Wednesday, May 28, 2008

busy busy busy...
life in china is hectic, chaotic, critic.
got like 2 heavy assignments coming up!!!

one xiaoshuo to be completed by 30th May...
and another TOUGH philosophy assignment to be completed by 2nd June.

YES 2nd June....
of all days...
-groan-

but den!!!!
our lecturers here are very nice!!!
they postpone the dates for us!!!!

so my xiaoshuo have to hand in on 2nd June!!!
and philosophy has to be in on 5th June!!!

and yes!!!!
of ALL days!!!!
2nd and 5th june!!!!

My birthday and Pris de bdae...
haiz...

but be glad that they extended it lah...
at least better than nothing...

and ok people!!!
here is something everyone is waiting for!!!!!

CHINA EXAM TIMETABLE!!!!!!
=D

22nd June 2008: 阅读与写作考试
24th June 2008: 古代文学考试
26th June 2008: 新闻采访与写作考试
28th June 2008: 中国通史考试
30th June 2008: 中国哲学精萃考试

ALL exams take place at 8.30AM and will finish at 1030AM.

and wooo~~
after that its 7 more days and i'm back to singapore!!!!

and boy!!!!
i super duper long nvr take SOOOO many exam papers at one go le lah!!!!
dunno can handle it anot...

heard that there's gonna be 3 open book papers...
hope it'll be helpful!!!
((:

com'on everyone!!!!
let's jiayou for the remaining 39 days!!!!
(((((((:

what we could have been, 6:35 PM.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

或許, 我應該開心.
因為, 我就快回新加坡了.

或許, 我應該開心.
因為, 我的生日就快到了.

或許, 我應該開心.
因為, 所有人認為我該開心.

但是, 我真的很

鬱悶.
煩躁.
壓抑.

除了你, 不會有其他的原因了.

不想說, 因為怕其他人擔憂.
不想說, 因為沒有人了解我.
不想說, 因為我要冷靜想想.

說出來, 因為我已經控制不了.
說出來, 因為我不想再偽裝了.
說出來, 因為我好累好疲倦了.

痛苦的泥沼, 思念的深淵.

你讓我完整, 卻顛覆了我的世界.

沒完沒了.

不好意思各位...
短期內大概不會常更新...

課業壓力來了...
心神不寧散了...
心情鬱悶煩躁...

再見吧.

what we could have been, 3:47 AM.

Friday, May 16, 2008

煩躁.
鬱悶.
壓抑.

生活早已步上軌道了.
不過似乎少了些什麼.

雖然說只剩下51天就回國了.
不過, 我快受不了了.

送我回去吧.
我要過回從前的生活.

請問一下, 明智的你,
這樣的作風, 和囚禁犯人有什麼兩樣.

抓的越緊, 更容易產生反效果, 引起反彈.
雖然, 反彈的人肯定不是我.
但是, 一定會有人反彈的.

只是輕輕地通知你們一下.

what we could have been, 5:13 PM.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

ok!!!
this entry shall be the very last entry!!!!
on xi'an trip...

i'm reli tired with all the uploadings of photos and typing...
i'm jus so glad that everything can be up!!!
(((:

it was a very busy day...
cos the school arranged somemore destinations for us to visit...
and we still had to rush off to take train back to hangzhou...
my conclusion was: it was a hectic day...

our very first stop: the tomb of wu ze tian and her husband...
wu ze tian was china's first and only and last female emperor...

and before it was her husband who was the emperor...

and the husband die first lah...

den after that she died too and requested to be buried tgt...

with her husband...saw at the mountain?

wu ze tian and her husband are buried INSIDE...me me me me ME!!!!

=Dthis stone statue is like one of the most well-kept...

most of them were like headless...jus like qin shi huang's tomb....

they cannot dig...

haiz...

sad case sia....the tomb of wu ze tian is called wu zi bei...

cos she leaves behind a stone like this with no words at all....this is the words of 女真族...

and its carved by other pple...this one hoh...

ish supposedly the ang mohs...see wad i mean by most of the statues are headless...

liddat loh...please hoh people...

its read as "qian ling" not "gan ling" arhhh...tang gao zong is the husband loh...some sort of explanation board or wad....this is wad they call the "twin peaks"...

cos they say right...

if u look at the whole place from a very high height,

its gonna look like a beauty...

and that was supposedly be the twin peaks of the beauty...see wad i mean by headless?!?!

almost all are liddat lah~the tombstone...

wordless one...very tall de neh...the statue at the side of the walkway...this is one of the best-kept horses statues...

but now it looks more like a donkey lah...me and the ostrich...

one of my sillest and best imitations ever!!!

