why izzit that i have to bear down all responsibilities,
whenever something goes wrong?
if this cant be done, its your fault.
if that cant be done, its your fault.
but if things are done, oh well i'm sorry,
the credits are never yours.
not even a word of thanks can be heard from anywhere.
OH HOW NICE.
-put a smiley front and stab u from the back-
and i agree that i didnt reli contribute much to this whole damn thing,
but that doesn’t mean that i didnt do anything ok.
i still did things, my parts, and some parts which are not part of my job,
cos i noe how little things i have done,
and thus i took down some of the extra things,
cos its so insignificant and I feel that none of these inisignificant shit are supposed to bother anyone of you out there.
but i think i’m jus plain stupid lah.
everyone in this world knows how to protect themselves,
jus becos they wan this, they wan that,
they think of ways to cover up nicely,
and make it look like: i really wanna do it but i cant.
den stupidly this little idiot here will jus take everything in herself.
even the bloody newcomers oso noe how to siam thru all these nonsensical shit,
how come you so stupid wan to be the wall and block everything down?
when others took leave on their own accord,
got event, you have to take it.
den what happens when u get MC?
u dowan to do so izzit, i'm sorry.
CANNOT.
by hook or by crook,
you are gonna do it.
some people in this world jus doesnt noe how to care about others.
all they think of is themselves.
they put up such a nice front, and starts on the evil plan at the back of their hands.
she studied psychology real well i can tell,
cos reverse psychology is what she uses real well.
right at the start, they tell you what is allowed and what is not.
but as time goes by, they start committing all the 'do-not's.
cant you jus spare a tot for others?
you are not thing only living thing on earth.
you are not the biggest thing on earth.
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO COMMAND ANYONE AROUND LIKE THAT.
stop being a stuck-up bitch u snob.
what we could have been, 3:06 PM.