Thursday, April 30, 2009
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sarah ong mei shan aka salah ong aka sala hong aka e mei shan aka EMS aka patrick aka the blur sotong aka entertainment of our clique aka the only uni student aka the one from 6.1 aka my cousin's tuition teacher aka the sibuay onz one aka the chao hee lang aka the spreader of sarah syndrome
and the list goes on.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY DARLING!!!!!
do continue to bring us lots of laughters in the future honey!
(:
as for now,
please go and study for your upcoming exams.
you still got 2 papers left.
and stop thinking about all the sales that's gonna be held at expo.
dun think i dunno huh!
HAPPY 20th!!!
tsk tsk, you old liao.
=X
-runs off-
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sarah ong mei shan aka salah ong aka sala hong aka e mei shan aka EMS aka patrick aka the blur sotong aka entertainment of our clique aka the only uni student aka the one from 6.1 aka my cousin's tuition teacher aka the sibuay onz one aka the chao hee lang aka the spreader of sarah syndrome and the list goes on.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY DARLING!!!!!
do continue to bring us lots of laughters in the future honey!
(:
as for now,
please go and study for your upcoming exams.
you still got 2 papers left.
and stop thinking about all the sales that's gonna be held at expo.
dun think i dunno huh!
HAPPY 20th!!!
tsk tsk, you old liao.
=X
-runs off-
what we could have been, 1:44 AM.
boredom reins.
-grins-
so i'm not as active as how people sees me...
final conclusion: Beware. I Bite.
k none related to my studies...
OH MAN!
if only i can turn it into real money den i'm rich!
oh!
i once did an online test on how much my IQ is...
and its 111!!!
consider above average ok~
k random.
call me lazy, whatever.
drama runs in the blood of CHS-ers.
HAHAAA.
k point noted.
and i tot i could be rated much more bitchier.
shi shy de loh!!!
=P
it suddenly dawned on me that i seem to have done this before.
but heck.
-grins-
You Want to Impress Strangers |
 You want strangers to think you're attractive. You want to be seen as gorgeous and sexy. You want everyone you meet to think you're brilliant. Being seen as intelligent is important for your self esteem. You are at your most playful when you are around family and friends. You are more serious around people you don't know well. You let strangers see parts of you right away, but you believe in keeping some things private. You allow almost anyone to get close to you. You welcome many people into your inner circle. |
You Are 35% Hyper |
 You aren't exactly hyper, but no one would accuse you of being lazy either. You have enough drive to get everything done - with energy to spare. You don't get overly worked up or rushed. You'll happily take your time. And you definitely enjoy your down time. You can only be hyper for so long. Unlike more hyper types, you don't have a ton of interests and friends. You prefer concentrating on what matters to spreading yourself too thin. |
so i'm not as active as how people sees me...
Your Birthday's Wisdom is Creation |
 You have learned that you're happiest in life when you're working with your hands. Whether you're cooking or writing, being creativity is what fools you. You don't like to be stagnant, and you are always thinking of new projects. You believe that a wasted day can lead to a wasted life. You make the most of the time you have. |
Your Independence Level: Medium |
 In some aspects of your life, you can be very self reliant. Making your own informed choices feels great. But you aren't as independent as you could be. When things get stressful, you sometimes run away from the hard decisions you need to make. |
You May Be a Bit Borderline... |
 Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute! |
final conclusion: Beware. I Bite.
Your Career Personality: Practical, Easy-Going, and Determined |
 Your Ideal Careers: Airplane pilot Civil engineer Fire fighter Forensic pathologist Graphic designer Marine biologist Police officer Professional athlete Race car driver Software engineer |
k none related to my studies...
Your Life Is Worth... |
 $863,500 |
OH MAN!
if only i can turn it into real money den i'm rich!
oh!
i once did an online test on how much my IQ is...
and its 111!!!
consider above average ok~
k random.
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 40% |
 It's not likely you'll become a multimillionaire, though it could happen. You sometimes try to save money and work hard - but you don't like to do it! |
call me lazy, whatever.
You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince) |
 You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments. You know how to steal the spotlight... And how to act out to get your way. People around you know that you're good for a laugh. But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone. Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention. |
drama runs in the blood of CHS-ers.
HAHAAA.
You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight |
 Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you're comfortable with. If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore. |
k point noted.
You Are An ENFP |
 The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused |
You Are 44% Abnormal |
 You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
You Are 59% Bitchy |
 Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out! Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it. |
and i tot i could be rated much more bitchier.
You Are Very Happy Being Single |
 You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content. You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is. And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake! |
You Are 36% Shy |
 You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace. In fact, no one but your closest friends has any idea that you're actually shy. You do your best to break out of your shell. You are confident and friendly. |
shi shy de loh!!!
