Tuesday, July 14, 2009
its been so long since i last blogged...
and i wanted to blog pretty badly.
but whenever i opened blogger,
my mind jus goes blank and there isnt anything much i can blog about.
yah i know its another weird blogging timing,
but its not that i'm not sleeping!
its because i've jus woke up from a deep slumber couple of hours ago.
anyway, i randomly logged into friendster a few nights ago.
ever since i had facebook, i've nvr set foot into friendster again.
i believe that applies for almost everyone out there.
went to flip through my old photos and testimonials,
which wasnt alot to start off with anyway.
well what can i say?
there was a whole lots of memories.
sometimes when we meet new friends,
we just simply forget our old friends.
not contacting for a period of time will drift close friends apart,
and memories just fade away like that.
and these memories were usually great and wonderful times in our lives.
My dearest 4r3...
its been ages since we last had a proper class gathering.ever since our graduation from NAS 4 years ago.
there are still a couple of cliques having their own meetups and stuff,
but not as a whole big class.
the last time i saw most of 4r3 people was probably teachers' day 2 years ago.
and we never managed to have our own post O Levels BBQ celebration, did we?
and to think most of us has already graduated from Poly/JC.
with the poly guys entering/entered NS,
and the JC guys are gonna ORD soon.
this was the representative for our class,
this was the representative for our class,we were basically know as the class who painted spongebob.
LOL.
though it was pretty tiring that we had to return to school almost everyday during the hols,
but it was such fun doing all the painting.
we did came up with a theme,
but ended up we added in so much more stuff that we no longer have a theme.
aftter that we were just known as the spongebob class.
who in the world would combined underwater creatures with beach and spongebob and patrick also the simpsons staring at UFOs trying to capture cows?
4r3 is that special, that unique, that fun, that nice.
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nvr can i forget how jingkai always asked for grades moderation aft our prelims.
nvr can i forget how the boys wrapped melanie up with the plastic cover we had.
nvr can i forget how we did the torturous National day dance together.
nvr can i forget how we slogged for fIEsta and worked together as a united class.
nvr can i forget how weiwen challenged tasha to the "1 VS Idiot" theory.
and dear ruobing, i misses you so much.
it has been 4 years since i last met you.
if it wasnt for you i wouldnt have pulled through my sec 4 life.
i guess i must really find time to meet you soon.
and i miss putting on my uniform.
My dearest dizi-mates...
i'm pretty glad that we're still meeting up rather constantly,
cos as far as i can see we're like the most bonded ensemble in CO.
but there are quite a few which we have been missing for quite some time,
and of course the old old old old old seniors who have not been coming,
hope that the year end chalet (if there's any) would be a great success.
i hope more people can turn up.
lastly, i hope that the juniors can keep joining in.
or else it will always be these few of us gathering ourselves.
Dearest LPS lovelies...
we have all changed so much over the years.
and yes, there are always those few sticking around with me,
constantly going out every week.
you guys have been like the best clique i ever had,
and i really depend alot on you people.
if it wasnt for you people i guess my poly life would have been hell.
our meetup gets more and more often,
yet every outing is always so fun and entertaining.
it is totally amazing how we manage to bond after we graduated from secondary schools,
and up till now, the bond is still going strong.
6.3 only has these few people,
lots which are missing and prolly wun like joining us.
the above two photos are taken like 6 or 7 years back...
prolly when we were in sec 3.
it was the most number of people i've ever seen going back to LPS.
but since years ago, we've stopped this tradition.
Dearest Angie...
i miss you hell loads.
i have not seen you for at least a year and half.
the last time i met u was probably before i set off to china.
or even way before that.
it was my bad to have missed that chance to meet you,
and i'm afraid that you're too busy to meet up with me.
a meet up is a must.
and it must happen soon.
i remembered how i always skipped sch in poly and head down to TP to find you.
i remembered how i always waited for you to end work at downtown east.
i remembered how i walked with you to pasir ris interchange after your work.
i remembered how i would listen quietly to your singing as we walked.
i remembered how i would share problems with you at the mac at whitesands.
i miss you so much sweets.
My dearest ultra-random-dunno-how-we-came-together clique...
i can only say so much has happened to us.
we've been through so much stuff together.
studies, relationships, friendships etc.
i guess we should all find more time to meet,
and more activities to do as well.
afterall, our get-together is a really amazing and nobody knows how we can clique.
but well, we just did, and it was a great thing.
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though some has not been meeting often,
i still miss you.
afterall, you were my best friend and you still are my friend.
Hello NAPS kiddos!
all of you are in primary 6 this year and will be taking your PSLE real soon.
i bet most of you have already forgotten me, but i wun forget you.
the 5 day camp was a big test to most of you, as well as us.
cant forget how we managed to bond during the last few days of the camp,
and damn it, i actually cried when i returned you kids to your parents.
it was really fun, and pleasant memory in my poly life.
you are all so adorable and lovely,
and i miss you all.
how i wish you kids will still remember me.
Dearest cousins...
words are needless here.
we're all blood related and i love you all too much.
what we need is more outings together,
that's like a damn cool thing.
Dear Genting....
