Sunday, December 21, 2008
you know, i've had enough already.
you always fail to see the real reason behind,
and den at the end of the day,
u think that everyone is ostracizing you.
i've tried to explain the situation to you in the best way,
but you never ever listen.
you jus think that the problem lies in the other party.
i've never denied the fact that you are a good friend,
but that is my perception.
when the seed of hatred was buried in the ground months ago,
the two of you chose to leave it there and let it grow.
i cannot forget the number of times i told you both,
take a spade and dig out that seed,
but none of you took the first step.
and as for you.
yes, i understand your point, i understand your mindset.
that's bcos u told me, which is why i understand.
since u nvr ever wanted to tell her how you feel,
how the hell in the world do you expect her to understand you?
she's simple minded, its not like as if you dunno.
if you never say, she will never know.
you choose to leave the seed and watered it.
neither of you spared a though for each other.
you knew she dun like you to snap her pics,
yet you always like to do that to her.
and you, how do you think she will feel,
when she receive random accusations smses?
i never ever wanted this friendship to fall apart,
but a friendship is impossible to maintain with only one person's hard work,
especially when this is a friendship among 3 people.
jus bcos i know everything,
it doesnt mean that i can solve the problem between you two,
and salvage this friendship.
ultimately, to break off now or to continue,
the decision lies in the two of you.
u know why i did not tell u anything?
cos of what u say.
u told me u dun like him,
which is why i never say anything right from the start.
and ur smses always comes in at the very wrong time.
u always like to pick the times when i'm the most busy,
so dun blame me for not replying.
i have my own stuff to get busy with also ok.
you always fail to see the real reason behind,
and den at the end of the day,
u think that everyone is ostracizing you.
i've tried to explain the situation to you in the best way,
but you never ever listen.
you jus think that the problem lies in the other party.
i've never denied the fact that you are a good friend,
but that is my perception.
when the seed of hatred was buried in the ground months ago,
the two of you chose to leave it there and let it grow.
i cannot forget the number of times i told you both,
take a spade and dig out that seed,
but none of you took the first step.
and as for you.
yes, i understand your point, i understand your mindset.
that's bcos u told me, which is why i understand.
since u nvr ever wanted to tell her how you feel,
how the hell in the world do you expect her to understand you?
she's simple minded, its not like as if you dunno.
if you never say, she will never know.
you choose to leave the seed and watered it.
neither of you spared a though for each other.
you knew she dun like you to snap her pics,
yet you always like to do that to her.
and you, how do you think she will feel,
when she receive random accusations smses?
i never ever wanted this friendship to fall apart,
but a friendship is impossible to maintain with only one person's hard work,
especially when this is a friendship among 3 people.
jus bcos i know everything,
it doesnt mean that i can solve the problem between you two,
and salvage this friendship.
ultimately, to break off now or to continue,
the decision lies in the two of you.
u know why i did not tell u anything?
cos of what u say.
u told me u dun like him,
which is why i never say anything right from the start.
and ur smses always comes in at the very wrong time.
u always like to pick the times when i'm the most busy,
so dun blame me for not replying.
i have my own stuff to get busy with also ok.
U guys wanna know the reason why I refused to go to chalet?
Yes, partly because I was busy.
But the main reason is because I dowan to see any of you.
Yes, I know this sounds very hurting but the pressure you guys have given me over these few days with regards to this friendship is just simply too much to take it.
I guess all of us needs time to cool off, and everything clashes at the very wrong time.
I really hope that the three of us can sit down ALONE one day and have a good talk about this.
But this is pretty impossible, so I’m not hoping for anything else either.
what we could have been, 3:04 PM.
Friday, December 12, 2008
its been rather busy these few days...
be it attachment stuff or personal life.
and yes, after 4 freaking months, my interim report is due.
ONLY AFTER 4 MONTHS.
like woahh thanks man.
i guess i should be pretty relieved that my part aint really very heavy,
i jus pity the other team mates...
their parts are rather important, but yet its pretty personal.
a lil' hard for me to help them even as much as i want to.
thank you for the daisies,
although i believe that both of us won't be able to forget that scene on the bus.
HAHAHA.
guess its the biggest joke ever for 19 years in your life.
=P
i guess i'm just happy that you're giving me time,
for now, i guess i have too many things on hand.
thus i dowan anything else to distract me.
hopefully as time goes by,
i can give you the answer that you want.
thanks for everything that you've done.
(:
be it attachment stuff or personal life.
and yes, after 4 freaking months, my interim report is due.
ONLY AFTER 4 MONTHS.
like woahh thanks man.
i guess i should be pretty relieved that my part aint really very heavy,
i jus pity the other team mates...
their parts are rather important, but yet its pretty personal.
a lil' hard for me to help them even as much as i want to.
thank you for the daisies,although i believe that both of us won't be able to forget that scene on the bus.
HAHAHA.
guess its the biggest joke ever for 19 years in your life.
=P
i guess i'm just happy that you're giving me time,
for now, i guess i have too many things on hand.
thus i dowan anything else to distract me.
hopefully as time goes by,
i can give you the answer that you want.
thanks for everything that you've done.
(:
what we could have been, 12:30 AM.