=P
You Should Be With an Air Sign! |
 Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius Why? You crave excitement and playful banter Only an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toes As for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty, with tons of surprises Just be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well! |
You'll Have 3 True Loves |
 You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month. |
it suddenly dawned on me that i seem to have done this before.
but heck.
Your Personality at 35,000 Feet Is Thoughtful and Contemplative |
 Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You don't spend much time thinking about your place in the world. You are who you are - and people can just deal with that! Your gift is relating to other people. You don't hide from your own emotions, and you are good at drawing other people out. You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation. |
what we could have been, 12:52 AM.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
BEWARE.
SHUANGYING IS IN A VERY VERY VERY BAD MOOD TODAY.
SO GO AWAY.
DUN DISTURB ME.
OR ELSE I WILL BITE YOU.
-ROAR-
SHUANGYING IS IN A VERY VERY VERY BAD MOOD TODAY.
SO GO AWAY.
DUN DISTURB ME.
OR ELSE I WILL BITE YOU.
-ROAR-
what we could have been, 7:12 PM.
Monday, April 27, 2009
like mentioned previously,
i dowan to go work tml.
well i have to but i jus dun feel like.
which is what explains the reason why am i still up so late at night searching thru blogthings.com doing stupid quizzes.
hahahaaaa....
but yea, here are some of them...
and urs truly blame it to the dearest LPS Lovelies....
HAHAAA.
alright... o.O
shall see how true this is yea...
LOL.
ok i'm like forever 2 years ahead of my actual age...
whatever man~
saw this and i tot of adeline wahahahaaa!
though i personally feel that a siamese cat is UGLY.
and i was born too wahahahaaaa!!!!
that's something GREAT ok...
nonsense...
i was the First Born, Last Born, and Only Born.
i dowan to go work tml.
well i have to but i jus dun feel like.
which is what explains the reason why am i still up so late at night searching thru blogthings.com doing stupid quizzes.
hahahaaaa....
but yea, here are some of them...
Your Love is Based on Romance |
 You are a traditional romantic, and you can't help but be a sucker for romance. A few great dates won't make you fall in love with someone... but they can't hurt! You take love seriously, and you take it slow. You know you are destined for true love. You have an ideal of how love should be - and you won't stop looking until you find it. Why your love can last: You know what's important in building a relationship, and you don't take shortcuts in love. Why your love can fail: Your expectations are very high... so high that it's hard to meet them. |
You Are 42% Real |
 You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself. You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows. Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you. Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize! |
Your Gluttony Quotient: 44% |
 You definitely have your gluttonous moments. For you, eating is a true hobby. And while you do spend a lot on food, you can always make it back winning eating contests. |
and urs truly blame it to the dearest LPS Lovelies....
HAHAAA.
You'll Find a Boyfriend Within a Year |
 Either you're not ready for a relationship... Or you're not quite ready to leave the house You can't meet a guy from your couch So at least consider meeting one from your computer! |
alright... o.O
shall see how true this is yea...
LOL.
You Act Like You Are 22 Years Old |
 You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. |
ok i'm like forever 2 years ahead of my actual age...
whatever man~
You Are Somewhat Mature |
 You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later. |
You Are a Siamese Cat |
 You are a very communicative creature. You're eager to express yourself - and do so often. You are very dependent and love attention. You will complain if you are not getting enough affection. Even though you are very loving, you can seem aloof, unpredictable, and stubborn in relationships. A relationship with you takes a lot of patience. |
saw this and i tot of adeline wahahahaaa!
though i personally feel that a siamese cat is UGLY.
In 1989, A Movie Ticket Cost $3.97 |
 George H.W. Bush becomes president of the US The largest oil spill in US history occurs after the Exxon Valdez strikes Blight Reef in Alaska's Prince William sound In Liverpool, England a soccer stadium barrier collapses killing 94 people Hurricane Hugo causes 71 deaths and $4.2 billion in damage A massave earthquake hits the San Francisco Bay area minutes before the World Series between the Giants and A's The Berlin Wall comes down, symbolically ending the Cold War Serial killer Ted Bundy is executed in Florida's electric chair Ayatollah Khomeini places a three-million-US dollar bounty for the death of author Salman Rushdie Actress Zsa Zsa Gabor is arrested in Beverly Hills, California after slapping a motorcycle police officer Nintendo released its popular handheld video game player, Game Boy Oakland Athletics win the World Series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XXIII Calgary Flames win the Stanley Cup Batman is the top grossing film "Look Away" by Chicago spends the most time at the top of the US charts Talk show host, Geraldo Rivera's nose is broken during a taping of his show, when a fight erupts on the set between guests The Arsenio Hall Show and The Simpsons premiere Dragonball Z premieres on Japanese television |
and i was born too wahahahaaaa!!!!
that's something GREAT ok...
