) and we left after a few hours.
decided to head down to airport to eat popeyes again HAHAHA...
while waiting for the darn train which took damn long....
finished a super sumptuous meal of Popeyes...
and popeyes is soooooooo much more better than KFC ok!
but i totally hate it when the workers at popeyes dun understand that i wan the non spicy chicken...
they are forever giving me the spicy ones.
and today sucks cos airport outlet run out of all side dishes except for fries and mash potato.
i pestered them to walk around airport to look for the legendary christmas tree that ming fong says can open and close one...
managed to find it at T3 and it wasnt a christmas tree at all loh.
it is called the BIG musical ball.
find it kinda retarded lah to be honest.
it looks simply like this.
when it closes it looks just like a big ball and when it opens there are just many small balls inside it. 
it doesnt look as nice as how mingfong describe it as.
being super tourisy (pronounced as tour-ri-see) again.
camwhore runs in my blood loh.
it took us quite a while to realise the giant ball releases small balls and sweets for kids to grab.
llook at the crowd loh...
dun understand wad's so fun about it...
but well, kids.
and the giant ball closes.
guess we were kinda lucky to witness the opening of the big musical ball,
cos it opens every half an hour only.
at least we didnt had to wait for it...
the one who confessed and the one who came out of the closet.
stupid ade closes her eyes....
a very blur photo but i dun care...
i think i'm losing my camwhore skills already...
too long nvr camwhore liao lol....
another off day tml and i shall put it to good use.
there are so many things i need to do and settle,
be it personal or for work.
and i need to learn how to manage my own finances man...
haa... cannot go back to being the poor broke girl again...
ending this post with something random.
xD
《当我们同在一起》
Debuts tomorrow night, 9PM, only on channel 8.
support local drama ok people! =P
hahaa...
so its an ultra long weekend for me...
good also, can rest a bit more first before i start working on the new show...
i have all reasons in the world to believe that i wun have much free time after i start filming.
went to catch ninja assassin late last night,
and it was a ok only movie.
could guess what was going to happen next.
and today decided to head down to SITEX and have a look.
didnt really wanna go initially, (cos the last one reminds me of you)
but somehow still went down in the end.
guess its pretty typical of me to not miss out on any IT Show,
even though i got nothing to buy.
we had such a tough time deciding between Lenovo or Asus laptops,
and we cant make up our mind between seagate and fujitsu HDDs.
this is what you get when you put 2 girls together,
comparing prices is what we always do.
oh, not to forget we got a guy who's damn 婆婆妈妈.
he compare prices even much more than us girls do.
ended up adeline bought her 10.2" Lenovo laptop for her mum, a 320GB fujitsu HDD for herself, and kiwi bought the same HDD as well as a wall charger for his not-yet-arrived iPod touch.
but anyway hate the crowd (as usual) and we left after a few hours.
decided to head down to airport to eat popeyes again HAHAHA...
while waiting for the darn train which took damn long....finished a super sumptuous meal of Popeyes...
and popeyes is soooooooo much more better than KFC ok!
but i totally hate it when the workers at popeyes dun understand that i wan the non spicy chicken...
they are forever giving me the spicy ones.
and today sucks cos airport outlet run out of all side dishes except for fries and mash potato.
i pestered them to walk around airport to look for the legendary christmas tree that ming fong says can open and close one...
managed to find it at T3 and it wasnt a christmas tree at all loh.
it is called the BIG musical ball.find it kinda retarded lah to be honest.
it looks simply like this.
when it closes it looks just like a big ball and when it opens there are just many small balls inside it. 
it doesnt look as nice as how mingfong describe it as.
being super tourisy (pronounced as tour-ri-see) again.
camwhore runs in my blood loh.
it took us quite a while to realise the giant ball releases small balls and sweets for kids to grab.
llook at the crowd loh...dun understand wad's so fun about it...
but well, kids.
and the giant ball closes.guess we were kinda lucky to witness the opening of the big musical ball,
cos it opens every half an hour only.
at least we didnt had to wait for it...
the one who confessed and the one who came out of the closet.
stupid ade closes her eyes....
a very blur photo but i dun care...i think i'm losing my camwhore skills already...
too long nvr camwhore liao lol....
another off day tml and i shall put it to good use.
there are so many things i need to do and settle,
be it personal or for work.
and i need to learn how to manage my own finances man...
haa... cannot go back to being the poor broke girl again...
ending this post with something random.
xD《当我们同在一起》
Debuts tomorrow night, 9PM, only on channel 8.
support local drama ok people! =P
what we could have been, 11:20 PM.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
i'm a workaholic,
and i've admitted that a long time ago.
and it has been damn long since i last spend quality time with my friends.
frankly speaking, i miss those crazy ridiculously fun days i had.
and nope, i'm not complaining about work.
not yet i supposed. =P
how to complain when i get to ogle at cute mediacorp guys everyday?