HAA!
i really miss this place man.
the cool weather is the best thing about it.
been going there ever since i was 1 or 2 years old,
and that place holds so many memories.
i've been there with my parents,
i've been there with my cousins.
i've been there with NASCO people,
i've been there with LPS Lovelies.
at a different point in time,
i've been to the same place over and over again,
with different people.
there are always many wonderful memories about that place,
regardless of who i have been there with.
and looking at the darn weather in singapore now just makes me miss that place even more.
how i wish to get back there right now.
AND hellloooooo hangzhou!
i really missed the times there.
it is really the best time i ever had during my 3 years of tertiary education.
when i headed there i cried like mad,
cos i hated that place.
all i did almost everyday was to wish and wish i can get my ass back to singapore as soon as possible.
i didnt cried when i left,
but i felt the emotions filling me in.
after all, it was the place where i spent 4 months in.
i had feelings for that place, even though i hated the irresponsible "teacher" who is supposedly to take care of us.
i think we did a better job keeping a lookout for one another ourselves.
anyway, upon my return,
i finally found out what made seniors missed that place so much.
cos now, i'm like them too.
believe it or not,
i miss studying.
i really do.
the days where we spent sleepless nights together at different people's houses just to make sure we finish our assignment on time.
stressful yet fun.
shuangying has been really unproductive for the past few months.
she has not been putting in any effort to do anything.
she's a total failure cos after so many months, she has yet to find a job.
and she has totally wrecked her own future plans.
but yet she is not starting on making new plans for herself.
she has failed to see that if this goes on, the one suffering will be her.
starting from today,
i shall starting looking everywhere for a possible job opportunity.
continue waiting does not brings my chances of getting a job any higher.
i shall start making proper plans for my future,
schools wun come to me if i just rot at home everyday.
i need more determination and motivation.
i need to lead a more fulfilling life.
and i aim to get my driving license,
and a DLSR camera,
by the time i reach 21.
i hate life without a proper camera to use.
雙穎, 你要振作你要加油.
what we could have been, 5:25 AM.
Friday, July 03, 2009
i'm back here after a few weeks!
looks like i still cant kick my bad habit...
been sleeping early for the past few days,
all it takes it to not sleep for one night and i'm KO-ed at 10pm the very next day.
continued to (try to) sleep early,
due to all the early wake ups i have.
but apparently there's no need for me to wake up that early tml,
thus explaining the time that i'm blogging at.
LOL.
LOL.
anyway, i've been appearing as a busy girl,
going out having fun being a full-time slacker,
do everything except for looking for a job.
rather sick of searching online for jobs.
i know i'm darn picky about working,
and looking at the situation now i probably should get a job to let money roll in,
however, i still choose to rot at home,
rather than to settle for any job out there with no satisfaction gained.
weird mindset of mine i know.
but i couldnt care less.
nothing much going on around,
some of the stuff that are worth mentioning is prolly my cousins' outing on 23rd June.
and i'm loving it.
cousins gatherings has always been fun,
and this time a whole group of us (girls) decided to hit K-box.
and i was pretty amused when we were asked to show our student passes.
there was:-
1 university ez-link card.
1 poly ez-link card.
1 ITE ez link-card.
3 secondary school ez-link cards.
AND....
1 primary school ez-link card.
LOL.
and dun belittle the power of 7 girls.
we finished 7 side dishes within the timespan of 2 songs.
and upon knowing that ling-jie's nuts are refillable,
daryl tan couldnt control her hunger and demanded for the constant refill after every 3 mins or so.
the man eventually gave up and didnt give us our last bowl of nuts.
and oh, the scenario of the dances continues to make me smile to myself.
no picture, cos daryl tan never upload/send me.
jasleen's belated 21st was celebrated on 27th june.
love the dinner, gossips and molesting.
LOL.
LOL.
i bought a tiramisu cake and stupid me forgot that it needs to refigerate,
thus when we open up the cake box hours later,
we saw a melted cake.
it melted my heart instantly too.
ended up at xin wang cafe,
bought her a peanut toast as replacement for the cake.
and then the molesting starts.
i'm like totally innocent!
all i did was sit in front of her and snap paparazzi shots non-stop.
xP
as much as i enjoyed the gossiping,
the aftermath is definitely something not anyone will like.
even though i contributed to the gossiping too,
i'm feeling rather guilty about it as well.
but wells, what's done cant be undone.
all i can do now is hope that retribution doesnt gets back at me.
but den again, which human on earth does not gossip?
you tell me lah~
headed back to NP for Z Chen's campus concert today.
was really shocked to see full house attendance,
but also, i felt happy for the juniors.
afterall we all know how hard is it to organise a campus concert,
all the pre-planning, the on-scene action and post clearances.
every single event that PSP has done always brings back wonderful memories.
there were minor hiccups here and there,
but they are still new cant blame them,
and i believe they will all learn from their mistakes.
great job done juniors!
for it is a fact that it's the first full house after 4 freaking years!
PSP is the <3.
and i think i have not seen the LPS people for the longest time ever.
hope that there will be a movie date tomorrow night.
(:
and oh,
dearest CHS juniors are returning from China!
on this coming saturday at 850pm or so i think...
after 4 torturous months there,
they are finally back home!
will definitely brave through H1N1 and bring myself to airport and fetch all of you!
dun worry,
returning home = u still need to do attachment = more gruelling hell is waiting for you.
WAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA~
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what we could have been, 4:10 AM.