You Are 44% Addicted to the Internet |
 You're somewhat addicted to the internet - but who isn't? You can keep it under check, and you're by no means a hermit. |
You Are Totally Addicted to Gossip |
 You love gossip - even when it's about you. You're up on the latest news about your friends and celebrities. In fact, people know to turn to you when they need the scoop. You don't feel bad about dishing the dirt. If you don't want to be talked about - don't live it! |
You Are Likely a Third Born |
 At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable. At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things. When you love someone, you tend to like to please them. In friendship, you are loyal to one person. Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer. You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration. |
nonsense...
i was the First Born, Last Born, and Only Born.
what we could have been, 1:33 AM.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
yayness!!!
shuangying has a new blogskin!!!
and this was my aim for today~
wahahahaa...
i guess i will be getting pretty bored,
so i'm gonna look for more things to kill boredom.
watch out for what's coming next....
*winks*
and ok~
the "i-dowan-to-go-to-work-tomorrow" syndrome is back to haunt me again.
i'm jus starting to hate the place so SOOO much.
shuangying has a new blogskin!!!
and this was my aim for today~
wahahahaa...
i guess i will be getting pretty bored,
so i'm gonna look for more things to kill boredom.
watch out for what's coming next....
*winks*
and ok~
the "i-dowan-to-go-to-work-tomorrow" syndrome is back to haunt me again.
i'm jus starting to hate the place so SOOO much.
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
Friday, April 24, 2009
我知道,
在外面的社會,
也會面臨同樣的問題.
我知道,
在外面的社會,
沒有讓你選擇的餘地.
但是,
我不明白.
為甚麼別人一句''我不行'',
我就得扛下所有的一切?
為甚麼別人的私生活很重要,
我的就顯得微不足道?
為甚麼別人可以有選擇的權利,
我卻不可以?
八個月的時間看似很短,
可是我卻覺得度日如年.
八個月的時間
我聽多了
我看多了
我做多了
我懂多了
我悶多了
我忍多了
最後,
我累了.
我並非無情無義的人,
但要看對象.
我不是神,
沒有辦法寬宏大量包容一切.
我只是個普通的人,
我也有我自己自私的一面.
我覺得不需要對我無情無義的人太好.
我的生活過得要死要活的時候不見的有人伸出援手助我一臂之力.
現在當生活陷入困苦之時卻要求我挺身而出幫忙是不是有點荒謬?
我不會因為一句話改變我的主意.
若當初大家都有選擇的權利那為何我現在不能自己選擇?
有時候,
失望越大, 就會變成絕望.
我不會後悔做出這樣的決定.
相信, 裡開始對的抉擇.
這段期間, 我也不會回頭望一眼.
一眼也不會.
在外面的社會,
也會面臨同樣的問題.
我知道,
在外面的社會,
沒有讓你選擇的餘地.
但是,
我不明白.
為甚麼別人一句''我不行'',
我就得扛下所有的一切?
為甚麼別人的私生活很重要,
我的就顯得微不足道?
為甚麼別人可以有選擇的權利,
我卻不可以?
八個月的時間看似很短,
可是我卻覺得度日如年.
八個月的時間
我聽多了
我看多了
我做多了
我懂多了
我悶多了
我忍多了
最後,
我累了.
我並非無情無義的人,
但要看對象.
我不是神,
沒有辦法寬宏大量包容一切.
我只是個普通的人,
我也有我自己自私的一面.
我覺得不需要對我無情無義的人太好.
我的生活過得要死要活的時候不見的有人伸出援手助我一臂之力.
現在當生活陷入困苦之時卻要求我挺身而出幫忙是不是有點荒謬?
我不會因為一句話改變我的主意.
若當初大家都有選擇的權利那為何我現在不能自己選擇?
有時候,
失望越大, 就會變成絕望.
我不會後悔做出這樣的決定.
相信, 裡開始對的抉擇.
這段期間, 我也不會回頭望一眼.
一眼也不會.
what we could have been, 1:11 AM.
Friday, April 17, 2009
just when i thought i can have a peaceful weekend to myself,
this thing jus got to happen.
do i have a choice?
i'm at anybody, everybody's call.
i used to not mind,
but now sometimes i jus mind so much.
and i see no point in me slogging so hard.
FOR WHAT SIA.
i dun really have a plan of what to do after i leave,
but currently i think i will go for relieve teaching for a period of time.