=D
it has been a very slack and free week for me,
thus took out the time to meet ming fong and gang today.
initial plans was to:-
Meet at 2PM at Suntec City to go Carrefour.
Buy all the necessary things.
Head down to Marina Barrage for picnic.
(Despite the fact that we porbably dunno how to get there)
But wells...
I've been real deprived of sleep recently,
i was awake at 10 even though i slept at 4 plus,
felt that i didnt get enough sleep so i forced myself back to bed again.
xD
slept all the way till...... yupp.
2PM lols.
Took my time to wash up and etc,
thought everyone was present but was told that lih yee was MIA.
so dun care,
head down to Suntec to meet the rest first den decide what to do.
wanted to go sing k at teo heng,
but was fully booked.
den wanted to go sing k at cash studio at bedok,
but kinda like expensive liddat.
den went over to NTUC,
so bought lots of junk and decided to head to airport to picnic.
but i forgot what-was-the-reason and we ended up at East Coast instead.
HAHAHAAAA.
junk for breakfast and lunch and dinner and supper.
we just sat around and talk cock and camwhored (upon my request of course).
pictures up in facebook,
not gonna post much up here.
this woman like kid liddat...
insist on taking photo with christmas tree.
and oh,
guess what was the main reason that we wanted to head down to airport?
see a christmas tree that can open and close or something liddat.
the four of us warming up for our continuous camwhore shots,
without lih yee who decided to pangseh us.
anyway, lih yee contacted us eventually.
said she felt asleep while waiting for laundry.
=.=
she wanted to come along,
but somehow last min got friend birthday to attend.
and she even cheated us to buy her a Tao Kae Noi.
but end up she still decided to pangseh us.
bleahhh.
yes i need to put on spects in order to see more clearly.
i've been so pa jiao i guess.
spectacled family.
niceeeeee rainbow we caught amidst of all our travelling.
ohhhh did i mention that i went to buy this new wallet?
it cost me a freaking 99 bucks...
but i totally adore and love it!
but its 99 bucks you know, so i dun dare let my mama know.
so shhhhh! dun tell anyone ok!
esp my mama!
and as much as i wanted to meet up with my friends,
i'm feeling pretty lazy too.
i've been so busy that i hardly have time for myself.
all i wanna do is to laze around the house and waste the day away.
it is a blessing to be able to do that ok.
Confession.
Know why i'm such a workaholic?
cos i've been trying to numb myself with work,
but its not working.
each time i get some free time,
i think of you.
each time i past by certain places,
i think of you.
there's just too much memories of me and you together,
which is taking its toil on me.
i have to admit,
i just cant let go of it yet.
and i've admitted that a long time ago.
and it has been damn long since i last spend quality time with my friends.
frankly speaking, i miss those crazy ridiculously fun days i had.
and nope, i'm not complaining about work.
not yet i supposed. =P
how to complain when i get to ogle at cute mediacorp guys everyday?
=D
it has been a very slack and free week for me,
thus took out the time to meet ming fong and gang today.
initial plans was to:-
Meet at 2PM at Suntec City to go Carrefour.
Buy all the necessary things.
Head down to Marina Barrage for picnic.
(Despite the fact that we porbably dunno how to get there)
But wells...
I've been real deprived of sleep recently,
i was awake at 10 even though i slept at 4 plus,
felt that i didnt get enough sleep so i forced myself back to bed again.
xD
slept all the way till...... yupp.
2PM lols.
Took my time to wash up and etc,
thought everyone was present but was told that lih yee was MIA.
so dun care,
head down to Suntec to meet the rest first den decide what to do.
wanted to go sing k at teo heng,
but was fully booked.
den wanted to go sing k at cash studio at bedok,
but kinda like expensive liddat.
den went over to NTUC,
so bought lots of junk and decided to head to airport to picnic.
but i forgot what-was-the-reason and we ended up at East Coast instead.
HAHAHAAAA.
junk for breakfast and lunch and dinner and supper.
we just sat around and talk cock and camwhored (upon my request of course).
pictures up in facebook,
not gonna post much up here.
this woman like kid liddat...insist on taking photo with christmas tree.
and oh,
guess what was the main reason that we wanted to head down to airport?
see a christmas tree that can open and close or something liddat.
the four of us warming up for our continuous camwhore shots,without lih yee who decided to pangseh us.
anyway, lih yee contacted us eventually.
said she felt asleep while waiting for laundry.
