學弟學妹們飛了.

那不是一場感傷的離別場面.
他們真的比我們堅強多了.
或許是我而已吧, 天生的愛哭鬼.
眼淚像水龍頭似的永遠都流不完.
每次有人飛離新加坡一定哭個天昏地暗.
無論是我飛,或不是都好.
哭慘了我.

可是昨天我只掉幾滴眼淚!
情況已經改善很多了ok!

希望他們在杭州一切都安好.
相信一切一定會安好.
我都平安度過那段時期了,
他們一定不是問題.

他們走了,
少了一群人聽我埋怨.

近期心情煩躁,東西極多,
所有的事情排山倒海而來.

幾乎每天都在流淚.

或許是離開前所有的事情都半天吊,
回來是東西仍然半天吊,
但又不象之前那樣的狀況,
所以毫無頭緒該從何接起.

之前的事情只處理一半,
但又有更多東西往身上砸下.

自開工以來,天天睡眠不足,
所剩無幾的私人時間一一都得騰出來犧牲.

一句: 你是 temp staff
所有東西就有你的份.

這麼辛苦這麼累這麼委屈這麼不滿
究竟是為了甚麼?

就連之前所喜歡的東西現在已經成為一種包袱,
我現在真的找不到再繼續撐下去的理由.

唯一阻止我離開的原因: 人情.

不想把事情做得太絕,
所以暫且猶豫.

狠下心的話, 我隨時能拋下一切一走了之.

不願意這麼做,
因為我還有良心, 我還有人情味.

了解到之前 blog entry 讓很多人為我擔心.

當時決定將字體縮小是因為只是想找個地方發發牢騷,
不想把甚麼事情吹大.
所以才放那麼小.

無論如何我問心無愧.
若某人要自己對號入座我也無能為力.

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SHUANG YING, a Gemini Girl at the official age of tweeeeeeeeeeenty PLUS one.

Born on 2nd June 1989, i'm extremely gifted, with a SHARP tongue.

I'm just a cute and nice girl who goes crazy and wild at ALL times.

Some say i'm a HYPERACTIVE kid, i BOUNCE around pretty much despite being asthmatic.

Stop complaining that i'm loud and noisy, it's my way of LIFE.

I can turn out to be pretty emotional at times. So watch your back, cos i BITE.

I started my 13 years of education in Loyang Primary School, grew up in Ngee Ann Secondary School and ended up in Chinese Studies at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

And somehow, i've studied in ZHEJIANG UNIVERSITY CITY COLLEGE in China dated 29th Feb 2008 to 6th July 2008.

Thanks to the WONDERFUL School Of Humanities, I'll be working for OurVoiceBox.sg from 11th August 2008 till probably August 2009 or something 30th April 2009.

The ONLY THING that i'm ever thankful for it is i turned out to be a better camera-woman. And i saw lots and lots and lots of stars. CLOSE-UP.

I just wanna get into the Media Industry, with hope of becoming a DJ. Or perhaps some production line stuff will do.

And starting from 2nd Nov 2009, I'm starting out as a Production Assistant at Mediacorp Chinese Drama Department.

Actually i'm very easily contented. Usually.

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Get into NTU
iPod
eat alot and not grow fat
shed more weight
GPA of at least 3.0
GPA of at least 3.2
GPA of at least 3.5! hopefully 4
Cumulative GPA of 3!
my driving license
new thumbdrive
external harddisk
web camera
my Prince Charming
more money
Genting trip with usual suspects!
Owns a DSLR
another overseas trip with LPS gang
Have a better working environment
Get a dream job

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