BUT i wun step into this industry for sure.
while relieve teaching,
i shall go for some media-related courses to upgrade myself.
of course, to build up my portfolio.
but this is jus part of my plan,
haven really decide if i really wanna execute it.
anyway, went out with sok and ky today.
even though we finally meet up like after 2 years,
it was still pretty fun,
with all the zek ark-ing of the same topic we had for years.
hot topics are always hot,
regardless of time.
anyway personally,
i felt i didnt had a really smooth day.
and this just made me felt even more sick of work.
planned to have an exclusive interview with the very adorable kiddos from some star-searching competition in singapore.
unfortunately people just have to go against you.
here's how everything goes.
SY = me lahh DUHH obviously.
MC = in-charge of that show from yah, the company.
*ring ring*
SY: Hello **, i'm shuangying from the yellowish-orangey website arh...
MC: (still friendly) oh hi~
SY: erm sorry arh but i wan to ask u something...
MC: ahuhh...
SY: u know that day at the finals right, time was rather tight and we didnt really managed to do a proper interview with the contestants. so i was wondering if it is possible for you to arrange an interview for us? cos we wanna put them as our main focus for nxt week.
MC: (tone starting to change) ohh... u wan all 4 arh?
SY: yah.
MC: oh a bit hard leii... cos arh, now its over liao they dun really need much publicity. besides hoh they need to catch up on their studies as they missed out a lot over the 4 months and we dun wish to disturb them. -here comes the best part- and hoh that day we invite u all down to the finals is to let u all do the interview. if u all didnt managed to interview den there is nothing we can do also.
SY: but that day we didnt manage to get ** & ** cos they didnt come out to the backstage.
MC: but yah there's nothing we can do now loh. so if you wan to interview maybe you send email lah den we help u all do the interview.
SY: (controls my temper and talk in a PR-ish manner with a fake smile plastered to my face over the phone even though MC wun be able to see it) ohh... ok... den i discuss with my team already den i get back to you. thanks so much.
MC: ok sure~
SY: *SLAM THE DAMN PHONE* )!#$^&*()>?$*@_=^@*(
SERIOUSLY LOH.
LIKE WTH.
to be honest i alr approach one kiddo on my own and kiddo was agreeable to it ok!
i was really really pissed and disappointed and i called kiddo...
*RING RING*
kiddo: -pause-
SY: (testing tone) hello?
kiddo: (wary tone) hello?
SY: ehh hello **, shuangying here arh...
kiddo: (heave out heavily) *phew* oh hi~
(cos i uses office number, private number arh, so kiddo scared)
(damn, i should have tricked kiddo with kiddo's usual prank)
SY: erm i asked about the contract thing, and your contract is for one year.
kiddo: oh ok.
SY: and erm MC says u all missed out alot of school work and need to catch up badly, so she kinda dun allow the interview to go on.
kiddo: huhh den how?
SY: erm we have to give up on the interview loh.
kiddo: erm when u all wan the interview to be done huh?
SY: initally is sometime this or nxt week, but since MC dun allow, den we have to forgo the interview loh.
kiddo: erm den how? *persistent* phone interview can?
SY: errr i dun think so lah. nvm lah its ok...
kiddo: den cannot do anything arh?
SY: erm dun think so, think we are not allow to interview at all.
kiddo: oh ok... sorry arh...
SY: not its ok thanks for your help.
kiddo: its ok... thanks. bye.
SY: bye.
kiddo was really nice...
i'm very touched.
kiddo really wants to help,
but i dowan bring anyone any trouble,
so we jus have to sacrifice the interview.
and kiddo kept apologizing to me,
even though its REALLY NOT kiddo's fault.
)):
anyway, some good news for the day perhaps.
i'm getting this dunno wad award for IBP...
and i will be getting 80 bucks as well...
i guess some people are just gonna be unhappy about it,
make some comment about it and make sure i wun be able to see it.
but i still gotta say i didnt expect this to come by...
until weiting suddenly said congrats to me in the office...
like ok whatever be unhappy about it whoever out there...
however, i daresay even though i may not have done alot,
but at least i did my part well.
just for that,
my conscious is clear.
however overall,
its still an emo day for me.
this thing jus got to happen.
do i have a choice?
i'm at anybody, everybody's call.
i used to not mind,
but now sometimes i jus mind so much.
and i see no point in me slogging so hard.
FOR WHAT SIA.
i dun really have a plan of what to do after i leave,
but currently i think i will go for relieve teaching for a period of time.
BUT i wun step into this industry for sure.
while relieve teaching,
i shall go for some media-related courses to upgrade myself.
of course, to build up my portfolio.
but this is jus part of my plan,
haven really decide if i really wanna execute it.
anyway, went out with sok and ky today.
even though we finally meet up like after 2 years,
it was still pretty fun,
with all the zek ark-ing of the same topic we had for years.
hot topics are always hot,
regardless of time.
anyway personally,
i felt i didnt had a really smooth day.
and this just made me felt even more sick of work.
planned to have an exclusive interview with the very adorable kiddos from some star-searching competition in singapore.
unfortunately people just have to go against you.
here's how everything goes.
