Wednesday, October 31, 2007
亲爱的周树人先生,
就是你,创造出了许多经典的文学作品,
我才会如此的痛苦。
你的《阿Q正传》简直快把我逼疯了。
真的是有够妈妈的你。。。
下次,即使你要以书写来抒发闷在心里已久的情绪,
你可不可以不要写得那么chim?
真的会害死我们这些可怜的后嗣。
要解释那一整篇的阿Q很辛苦好不好。
要研究你的写作手法很不容易好不好。
陈芷慧,你也不例外。
不要写得那么好,会害死你班的人,
也会害死像我这种文笔不好的可怜学姐/学长。
迎接我吧 鲁迅!
迎接我吧 阿Q!
what we could have been, 6:43 PM.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
i am sian.
i am tired.
i am bored.
i am stressed.
i am emotional.
super sian.
super tired.
super bored.
super stressed.
super emotional.
bleah.
what we could have been, 11:17 PM.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
i'm tired.
very very tired.
mum's discharged.
left her at my aunt house.
better this way.
at least got pple take care of her.
dad's still in hospital though.
i have absolutely no idea when he's discharging.
now i have to run all over spore everyday.
haiz.
i'm super tired.
no matter how long i sleep it jus doesnt seem enuf.
and i pon school the first time.
for this semester.
LOL.
haiz...
still have to write letter to jiao dai...
so ma fan...
so sian...
nites people.
what we could have been, 12:05 AM.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
and my dad jus admitted into hospital today.
great.
and my mum has yet to discharge.
wonderful.
jus look at how nice the world can be.
so so so very nice.
damn.
what we could have been, 11:28 PM.
i'm finally a little bit happier yesterday...
yeah....
but the happiness wear off sooner than i expected...
maybe its due to the super long bus journey i took...
but i need some time alone to chill and think too...
anyway...
i went to the star search 2007 semi-finals yesterday...
all thanks to the guo hua lao shi who gave miie the chance...
and i thanked him by supporting super hard for his son ok...
and he is....
CHEN BANG JUN ANDIE!!!
*please refer to miaolin's blog for details on him*
-cheers madly-
hahahaa...
no matter how bel protest say he is not shuai,
i shall still insist my stand on him being SHUAI!!!!
and i did a super stoopid thing on NATIONAL TV...
but the camera didnt film miie lah...
so i should be thankful for that...
if people at home had been watching the show last nite...
and u guys heard some crazy idiot shout: "BANG JUN NI ZUI SHUAI!"
believe its miie.
i still cant believe i did that on NATIONAL TV MAN!!!!!!
omg omg omg...
and i saw lots of campus superstars...
took photos with shawn (dun be jealous adeline, he's darn cute!),
benjamin (be jealous all u wan man poh yong xian... muahahaha!)
and marcus (daryl will kill miie for this!)
we saw zheng ning oso...
but none of us were interested in taking photos with her...
muahahahaa~
if its keely den its different case...
LOL!
even though the event was last nite,
i'm still living in the memories today...
especially after when i shouted that stoopid sentence.
although its stoopid but it made bang jun looked at miie and SMILE!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-shuang ying screams in joy and faints-
i'm soooo gonna support chen bang jun man....
and miao miao...
i reli dun care whether i got relations to him anot lah...
hahahahaaa....
hope the happiness can last longer man...
and i'm definitely going to the FINALS...
maybe u guys at home will hear some freak screaming again.
screaming stoopid sentences like "BANG JUN WO AI NI!!!!!"
that would be miie.
LOL.
just kidding.
PS: thanks to everyone who showed concern for my mum.
but i think she should be ok.
although she's still feeling super not ok now.
what we could have been, 11:26 PM.
as i read ur blog, i felt fear.fear and uncertainty.is it me that you are talking about?
somehow i think so.
and i have no idea what have i done.
what have i done to give u that idea.
what have i done to cause that misunderstanding.
i may be a good listener for people who have relationship problems.
but i am not good at handling my own relationship problems.
and i am the least sensitive while handling relationship problems.
call me slow.
or whatever.
its a fact that i will not deny.
in any case, you are offended by my actions, i apologized.
believe it or not, it was totally unintentional.
because i have totally no idea what i have done in the first place.
and i certainly have no idea such misunderstanding would occur.
i really have no idea.
maybe i'm too insensitive.
or maybe you're just over-sensitive.
suddenly, i have lost faith.
lost faith in love, and guys.
it is not a good sign, but i seriously don't give a damn.
the faith that was once lost and found, is now gone again.
just as guys like to complain that girls are hard to understand,
so are guys.
i am so not in the mood for relationships now.
not even if the guy of my dream tells me that he likes me.
so not in the mood for it.
guy problems are seriously the last thing i need now.
what we could have been, 4:26 AM.
jus got back from the hospital...my mum's hospitalised...most likely gonna be dengue...but should be fine....
what we could have been, 3:43 AM.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
oh yea...going to kbox tml...((:
what we could have been, 12:26 AM.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
i gotten into nothing but troubles.real troubles.guys troubles are the very last thing i need now.
what we could have been, 11:59 PM.
i realise people dun do wad i tag them.
so i'm jus going to do wad others tag miie.
and not tag others.
miss adeline tan zhiyi tagged miie with this.