wahahaaa~

still got tail hoh!

dun play play arh...

after this we headed for one of the worst lunches i ever ate in my whole life...

while we were making our way there...

we saw this!!!we saw a whole BIG patch of yellow flowers!!!!very the nice loh!!!but i was on a moving bus...

so pictures are blur at times...u see!!its everywhere and all over the place~

we had lunch at this temple area...

and it was really bad...

although i'm very picky with food...

but i've been tryin my very best not to be soooo choosy ever since i arrived in china....

but den arh...

it was reli bad lah~

i dunno how to describe it...

but it was soooo bad that even loowin had difficulties eating them down lah!!!

see how bad it was?!!

even the... glutton cant finish... saw this wall painting...

i oso dunno why i snap this...

prolly bcos everyone else was doing the same thing ba...

LOL.the pagoda inside the temple...we went into this place...it was some sort of buhddism museum...it was interesting though...

at least i tot it improve my knowledge...the pagoda inside the temple....i dunno wad's so special abt this pagoda lah...

but... its special loh.jus that i forgot only ma...

=Xme and zhaizi with the pagoda....

i believe that we are very far away from it...

=Dsok kiang~

the one who i always like to haunt her....tracy see no evil...

yvonne speak no evil...

sok kiang hear no evil....

ok...

and so we went into the museum...

as no photography was allowed, no pictures on it loh...

and after this, we rushed off to take the train...we only saw this kind of welcome thingy when we were abt to leave xi'an...

hahahaaa...

contradicting...the bridge...

there was actually alot of confusion around...

so after lots of...... miscommunication, we made our way to the train...

the very very long train which looks perfectly ok on the outside....see...

i said it was a LOOOOOOOONG train...

everything looks perfectly ok...

i mean, really...

it LOOK perfectly fine...

but inside.....

bad.while i still can smile...

actually i took this pic after i cried lah~

hahahaaa...

contradiction....

before i go any further, let me do some explanation for u.

when we left hangzhou for xi'an, we took the plane.

but when we return to hangzhou from xi'an, we were told that we are gonna take the train.

and trust me, it scare the hell outta almost everyone.

when we probe for an explanation, we were told that because it was qing ming jie the day before, so they couldnt get a plane to send us back.

and so they called NP and suggested letting us take the train instead...

NP agreed to let us take the train and said we can do with some experience.

the train is spilt into many different cabins.

and we were in one of the cabins, like this.

and inside there were many different sleeping areas...like this.

and each area had like 6 beds...

beds on the first level was the best...

everything was fine...

jus that its gonna be damn crowded...

the 2nd level not that bad...

and the 3rd level lagi worse.

and guess wad?

the little princess miss neo shuang ying was at the 3rd level.

*^&#?+>#<#@^!$~=(%

and do u wanna see how bad it was?tada!!!

i can even sit straight.

it was alr the max that i could sit ok!!! sobss....

i'm really unhappy with it...

and yes, i cried.

cos i felt real bad in such a place at such a timing with such group of pple.

wasnt referring to our CHS fellowmates, but was referring to the locals.

more details later...and this was how tall the place was lah!!!!

2 sides de pple have to share one ladder...

i felt like as if i was in a circus performing ever since i came to china...

in our dorm, we had to climb up and down to get to our beds...

felt like every morning when i wake up with a very sleepy head, i perform a stunt climbing down the stairs...

but the train's ladder was much worse.

reli... jus that i dunno how to describe...

its even more circus that my dorm...

i promise i will love my dorm even more...

)))):this was like... the ceiling??

mind u i was lying on the bed when i took this photo...

and my hand could reach for the ceiling ok!!!!

the ceiling was like literally RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE.

((((:

the train ticket...

and seee!!!

it cost a whooooping 279RMB...

which is approx SGD$55.80.

wow!!!!

spent so much money for a BAD experience...

wad an experience it was man...

-roll eyes-the card u have to hold with u all the time...

its smth to prove that you bought a ticket..

and they conduct checks with this thingy...i'm sorry to say i didnt feel welcomed.

after dinner at night, i went to bed immediately...

which was approximately 8pm i supposed...

and i jus fell asleep...

only woke up to chat with my mum when she called at ard 11pm...

after that i slept again...

and it was one of my worst nights ever...

i slept woke slept woke...

i didnt sleep well...

really...

felt very uneasy....

woke up to a very loud song of cyndi wang xin ling....

oh boy i tell u!!!

it was freaking loud and noisy lah!!!!

cos it was the concert version somemore!!!!!

wah piang!!!!

i really feel like smashing the sound system for playing this kind of song early in morning at like 7am!!!!

since there was nothing much to do on the train...

