Monday, May 21, 2007
finally... i like cleared my mongo war.
the next i need to do is my paraphasing.
jus talked to adeline.
and she said she has jus talked to yong sheng.
well, its not that i have smth against yong sheng,
but there are some things in which i reli cant stand it.
yes, i noe that yong sheng is very busy.
so god damn busy now that he doesnt even has time to sleep.
and yea, he aint a normal student now.
(quoted from yong sheng himself)
but please bear in mind,
he's the one who wanna make himself busy.
nobody is forcing him.
and we are not forcing him to draw time out for us.
when he say he not free, we didnt pester him either.
so please do not say that we are not understanding enuf.
me, or rather, we,
are trying our very best to UNDERSTAND him yea?
and i seriously think that whether does he has time or not,
solely depend on himself.
time management is one thing.
we cant help him manage his time yea?
if he wanna sacrifices frenz for any other things,
that's fine with miie.
that is something that is beyond my control either yea?
being the usual organiser in the group,
i hav seen lots.
way too much.
so much that i reli dowan to bother abt it anymore.
we can remain as frenz for so many years is fate.
and we have to heart to do so.
but 10 years later,
can we still be together like this is a question.
its all up to fate.
and our individual selves.
if no one bothers to remain as frenz,
i figured that i dun need to bother as well.
wad for make my life even worse?
when its alr bad enuf...
assignments, relationships with pple, financial stuff.
i have to learn how to deal with all these.
and learn how to be realistic in this realism world.
to be more realistic, or mean if u wanna say it,
FRIENDS COME AND GO.
there are hardly any frenz that can last forever.
there are, but little.
i suddenly realised that the 'friends forever' thingy,
is jus an EMPTY PROMISE.
to be honest, its jus childish.
although i reli hope that we can be the 'minority',
it appears to miie now that its close to impossible.
i've lost many frenz,
when i stepped into poly.
everyone is having a new life, new circle of frenz,
regardless of whether u are in poly or jc or where ever.
its reli very hard for us to maintain the frenship we used to have.
all of us have to deal and handle with new stuff.
its almost close to starting all over again anew.
and please, no matter how we wish we could,
its IMPOSSIBLE to return to the past.
i've understand that.
and i hope all my frenz will understand that too.
and ironically,
i still harbour hope to salvage the situation.
but i am a 'fate-believer'.
so i will jus let fate take over.
the answer?
we will have it 10 years later.
the next i need to do is my paraphasing.
jus talked to adeline.
and she said she has jus talked to yong sheng.
well, its not that i have smth against yong sheng,
but there are some things in which i reli cant stand it.
yes, i noe that yong sheng is very busy.
so god damn busy now that he doesnt even has time to sleep.
and yea, he aint a normal student now.
(quoted from yong sheng himself)
but please bear in mind,
he's the one who wanna make himself busy.
nobody is forcing him.
and we are not forcing him to draw time out for us.
when he say he not free, we didnt pester him either.
so please do not say that we are not understanding enuf.
me, or rather, we,
are trying our very best to UNDERSTAND him yea?
and i seriously think that whether does he has time or not,
solely depend on himself.
time management is one thing.
we cant help him manage his time yea?
if he wanna sacrifices frenz for any other things,
that's fine with miie.
that is something that is beyond my control either yea?
being the usual organiser in the group,
i hav seen lots.
way too much.
so much that i reli dowan to bother abt it anymore.
we can remain as frenz for so many years is fate.
and we have to heart to do so.
but 10 years later,
can we still be together like this is a question.
its all up to fate.
and our individual selves.
if no one bothers to remain as frenz,
i figured that i dun need to bother as well.
wad for make my life even worse?
when its alr bad enuf...
assignments, relationships with pple, financial stuff.
i have to learn how to deal with all these.
and learn how to be realistic in this realism world.
to be more realistic, or mean if u wanna say it,
FRIENDS COME AND GO.
there are hardly any frenz that can last forever.
there are, but little.
i suddenly realised that the 'friends forever' thingy,
is jus an EMPTY PROMISE.
to be honest, its jus childish.
although i reli hope that we can be the 'minority',
it appears to miie now that its close to impossible.
i've lost many frenz,
when i stepped into poly.
everyone is having a new life, new circle of frenz,
regardless of whether u are in poly or jc or where ever.
its reli very hard for us to maintain the frenship we used to have.
all of us have to deal and handle with new stuff.
its almost close to starting all over again anew.
and please, no matter how we wish we could,
its IMPOSSIBLE to return to the past.
i've understand that.
and i hope all my frenz will understand that too.
and ironically,
i still harbour hope to salvage the situation.
but i am a 'fate-believer'.
so i will jus let fate take over.
the answer?
we will have it 10 years later.
what we could have been, 1:28 AM.