SY = me lahh DUHH obviously.
MC = in-charge of that show from yah, the company.
*ring ring*
SY: Hello **, i'm shuangying from the yellowish-orangey website arh...
MC: (still friendly) oh hi~
SY: erm sorry arh but i wan to ask u something...
MC: ahuhh...
SY: u know that day at the finals right, time was rather tight and we didnt really managed to do a proper interview with the contestants. so i was wondering if it is possible for you to arrange an interview for us? cos we wanna put them as our main focus for nxt week.
MC: (tone starting to change) ohh... u wan all 4 arh?
SY: yah.
MC: oh a bit hard leii... cos arh, now its over liao they dun really need much publicity. besides hoh they need to catch up on their studies as they missed out a lot over the 4 months and we dun wish to disturb them. -here comes the best part- and hoh that day we invite u all down to the finals is to let u all do the interview. if u all didnt managed to interview den there is nothing we can do also.
SY: but that day we didnt manage to get ** & ** cos they didnt come out to the backstage.
MC: but yah there's nothing we can do now loh. so if you wan to interview maybe you send email lah den we help u all do the interview.
SY: (controls my temper and talk in a PR-ish manner with a fake smile plastered to my face over the phone even though MC wun be able to see it) ohh... ok... den i discuss with my team already den i get back to you. thanks so much.
MC: ok sure~
SY: *SLAM THE DAMN PHONE* )!#$^&*()>?$*@_=^@*(
SERIOUSLY LOH.
LIKE WTH.
to be honest i alr approach one kiddo on my own and kiddo was agreeable to it ok!
i was really really pissed and disappointed and i called kiddo...
*RING RING*
kiddo: -pause-
SY: (testing tone) hello?
kiddo: (wary tone) hello?
SY: ehh hello **, shuangying here arh...
kiddo: (heave out heavily) *phew* oh hi~
(cos i uses office number, private number arh, so kiddo scared)
(damn, i should have tricked kiddo with kiddo's usual prank)
SY: erm i asked about the contract thing, and your contract is for one year.
kiddo: oh ok.
SY: and erm MC says u all missed out alot of school work and need to catch up badly, so she kinda dun allow the interview to go on.
kiddo: huhh den how?
SY: erm we have to give up on the interview loh.
kiddo: erm when u all wan the interview to be done huh?
SY: initally is sometime this or nxt week, but since MC dun allow, den we have to forgo the interview loh.
kiddo: erm den how? *persistent* phone interview can?
SY: errr i dun think so lah. nvm lah its ok...
kiddo: den cannot do anything arh?
SY: erm dun think so, think we are not allow to interview at all.
kiddo: oh ok... sorry arh...
SY: not its ok thanks for your help.
kiddo: its ok... thanks. bye.
SY: bye.
kiddo was really nice...
i'm very touched.
kiddo really wants to help,
but i dowan bring anyone any trouble,
so we jus have to sacrifice the interview.
and kiddo kept apologizing to me,
even though its REALLY NOT kiddo's fault.
)):
anyway, some good news for the day perhaps.
i'm getting this dunno wad award for IBP...and i will be getting 80 bucks as well...
i guess some people are just gonna be unhappy about it,
make some comment about it and make sure i wun be able to see it.
but i still gotta say i didnt expect this to come by...
until weiting suddenly said congrats to me in the office...
like ok whatever be unhappy about it whoever out there...
however, i daresay even though i may not have done alot,
but at least i did my part well.
just for that,
my conscious is clear.
however overall,
its still an emo day for me.
what we could have been, 11:22 PM.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
這份工作我真的不想再留了.
之前真的很期待在繼續做下去,
因為過了那麼久,
對所有的事情也習慣了.
我以為,
只是做回同樣的東西因該沒甚麼問題,
但其實,
和誰一同合作的影響可不小.
之前的合作夥伴把所有的事情安排得美美,
雖然有時進度太趕,
但是最後出來仍然有效果.
也許現在大家都是熟人,
很多瑣碎的事情都以為無所謂,
別太計較,
這反而影響了所有人的工作進度.
現在天天都沒有上班心情,
之前的推動力完全消失了.
我記得,
以前的我超愛出席活動.
不管是誰家的阿貓阿狗,
管你有名沒名的,
只要你來新加坡,
本小姐就會出席你的活動.
現在的我,
已經失去這份熱忱了.
出席任何活動都變成一種累贅.
包括我最喜歡的藝人在內.
當然,
這不是唯一的原因.
認識我的人,
因該也都知道其中的秘密.
而我也不否認,
那是構成我離開的其中一個主要原因.
