你说,算了。
你说,忘了你。
你说,你不值得。
你说,别再对你好。
你说,去找更好的人。
我知道,我笨。
我知道,我很蠢。
我知道,我很白痴。
我知道,我没长眼睛。
我知道,我脑袋秀逗了。
这次,醒了。
这次,了解了。
这次,回过神了。
这次,恍然大悟了。
这次,不再为你哭了。
从今后,会笑。
从今后,会开心。
从今后,会放聪明。
从今后,会享受人生。
从今后,会过得更加好。
what we could have been, 5:27 AM.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
all thanks to zhihui...that bo liao woman go 串 all the chinese song title tgt...den i oso buay tahan and start to chuan one of my own...and it took miie super long to finish can??!!!!cos got a bit of storyline lah...hahaha...so more tough...让各位见笑了~串歌串串乐 (双颖版)见到你时, 我就有种 《似曾相似》[陶喆] 的感觉。
《那一瞬间》[陶喆],《你的微笑》[F.I.R.] 紧紧扣住我的心弦。
从此,《好心情》[S.H.E.] 天天围绕着我。
因为, 我开始《对你有感觉》[江美琪/光良]。
终于, 你开口向我《表白》[萧亚轩] 了。
第一次约会, 你带我到《园游会》[周杰伦] 去。
我们一起乘坐《摩天轮》[S.H.E. HEBE], 一起吃《甜甜圈》[小薰/阿本]。
你送了我你亲手做的《白色风车》[周杰伦] , 我送了你一件《黑色毛衣》[周杰伦]。
我不会《忘记》[林俊杰],《河滨公园》[S.H.E.] 的那一夜。
好想《冻结》[林俊杰] 双唇碰面的霎那。
就在那时, 我认定你就是我的《真命天子》[罗志祥]。
我永远会《记得》[张惠妹], 你站在我家楼下的《十字街头》[金城武/周讯] 大声地朝我喊《我爱你》[S.H.E.] 的时候。
结果, 被我家《楼下那个女人》[游鸿明] 泼成一只落汤鸡。
但是, 好景不常在。
有天, 你说, 你要到《远方》[S.H.E.] 去。
你说, 是时候让我们的爱《靠岸》[林宇中]。
你说, 你不想让我《左右为难》[蔡淳佳] , 要我《把爱放开》[F.I.R.]。因为, 我们不会有结局。
我哭着说, 这是我们《一起开始的旅程》[S.H.E.], 你不能半途捨弃我。
《从开始到现在》[张信哲] , 我不曾想过要《退后》[周杰伦]。因为我发现,《我比想像中爱你》[JS]。不管《距离》[林俊杰] 有多远, 我相信《我们的爱》[F.I.R.] 不会改变。即使在《一千年以后》[林俊傑] , 我还是会《超喜欢你》[飞轮海]。
因为我真的《需要你》[孙燕姿]。
你的一句 : "你要《保持微笑》[S.H.E.]。" 就结束了一切。
《二十二》[陶喆] 个月后, 我《开始懂了》[孙燕姿]。
《原来》[林俊杰], 在这世界上《有一种爱叫做放手》[阿杜]。《幸福背后》[王心凌], 一定会有泪水。
你曾是我的《天使》[五月天], 是我《第一次爱的人》[王心凌]。
请《给我多一点》[S.H.E.] 时间, 我相信我的《伤口》[张智成] 会愈合。
《我想要说》[蔡旻佑],《谢谢你让我爱过你》[S.H.E.]。
在我心中, 你是《无可取代》[S.H.E.] 的。
我们《依然是朋友》[宇恒], 对吗?
what we could have been, 4:52 AM.