5 things in my bag
- iPod (koped from my fren for almost a yr)
- wallet (with no money)
- jacket (which stinks like hell)
- notebooks (first day of school muz act guai)
- danny yeo's 伟言耸听!!!
5 things in my head - how to wake up on time tml - a particular guy- whether to eat instant noodles- how to do well for asian cinema- how to stay true to myself5 words i frequently use?
- shit u- wah lao ehh- i wan to sleep- damn u lah- kao!5 recent sms received
- from zhihui: dunno leh. trying to find some cheap place la. maybe pasir ris cc.- from tony: haha. dunno. anyway drop me a call ba. thanks =0
- from kaiwei: i cannot lei sorry.
- from kaiyeong: anything. haha..
- from adeline: very hard to imagine ha ha so we set tomolo horPS: cos all last 5 sms were from zhihui, so i chose last 5 sms from different people.
5 recent things i just did
- chat to leland, zhihui, adeline, jiahao and yiliang.
- blog-hopped- went to botak jones for dinner
- took cab with yu chih cos i was late for first lesson
- worked at poolspot5 things in my wardrobe
err... sweets... chocolates... potato chips... (oie! wrong topic lah...)- towels- jeans- denim skirts- t-shirts- shorts5 things i just ate- 2 sticks of pocky contributed by jinli
- plain water- botak jones fish & chips- atrium's egg mayo sandwich- HL chocolate milk5 people i'm tagging.whoever.i dun give a damn since nobody is giving a damn.
what we could have been, 11:35 PM.
today is the first day of school.oh well.dun reli wanna elaborate.jus....didnt feel good.it reli dun feel good.
what we could have been, 11:06 PM.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
the HMS leadership training camp.will commence in 1 hour's time.oh.yeah.
what we could have been, 9:01 AM.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
whoo~i'm still in school at this hour...can u believe it?yes u can.LOL.its been the third night i've been sleeping in school.and i am reli very very very tired.i hate to sleep on the floor...which is hard like siao lah...and today is the pre-camp for HMS leadership camp...honestly, i was looking forward to it a lot at first...but somehow i dun reli anticipate the arrival of it anymore.especially ever since i break camp from PSP camp.PSP is reli the most fun camp i have ever been to.its totally stressed free and the feeling is great.although it was a super simple camp, but i enjoyed.greatly.thanks to wei qian and ivy, the main organisers of the camp.without them, there wouldnt be this camp.thanks to tony, joon tat, tewei, ji ting, vinod n domenique...who brought lots of fun and laughter into the camp.thanks to jade, maureen, lu ping, jenny, samantha etc...who reli gave their hearts to psp.thanks to fahmi, nurul, aishah, domenique & jane...who gave spongey patrick life.thanks to all the campers, who turned up and make the camp possible.with each gathering i have with PSP,i'm loving them more and more.there are lots of photos and lots of videos...which i am reli too lazy to upload...hehehe...besides, i'm still CAMPING lah...upload if i got time.I'm loving PSP more and more each day.((:TAG REPLIES:BEL: yes... u are... and u haven do yet can...DATOU: where got difference loh! somemore the pic so not nice!MINXING: den wad happened to all the magnets i gave u?!?!!!ADDIE: i struggled for a yr le leii... -.-JT: yeah!!! u turned smart for once! and stop scratching ur head!PS: JT and tewei u guys better beg miie not to post that video on youtube! muahahaha~
what we could have been, 3:46 AM.
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cute and
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Some say i'm a
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Stop complaining that i'm
loud and
noisy, it's my way of LIFE.
I can turn out to be pretty
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I started my 13 years of education in
Loyang Primary School, grew up in
Ngee Ann Secondary School and ended up in
Chinese Studies at
Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
And somehow, i've studied in
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6th July 2008.
Thanks to the
WONDERFUL School Of Humanities, I'll be working for
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probably August 2009 or something 30th April 2009.
The ONLY THING that i'm ever thankful for it is i turned out to be a
better camera-woman. And i saw lots and lots and lots of stars.
CLOSE-UP.
I just wanna get into the
Media Industry, with hope of becoming a
DJ. Or perhaps some production line stuff will do.
And starting from 2nd Nov 2009, I'm starting out as a
Production Assistant at Mediacorp
Chinese Drama Department.
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