也許是因為當初沒得好好休息,
沒有讓我已經疲憊的身軀好好地放個假享受一下,
所以現在...
累了
厭了
煩了
倦了
想不干了.
但家里又不諒解.
天下所有的事就只有我不諒解他們,
從來沒有一次是他們不諒解我.
他們只會覺得是我無理取鬧,
不體諒他們工作的辛苦.
又不見得他們覺得我工作有多累.
一部分的我真的有想過在繼續待下去,
因為擔心離開了就找不到工作了.
沒工作就等與沒收入,
這樣本小姐會死得很難看.
但也許是因為混得太久了,
覺得這份工作已經沒有甚麼地方值得我留戀,
沒有甚麼地方能再精進我的技能.
也就是說,
它已經沒有利用的價值了.
我需要轉換一個新的環境,
學習新的事物,
才能建立起一個更好的 portfolio.
明年是否能順利報讀大學,
一切就靠它了.
有時我真希望是自己一個人住.
能為所欲為,
不用擔心所做的一切會被人嘮叨.
雖然不是很擅長做家務,
但基本的整潔常識我還是有的.
我不是個骯髒鬼,
只是不夠整齊罷了.
在家時整天嘮裡嘮叨的,
讓我沒有一刻想呆在家裡.
到公司時還沒開始做任何事時,
心中就已經有股莫名的煩躁感.
我寧願在外頭無所事事也不願意去以上的兩個地方.
真是有夠他媽的悶.
之前真的很期待在繼續做下去,
因為過了那麼久,
對所有的事情也習慣了.
我以為,
只是做回同樣的東西因該沒甚麼問題,
但其實,
和誰一同合作的影響可不小.
之前的合作夥伴把所有的事情安排得美美,
雖然有時進度太趕,
但是最後出來仍然有效果.
也許現在大家都是熟人,
很多瑣碎的事情都以為無所謂,
別太計較,
這反而影響了所有人的工作進度.
現在天天都沒有上班心情,
之前的推動力完全消失了.
我記得,
以前的我超愛出席活動.
不管是誰家的阿貓阿狗,
管你有名沒名的,
只要你來新加坡,
本小姐就會出席你的活動.
現在的我,
已經失去這份熱忱了.
出席任何活動都變成一種累贅.
包括我最喜歡的藝人在內.
當然,
這不是唯一的原因.
認識我的人,
因該也都知道其中的秘密.
而我也不否認,
那是構成我離開的其中一個主要原因.
也許是因為當初沒得好好休息,
沒有讓我已經疲憊的身軀好好地放個假享受一下,
所以現在...
累了
厭了
煩了
倦了
想不干了.
但家里又不諒解.
天下所有的事就只有我不諒解他們,
從來沒有一次是他們不諒解我.
他們只會覺得是我無理取鬧,
不體諒他們工作的辛苦.
又不見得他們覺得我工作有多累.
一部分的我真的有想過在繼續待下去,
因為擔心離開了就找不到工作了.
沒工作就等與沒收入,
這樣本小姐會死得很難看.
但也許是因為混得太久了,
覺得這份工作已經沒有甚麼地方值得我留戀,
沒有甚麼地方能再精進我的技能.
也就是說,
它已經沒有利用的價值了.
我需要轉換一個新的環境,
學習新的事物,
才能建立起一個更好的 portfolio.
明年是否能順利報讀大學,
一切就靠它了.
有時我真希望是自己一個人住.
能為所欲為,
不用擔心所做的一切會被人嘮叨.
雖然不是很擅長做家務,
但基本的整潔常識我還是有的.
我不是個骯髒鬼,
只是不夠整齊罷了.
在家時整天嘮裡嘮叨的,
讓我沒有一刻想呆在家裡.
到公司時還沒開始做任何事時,
心中就已經有股莫名的煩躁感.
我寧願在外頭無所事事也不願意去以上的兩個地方.
真是有夠他媽的悶.
what we could have been, 1:05 AM.
Monday, April 13, 2009
woooo!!!
just returned home from campus superstar 2009 live.
am so tired now...
it was a freaking 4.5 hours can!!
anyway was at the backstage busy working,
so i didnt really managed to catch the show.
i've gotta wait for the repeat again.
haish.
but nonetheless,
YAY!
i'm happy!
cos DIDI won ok!!!
NAS famous liao HAHAHA.
and i'm like so smart can...
i guess correctly the very first time i met him,
right at the first round of auditions loh...
already told him he's gonna be of great success!
HAHAHAAA.
and i'm right...
call me biased i dun care...
HAHA!
me with my very messy hair back den.
and look at didi.
compare with the him now...
he look so different as well!
the only thing is probably he got cuter LOL.
really buay tahan when he open his eyes big big and give u that innocent look.
tsk.
and i questioned him did he remember me!
and he said yes!!!
well i guess he wun say no either,
i've probably terrorized him too much back den ba.
leaving him with a bad memory even before he entered the entertainment line.