气死我了气死我了气死我了!!!!!义安小学的小鬼们真是的!!!!!!本小姐我已经咳嗽咳得要命。。。鼻涕一直流不停。。。头偶尔还会晕一下。。。这么辛苦了还下去教他们。。。结果嘞?一个个小瓜不听话。。。讲解的时候吵到要命。。。害我破口大骂。真是的。本小姐是很不舍得骂他们的。可是他们一而再,再而三地逼我开口。每骂了一次就会安静。五分钟后又开始吵闹玩耍起来。真是他妈的。今天骂了比较久,安静的时间也比较久。但是,做完第一个测验后全部开始玩tic-tac-toe。哇靠!!!!!!真的是有够他妈的嘞。过后又要骂人了。骂了又不听话一直吵吵吵吵吵吵吵吵吵个不停。真的很想。。。-ggggrrrrrrrrrrr-他妈的啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!明天要和妈妈去卖ice cream....听说今天的生意不怎么样。。。唉。。。真是的。。。万事起头难嘛。。。也难怪啦。。。希望接下来的日子会越来越好咯。。。我还真不想每天吃剩下的ice cream当早,午,晚餐呢。。。=p
what we could have been, 2:13 AM.
i've been so piggy recently...there will never be a time i will wake up before 12pm...and even if i do...i will go back to sleep again...=xoh well...that's life during the holidays i guess...today was supposed to go out bel, jess n jinli...to watch 881...but it suddenly strike miie that i got NAPS today...haiz...sian ji pua...but ok lah...cos i dun have money oso...hehehe...so nvr watch oso nvm...and today...dad n mum started selling ice cream!!!for some of u guys de info,my parents were outta job some time ago...thanks to the stoopid fella who wanted to close e mini market...den my parents cannot sell pork anymore...so mum went to apply for the license to sell ice cream!!!!those roadside pple ring the bell that kind...hehehe...and i will have ice cream to eat EVERYDAY~!!!!muahahaha~wonder how's the business today...hope its good...((:my hols has been BORING so far...i hope i get a job soon...i'm like totally broke now can...zzzzz.....and oh!!!!my black hair is finally showing!!!!LOL.its been like...5 months since i last dyed my hair lah...its taking an extremely LONG time to grow out ok...sian...later still gotta go NAPS teach...even more sian...hope the kids wun pissed miie off later...or else i will jus.... -grrrrr-LOL.jus kidding.=D
what we could have been, 3:20 PM.
终于。就这样。二年级的第一个学期就这样过了。这个学期,说快不快,说短不短。发生了很多事情,也学会了很多事情。真的是经一事,长一智。星期四的时候,我把 Global Issues 给交了。正式地解决了。星期四的时候,我们也把 Video Productions 交了。也正式地将它解决了。星期五的时候,我把con lan 考完了。正式地结束了一个学期。这个学期真的感触很多。但是全部都在我心里纠结在一起。我始终难以启齿。所有的老师。是你们,让我轻轻松松地度过了这个学期。当我需要延迟交作业时,你们也允许了。当我不了解课堂上的东西时,你们也抽出时间帮我补习。当我无理取闹乱发脾气时,你们也包容了我。你们,真的帮了我很多很多。能让我当你们的学生,我真得很高兴。所有的同学。是你们,让我学到了更多东西。尧尧:感谢你,在我没尽到责任是帮了我。翟子:感谢你,在我不了解con lan 时帮了我。王玉:感谢你,一直给我生活带来欢乐。但是我还是一直骂你。对不起。瑾骊:感谢你,是你让我了解到朋友之间的共存之道。妙琳:感谢你,是你给我六书的定义。bel: 感谢你,总是培在我身边。很多时候,如果没有你,我真的不知道该怎么办。但是,这个学期,我很对不起一个人。jessica,这个学期,是考验我们的友情的一个学期。我糊涂的个性,差点导致我们的友情分裂。若不是瑾骊,我想我们到现在还会冷战吧。友情,就像个花瓶。摔坏了,就算粘回去,还是会有道疤痕。可是,粘回去时,会粘得更紧。教训我们的疤痕,永远都会在。但是,只要把疤痕往内摆,就看不到了。希望到时,怎么摔都不会坏。当然,我不会忘了我亲爱的juniors.芷慧,慧媛,雪婷,观慈,永森,伟峰,kira, wee wee.和你们在一起时,真得很开心。虽然我也惹过你们生气或不开心或不爽,但是你们都不介意。真得很感谢你们。特别感谢慧媛和wee wee.谢谢你们帮我们拍video啊。真的辛苦你们了。昨天,和他们一起去看《不能说的秘密》。那部戏真的是太好看了。看过的人都了解我的意思啦。所以我就不用再多说了。虽然最近睡了很多,不过有越睡越累的感觉。可能是睡太多了吧。现在我急需找工作。真不知道该往哪儿下手。还是一步一步来吧。还有~!我知道我还欠很多人照片!给我多一两天的时间吧!我一定会尽快upload 的!还有,我生病了。大家可怜可怜我吧。*装可怜*
what we could have been, 6:51 PM.