211 fully utilised their talents!!!!

doing all kind of nonsense stuff!!!!

and creating lots of jokes...

pris tryin very hard to hug miao but miao was struggling hard too...

we were tryin very hard to take a picture of them staring at each other...

but miao simply couldnt resist pris...she burst out laughing even before i snap the pic!!!the better picture was finally taken after much laughter...my little turtle provide entertainment everywhere...

dun doubt ur eyes...

i brought it to china...

and dun doubt ur eyes...

i brought it to xi'an with me...

all u people reading my blog stop all ur sneerings arh...

its cute wad!!!

that's why i bring it everywhere i go...

everyone loves it!!!

i'm lovin' it!

and tada!!!

this was my lunch!!!!

believe it or not, it wasnt that bad~

at least it was better than the meal i had at the temple...

and now...

its time for more yellow flowers!!!yellow yellow...flowers flowers....yellow flowers...flowers yellow...yellow flowers everywhere!!!!loo emo-ing at the window seat...

cos she dun have enuf food to eat...

and dun have enuf sleep...pris oso wan to emo...

cos she tot if she act emo i will take picture of her...

which i actually did in the end...doing her all time favourite thing...

take other pple's camera to camwhore herself...miao and jasleen legs...

i forgot miao was tryin to act cool or was she tryin to avoid being on my camp...

and as usual, i save the best for the last.

its ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my~
look at my heavy eyebags...

it jus goes to show how bad my night was loh...

and this shall be the final ending for xi'an trip!!!!
oh no~
let's wait...
i forgot i haven tell story...

ok...
the story goes like this...

i have a good fren named jessica.
and jessica was on the same train as me.

i was lucky to have all my roomies with me on the train, however, jessica was not as lucky as me.
in fact, she was sway enuf to have this red-shirted CHINA uncle opposite her bed.

during the day, jess came over to our side and chat with us...
while she was away, the uncle, sat on jess's bed while knowing that the bed doesnt belong to him.

ok fine~
we were all OK with it, since jess didnt leave any valuables behind, except for her coat...

some time later, we realise the uncle slept on HER bed with HER coat on the bed.
and boy, jess was pissed off man i tell u...
so she jus grab her jacket, grumble abit and left.

den jess said she need the toilet and so happily she went off to the toilet...
unfortunately, she stormed back unhappily...

and she told us wad happened...

jess was in toilet when she heard someone meddling with the ledge outside...
so she shouted that someone occupied the toilet...
but den the person still continued to force open the door...
so she stood up quickly and wear her pants...
jus after she pulled her pants up, the door opened.

IT WAS THE SAME FREAKING RED-SHIRTED CHINA UNCLE WHO SLEPT ON HER BED JUS NOW!!!!!

and jess stared and him and ask: 有事吗？
and it so happened that our dearest wujing laoshi was behind the man...
the man stood silently while jess stared at him and our dearest wujing laoshi said: 哎呀！怎么有人这样啊？

and jess stormed back to us, unhappily, pissed, fed up and re-told the whole story to us...
and after a while our dearest wujing laoshi came to find out how jess was...

anyway, i jus feel super ridiculed at the whole incident.

the train ride extended from 17 hours to 21 hours...
(((:

it was a bad bad bad bad experience...
but still, it was an experience.

and so yea!!!

this ends my xi'an trip post.
((((((((((((((((((:

what we could have been, 10:01 PM.

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Born on 2nd June 1989, i'm extremely gifted, with a SHARP tongue.

I'm just a cute and nice girl who goes crazy and wild at ALL times.

Some say i'm a HYPERACTIVE kid, i BOUNCE around pretty much despite being asthmatic.

Stop complaining that i'm loud and noisy, it's my way of LIFE.

I can turn out to be pretty emotional at times. So watch your back, cos i BITE.

I started my 13 years of education in Loyang Primary School, grew up in Ngee Ann Secondary School and ended up in Chinese Studies at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

And somehow, i've studied in ZHEJIANG UNIVERSITY CITY COLLEGE in China dated 29th Feb 2008 to 6th July 2008.

Thanks to the WONDERFUL School Of Humanities, I'll be working for OurVoiceBox.sg from 11th August 2008 till ~~probably August 2009 or something~~ 30th April 2009.

The ONLY THING that i'm ever thankful for it is i turned out to be a better camera-woman. And i saw lots and lots and lots of stars. CLOSE-UP.

I just wanna get into the Media Industry, with hope of becoming a DJ. Or perhaps some production line stuff will do.

And starting from 2nd Nov 2009, I'm starting out as a Production Assistant at Mediacorp Chinese Drama Department.

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