HAHAHAA.
ok gotta either get to bed or get cracking with work already.
*zao*
just returned home from campus superstar 2009 live.
am so tired now...
it was a freaking 4.5 hours can!!
anyway was at the backstage busy working,
so i didnt really managed to catch the show.
i've gotta wait for the repeat again.
haish.
but nonetheless,
YAY!
i'm happy!
cos DIDI won ok!!!
NAS famous liao HAHAHA.
and i'm like so smart can...
i guess correctly the very first time i met him,
right at the first round of auditions loh...
already told him he's gonna be of great success!
HAHAHAAA.
and i'm right...
call me biased i dun care...
HAHA!me with my very messy hair back den.
and look at didi.
compare with the him now...
he look so different as well!
the only thing is probably he got cuter LOL.
really buay tahan when he open his eyes big big and give u that innocent look.
tsk.
and i questioned him did he remember me!
and he said yes!!!
well i guess he wun say no either,
i've probably terrorized him too much back den ba.
leaving him with a bad memory even before he entered the entertainment line.
HAHAHAA.
ok gotta either get to bed or get cracking with work already.
*zao*
what we could have been, 1:07 AM.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
even though its a long weekend,
i still had lots of things to do.
but of course,
i still managed to get lots of sleep.
HAHAHA.
anyway, went tomb sweeping on good friday.
its probably the only time where the whole family is free,
other than chinese new year of course.
each year,
we've got 4 pit-stops for tomb sweeping.
HAHA.
took some random photos along the way.
dun play play ok!
i've got a HERO for cousin.
bai-bai-ing at our 2nd pit-stop.
try making me mad and i'll throw u into the fire.
WAHAHA.
apparently the hot weather + generator is so hot that they have to spray water consistently in order to keep the machine cool.
cute but naughty.
machiam taking passport photo liddat.
HAHA.
my mama cheated the little boy go see fishes.
LOL.
and she's so nice to tell my nephew to look at a dead fish.
=.=
i think the dead fish grossed him out.
the live and kicking ones.
but still, kids always pwned adults.
my nephew claimed that he wan to climb over the railing and go in to see the fishes.
and he really put his foot onto the green railing.
wad he get: scoldings from my mother.
LOL.
headed out to the nxt pit-stop: Mandai.
(not zoo)
i think everyone's favourite pit-stop has to be here.
cos its the time where we gets to picnic!
HAHAAA.
anticipating for the picnic session to start.
my oldest of the youngest cousins!
sounds confusing but yah... its true.
smiles!
last stop: choa chu kang.
one tomb sweeping and we need 6 cars at least!!!
cos this time round not everyone was present hahahaa...
test ur eyesight and see if u can spot 6 cars.
and all 6 cars were seated to the max.
so we got at least 35 pple for tomb sweeping.
kena child-locked inside. HAHA.
xD
case of kidnap.
it goes to prove that human can fit into the carboot.
SARAH!!
we'll reserve kelvin's carboot for you!!
you can fit inside for sure de man!
yixian: aiyah my butt is stuck.
cherise: o.O
poor bernice...
dun cry ok...
even though u kena child-lock...
come sayang sayang...
somehow i think i got the wrong idea.
she looks happy being child-locked.
adults at the tomb asking for 4D numbers.
standard routine every year.
camwhore!!!
since i also kena child-locked.
i sit inside the car den i know what the hell is child-locked.
-.-
cherise and me!
after CCK head back to bedok reservoir and i went back home.
its a tiring 6 hours of tomb sweeping man.
showered again and waited for chauffeur to fetch.
headed out to siglap for super late dinner!!!
went to pasta fresca, food was nice, ambience was nice too.
after dinner went on to coffee club for dessert.
honestly the people there had great service...
its been a long time since i met such polite people...
and of course its eating time!
mudpie!!
we had a total of 2 mudpie actually,
one shared by me, ade and kelvin (and sarah stole some),
the other shared by gary and mx,
apparently gary was the one eating.
after dessert went back to ehub for movie!
and we saw this at the carpark!
damn cool lah!
VIP drive-thru for mac wor!
not easy to get this!
finally caught shinjuku incident and it was really great!
perhaps except for some parts hahahaa...
overall it was good, not like the usual jackie chan production...
something new i would say.
yesterday, went for EZCO concert with weichang and bianxun,
all thanks to yiliang.
but aiyah ok lah 4 bucks only so nvm loh go and support.
yellow bananas on stage!
we were talking about our own good old days during CO,
and it brought back so much memories.
its probably the period of time where i learnt the most stuff.
remember the various concerts, SYF, rehearsals and genting trips?
and how we were forced to all the CO Concerts,
but even after the concert the supper times were also damn fun.
there probably wasnt any time where nothing is fun.