i'm not going to blog much today.cos i'm reli very tired.very sehh liao.never felt as sleepy as this before.will blog more when i upload all my pictures.btw,HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA~!!!!!!thanks so much for today.((:
what we could have been, 2:06 AM.
HARLO PEOPLE!!!!SAY HI!!!!!!!LOL.i dunno why but i abit the high today...ok nvm...anyway...finally meet up with chu n gang...been abt 2 months??since i last saw them...except for adeline n min xing of course...jus met them yesterday...see till sian liao....LOL.jus kidding.and i saw chok kee~!!!!hahaha...didnt reli talk much to him though...all of a sudden memories of the pri sch life jus flashed back.i suddenly recall the times where he call miie tigeress.and i would fight back say he is limewater + carbon dioxide.FYI, limewater + carbon dioxide = chalky (chok kee)had dinner at phins at tampines mall...which reli sucks like wad adeline say...den went to catch rush hour 3...find the plot ok only...but its a reli funny show....and after going thru filiming myself...i reli very pei fu the director of photography...aka CAMERAMAN.there are reli lots of shots which i think are difficult to fim...the different angles and stuff...and it jus make miie more pei fu of the DOP than director...after movie we went to coffee bean and started chatting again...jus like the good old days.but how long can these days last?it is obvious that we are all drifting apart from each other...but i dun blame anyone.this is a situation where it is unavoidable.life in poly is jus totally different.everyone gets busy with different things...be it schoolwork, CCAs, outside curriculum stuff or BGRs...jus hope that 10 years later, we can still be liddat.even if within these 10 years we dun meet or anything.i dun care.i jus wan us to remain as frenz.and to yuan jian (doubt u will read this either)HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and...HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH MING FONG~!!!!!!treat her well or i will kill u....
what we could have been, 2:18 AM.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
woo~i've NEVER told so much lies in my life before...today is the day i told the most lies....but i cannot tell wad lies i've told...cos its 不能说的秘密...=DOK LAME.but anyway, i wanna say i LOVE my lecturers.firstly, its dear KING.we were supposed to finish his e-learning on thurs night at 9pm...but i cant cos i spent almost the whole day at my aunt's funeral...so i smsed him and told him abt my situation.and i asked him to extend till 12am for miie...but dear KING was so nice...he offered to extend till fri noon 12pm...and he say he gonna close the discussion board already...so he e-mailed miie everything...<3>no wonder he's our one and only fav KING.
and secondly, its alfred.
similarly, i was supposed to hand in my global issues term paper...
the re-edited one today...
but also, i didnt get to do cos of e funeral n lack of sleep...
so i smsed alfred today too...
quite last min i would say...
i asked for an extension till tml...
but nicey nice nice alfred extended till nxt friday for miie...
AWWW~
all my lecturers are so nice and sweet...
LOL.
i love them all.
((:
what we could have been, 12:28 AM.
