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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

這份工作我真的不想再留了.

之前真的很期待在繼續做下去,
因為過了那麼久,
對所有的事情也習慣了.

我以為,
只是做回同樣的東西因該沒甚麼問題,
但其實,
和誰一同合作的影響可不小.

之前的合作夥伴把所有的事情安排得美美,
雖然有時進度太趕,
但是最後出來仍然有效果.

也許現在大家都是熟人,
很多瑣碎的事情都以為無所謂,
別太計較,
這反而影響了所有人的工作進度.

現在天天都沒有上班心情,
之前的推動力完全消失了.

我記得,
以前的我超愛出席活動.
不管是誰家的阿貓阿狗,
管你有名沒名的,
只要你來新加坡,
本小姐就會出席你的活動.

現在的我,
已經失去這份熱忱了.
出席任何活動都變成一種累贅.
包括我最喜歡的藝人在內.

當然,
這不是唯一的原因.
認識我的人,
因該也都知道其中的秘密.
而我也不否認,
那是構成我離開的其中一個主要原因.

也許是因為當初沒得好好休息,
沒有讓我已經疲憊的身軀好好地放個假享受一下,
所以現在...

累了
厭了
煩了
倦了

想不干了.

但家里又不諒解.

天下所有的事就只有我不諒解他們,
從來沒有一次是他們不諒解我.

他們只會覺得是我無理取鬧,
不體諒他們工作的辛苦.
又不見得他們覺得我工作有多累.

一部分的我真的有想過在繼續待下去,
因為擔心離開了就找不到工作了.
沒工作就等與沒收入,
這樣本小姐會死得很難看.

但也許是因為混得太久了,
覺得這份工作已經沒有甚麼地方值得我留戀,
沒有甚麼地方能再精進我的技能.

也就是說,
它已經沒有利用的價值了.

我需要轉換一個新的環境,
學習新的事物,
才能建立起一個更好的 portfolio.

明年是否能順利報讀大學,
一切就靠它了.

有時我真希望是自己一個人住.
能為所欲為,
不用擔心所做的一切會被人嘮叨.

雖然不是很擅長做家務,
但基本的整潔常識我還是有的.
我不是個骯髒鬼,
只是不夠整齊罷了.

在家時整天嘮裡嘮叨的,
讓我沒有一刻想呆在家裡.
到公司時還沒開始做任何事時,
心中就已經有股莫名的煩躁感.

我寧願在外頭無所事事也不願意去以上的兩個地方.

真是有夠他媽的悶.

what we could have been, 1:05 AM.

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SHUANG YING, a Gemini Girl at the official age of tweeeeeeeeeeenty PLUS one.

Born on 2nd June 1989, i'm extremely gifted, with a SHARP tongue.

I'm just a cute and nice girl who goes crazy and wild at ALL times.

Some say i'm a HYPERACTIVE kid, i BOUNCE around pretty much despite being asthmatic.

Stop complaining that i'm loud and noisy, it's my way of LIFE.

I can turn out to be pretty emotional at times. So watch your back, cos i BITE.

I started my 13 years of education in Loyang Primary School, grew up in Ngee Ann Secondary School and ended up in Chinese Studies at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

And somehow, i've studied in ZHEJIANG UNIVERSITY CITY COLLEGE in China dated 29th Feb 2008 to 6th July 2008.

Thanks to the WONDERFUL School Of Humanities, I'll be working for OurVoiceBox.sg from 11th August 2008 till probably August 2009 or something 30th April 2009.

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I just wanna get into the Media Industry, with hope of becoming a DJ. Or perhaps some production line stuff will do.

And starting from 2nd Nov 2009, I'm starting out as a Production Assistant at Mediacorp Chinese Drama Department.

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