CO = FUN.
dunman high putting up a great performance as well.
without any conductor.
like woah.
and no doubt man,
their standard has always been like that throughout the years.
we left after dunman high performed,
even though there are still guzheng performances at the back.
went down to parkway to have dinner,
and i guess the two guys are satisfied now ehh...
dig out my past history let u two very happy hoh...
HAHAA.
headed back home and tada.
now i gotta go shower...
gotta prepare for Campus Superstar finals tonight.
DAMN.
have to travel so far to mediacorp again.
*arrggghhh*
i still had lots of things to do.
but of course,
i still managed to get lots of sleep.
HAHAHA.
anyway, went tomb sweeping on good friday.
its probably the only time where the whole family is free,
other than chinese new year of course.
each year,
we've got 4 pit-stops for tomb sweeping.
HAHA.
took some random photos along the way.
dun play play ok!i've got a HERO for cousin.
bai-bai-ing at our 2nd pit-stop.
try making me mad and i'll throw u into the fire.WAHAHA.
apparently the hot weather + generator is so hot that they have to spray water consistently in order to keep the machine cool.
cute but naughty.
machiam taking passport photo liddat.HAHA.
my mama cheated the little boy go see fishes.LOL.
and she's so nice to tell my nephew to look at a dead fish.=.=
i think the dead fish grossed him out.
the live and kicking ones.
but still, kids always pwned adults.my nephew claimed that he wan to climb over the railing and go in to see the fishes.
and he really put his foot onto the green railing.
wad he get: scoldings from my mother.
LOL.
headed out to the nxt pit-stop: Mandai.
(not zoo)
i think everyone's favourite pit-stop has to be here.
cos its the time where we gets to picnic!
HAHAAA.
anticipating for the picnic session to start.
my oldest of the youngest cousins!sounds confusing but yah... its true.
smiles!last stop: choa chu kang.
one tomb sweeping and we need 6 cars at least!!!cos this time round not everyone was present hahahaa...
test ur eyesight and see if u can spot 6 cars.and all 6 cars were seated to the max.
so we got at least 35 pple for tomb sweeping.
kena child-locked inside. HAHA.
xD
case of kidnap.
it goes to prove that human can fit into the carboot.SARAH!!
we'll reserve kelvin's carboot for you!!
you can fit inside for sure de man!
yixian: aiyah my butt is stuck.cherise: o.O
poor bernice...dun cry ok...
even though u kena child-lock...
come sayang sayang...
somehow i think i got the wrong idea.she looks happy being child-locked.
adults at the tomb asking for 4D numbers.standard routine every year.
camwhore!!!
since i also kena child-locked.i sit inside the car den i know what the hell is child-locked.
-.-
cherise and me!after CCK head back to bedok reservoir and i went back home.
its a tiring 6 hours of tomb sweeping man.
showered again and waited for chauffeur to fetch.
headed out to siglap for super late dinner!!!
went to pasta fresca, food was nice, ambience was nice too.
after dinner went on to coffee club for dessert.
honestly the people there had great service...
its been a long time since i met such polite people...
and of course its eating time!
mudpie!!we had a total of 2 mudpie actually,
one shared by me, ade and kelvin (and sarah stole some),
the other shared by gary and mx,
apparently gary was the one eating.
after dessert went back to ehub for movie!
and we saw this at the carpark!
damn cool lah!
VIP drive-thru for mac wor!not easy to get this!
finally caught shinjuku incident and it was really great!
perhaps except for some parts hahahaa...
overall it was good, not like the usual jackie chan production...
something new i would say.
yesterday, went for EZCO concert with weichang and bianxun,
all thanks to yiliang.
but aiyah ok lah 4 bucks only so nvm loh go and support.
yellow bananas on stage!we were talking about our own good old days during CO,
and it brought back so much memories.
its probably the period of time where i learnt the most stuff.
remember the various concerts, SYF, rehearsals and genting trips?and how we were forced to all the CO Concerts,
but even after the concert the supper times were also damn fun.
there probably wasnt any time where nothing is fun.
CO = FUN.
dunman high putting up a great performance as well.without any conductor.
like woah.
and no doubt man,
their standard has always been like that throughout the years.
we left after dunman high performed,
even though there are still guzheng performances at the back.
went down to parkway to have dinner,
and i guess the two guys are satisfied now ehh...
dig out my past history let u two very happy hoh...
HAHAA.
headed back home and tada.
now i gotta go shower...
gotta prepare for Campus Superstar finals tonight.
DAMN.
have to travel so far to mediacorp again.
*arrggghhh*
what we could have been, 2:55 PM.