yes yes yes...as everyone can see...i've change my blogskin once again.thanks to all those complains i received.everyone keep telling miie that they cant read my entries...cannot see the font colours...bla~so i changed again...and i believed that this time round, its SUPER CLEAR.shall blog a little bit den...recently, one of my relatives passed away.its was rather sad cos this relative of mine, my auntie,was a reli nice, sweet, good-natured lady.but unfortunately,good people dun live long.that's bcos they are so nice that god wants them.so god took them away from us.and today was the last day of the funeral.and i had to send the body to cremate.not by myself of course...with the rest of my relatives.to be honest, it was an eyeopener.because its not often that we get to go thru such things.but its also very upsetting...especially when u see that coffin being send into the crematorium.the process seems long, yet short.and everyone jus broke down.after 2 hours, we had to pick the ashes.not that we went into the crematorium and pick...ish we take the remain bones and put into the jar.its the first time i touched real human bones.i did not want to touch it at first.but seeing everyone taking their turns to do so,and also, this is the last thing i can do for my aunt,i took a bone and placed it nicely in the jar.and den we took it to the place where we had to seal the jar.its reli very sad...also, we saw Mr Wee Kim Wee's 灵位.wadeva u call that in english...LOL.seeing one of our presidents' 灵位 on national day makes miie...people will always be learning something, no matter wad.to my dearest aunt:you had been such a nice person.mild-tempered, kind, caring, soft-spoken.but things are always unfair.you had a torturous time fighting against cancer for years.now that u need not face this anymore, i hope u can live better.every ching ming we'll be there for you.please, rest in peace.happy belated national day, everyone.
what we could have been, 5:01 AM.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
alright...
i noe i shouldnt be doing this but i need a break.
danny yeo's argumentative presentation is driving miie nuts..
its been weeks since i know i gotta do this.
but it is only today that i decide on my topic.
and its kinda late already..
worst still, i cant find any statistics to prove my point.
my eyes are criss-crossing already.
anyway, today went to school for editing first...
den somehow, we started talking abt the photos they took ytd.
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so we ended up having our own version too...
right the the editing room.
this one considered as the nicest of all already...i find this not bad also lah...
hahaha...
call us the 'spastic'...
we dun care....
and at 3 plus, we attended the National Day Concert...
camwhored a little...
but most of the pictures with mee siam...
cos he photography club one...
jinli, jess and weiting - missing their childhood memories
miao miao and miie...
den at first got PSP duty one, but end up dun have...
and ever since i know i gotta attend NDC,
i've been cursing and swearing why i got no duty...
but after today, was kinda glad though...
cos if i got duty, den i cannot take picture of darren tan!!!!!!
he pose for miie leii!!!
and he was looking into my camera!!!!
arghhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
look at all the adorable kiddos~they are so cute can... so irresistable.... here's darren takin photos with one of the kids...
their cuteness make miie wanna kidnap them...
both the kids and darren...
=X
anyway...
i was pretty upset yesterday lah...
cos firstly, zi jie got out of campus superstar.
haiz...
den next, i couldnt went for the JJ event on sunday at suntec...
and furthermore, i couldnt go for his another event yesterday also...
super sad and emo can....
and some time ago, i pass my OVERDUE cds to tony...
cos he n JJ fren wad...
remember?
and he say help miie get autograph...
den when he return miie my cds today,
i tot he didnt managed to get it lah.
till i took out the cd from the case....
and to my suprise....
I SAW JJ LIN AUTOGRAPH ON MY LYRICS BOOK~!!!!
ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SUPER HAPPY CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tada!!!!!
presenting to everyone my most precious collection:
JJ LIN AUTOGRAPHED ALBUMS.
a total of 7 and counting!!!!
hahaha....
so on the whole...
today is a super shuang day!
i'm super happy~!!!!!
and lastly....
HERE'S YOUR PHOTO ZHI HUI.
DUN SAY I NVR POST LE ARH....
=P
what we could have been, 1:58 AM.
OH MY GOD.
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.
OH MY GOD LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
ZI JIE OUT OF CAMPUS SUPERSTAR LIAO CAN?!?!!!!!!
I EMO LE LAH.
ZI JIE.....
*sobsss*
ZI JIE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 12:25 AM.
woah...
super long nvr update liao...
and pple are nagging miie to update...
so i will update this posts with nothing but photos...
lots of overdue photos though...
=X
FIRSTLY... GLOBAL EXCURSION AT NATIONAL MUSEUM
the lovely girlfriends i have... miie, lee kow fung & karmen..
tried forcing him to twist but he dowan...
hrumpf!
okies done!!!!!
will upload NDP '07 @ marina bay de photos later...
if i got the time...
what we could have been, 12:59 PM.
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Stop complaining that i'm
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I started my 13 years of education in
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