=.=
she wanted to come along,
but somehow last min got friend birthday to attend.
and she even cheated us to buy her a Tao Kae Noi.
but end up she still decided to pangseh us.
bleahhh.
yes i need to put on spects in order to see more clearly.i've been so pa jiao i guess.
spectacled family.
niceeeeee rainbow we caught amidst of all our travelling.ohhhh did i mention that i went to buy this new wallet?
it cost me a freaking 99 bucks...
but i totally adore and love it!
but its 99 bucks you know, so i dun dare let my mama know.
so shhhhh! dun tell anyone ok!
esp my mama!
and as much as i wanted to meet up with my friends,
i'm feeling pretty lazy too.
i've been so busy that i hardly have time for myself.
all i wanna do is to laze around the house and waste the day away.
it is a blessing to be able to do that ok.
Confession.
Know why i'm such a workaholic?
cos i've been trying to numb myself with work,
but its not working.
each time i get some free time,
i think of you.
each time i past by certain places,
i think of you.
there's just too much memories of me and you together,
which is taking its toil on me.
i have to admit,
i just cant let go of it yet.
what we could have been, 3:12 AM.
Friday, November 27, 2009
我就快要死了.
誰拉住我, 誰救救我, 我從高空, 狠狠地墜落.
誰拉住我, 誰救救我, 我從高空, 狠狠地墜落.
what we could have been, 3:30 AM.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
not exactly in the best state of mind recently...
and no, it has nothing to do with work.
work has been great, really.
and i'm kinda taken by surprise that i'm starting on a new show next month.
many people has been asking me about the new show thingy,
shall do a short explanation here.
basically it has only been a week since i last started work...
and right till now i'm still consider as an understudy.
i've been to 《想握你的手》 and 《当我们同在一起》 productions,
but no my name wun be appearing cos i'm UNDERSTUDY.
anyway received a call,
and was told that i'll be starting on a new show next month.
not sure if i'm allowed to reveal anything yet,
so shall keep mum about it first.
(:
and the weird thing is out of the 4 new Production Assistants for my batch,
apparently i'm the only one who kena new show.
hope the other 3 can get new shows asap too! (:
and yah,
i'm very confused now and feel super lost.
i have no idea where i'm heading to,
and what step should i take next.
work has been the only thing to keep my mind of this issue.
the past few days these issues have been haunting me like mad.
somehow i guess i only blame myself (as usual).
bad habit of mine.
everytime something happens,
i blame myself for it.
but other than myself, who else can i blame?
anything that happen is really my fault, right?
haiz.
i need time to sort my thoughts out,
though its been long enough.
nothing seem to change,
but everything felt so different now.
guidance please.
oh btw, i can never forget the look you had on your face.
i'm not sure should i be smug over that or not.
and no, it has nothing to do with work.
work has been great, really.
and i'm kinda taken by surprise that i'm starting on a new show next month.
many people has been asking me about the new show thingy,
shall do a short explanation here.
basically it has only been a week since i last started work...
and right till now i'm still consider as an understudy.
i've been to 《想握你的手》 and 《当我们同在一起》 productions,
but no my name wun be appearing cos i'm UNDERSTUDY.
anyway received a call,
and was told that i'll be starting on a new show next month.
not sure if i'm allowed to reveal anything yet,
so shall keep mum about it first.
(:
and the weird thing is out of the 4 new Production Assistants for my batch,
apparently i'm the only one who kena new show.
hope the other 3 can get new shows asap too! (:
and yah,
i'm very confused now and feel super lost.
i have no idea where i'm heading to,
and what step should i take next.
work has been the only thing to keep my mind of this issue.
the past few days these issues have been haunting me like mad.
somehow i guess i only blame myself (as usual).
bad habit of mine.
everytime something happens,
i blame myself for it.
but other than myself, who else can i blame?
anything that happen is really my fault, right?
haiz.
i need time to sort my thoughts out,
though its been long enough.
nothing seem to change,
but everything felt so different now.
guidance please.
oh btw, i can never forget the look you had on your face.
i'm not sure should i be smug over that or not.
what we could have been, 12:31 AM.
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes (Official Music Video) - The best video clips are here
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
anyway working has been fine/great for me...
depending on which time of the day...
its actually quite tiring but wells...
i guess at the very least it would be something that i would like.
but sometimes i just feel that there are so many rules and restrictions to follow...
and guess that's pretty tiring too...
):
but eye candies are loves! <3
they are what that motivate me at work HAHAAA!
what we could have been, 7:53 PM.
