Sunday, May 27, 2007
yo everyone!!!!
i've got the "True Friend Test" box on the left hand side of my blog...
please do the test yea??
and see how well do u guys know miie...
((:
Hope to see ya name on the chart!!!!
((:
i've got the "True Friend Test" box on the left hand side of my blog...
please do the test yea??
and see how well do u guys know miie...
((:
Hope to see ya name on the chart!!!!
((:
what we could have been, 1:37 PM.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
i am so startin to dread school.
and all of a sudden,
i am so not looking forward to my birthday.
cos from that week onwards,
my life is gonna be hectic.
i dun even noe if i have the time to celebrate not.
and please dun throw ur temper at my fren.
jus bcos u are very tired that day.
jus bcos u are not in a good mood that day.
jus bcos she doesnt noe wad u are doing.
or even,
jus bcos she's helping miie.
if u dun like other pple to scold ur fren,
dun do the same to others.
孔子曰：己所不欲，勿施于人
i am so pissed now.
BYE BYE.
and all of a sudden,
i am so not looking forward to my birthday.
cos from that week onwards,
my life is gonna be hectic.
i dun even noe if i have the time to celebrate not.
and please dun throw ur temper at my fren.
jus bcos u are very tired that day.
jus bcos u are not in a good mood that day.
jus bcos she doesnt noe wad u are doing.
or even,
jus bcos she's helping miie.
if u dun like other pple to scold ur fren,
dun do the same to others.
孔子曰：己所不欲，勿施于人
i am so pissed now.
BYE BYE.
what we could have been, 7:44 PM.
Monday, May 21, 2007
finally... i like cleared my mongo war.
the next i need to do is my paraphasing.
jus talked to adeline.
and she said she has jus talked to yong sheng.
well, its not that i have smth against yong sheng,
but there are some things in which i reli cant stand it.
yes, i noe that yong sheng is very busy.
so god damn busy now that he doesnt even has time to sleep.
and yea, he aint a normal student now.
(quoted from yong sheng himself)
but please bear in mind,
he's the one who wanna make himself busy.
nobody is forcing him.
and we are not forcing him to draw time out for us.
when he say he not free, we didnt pester him either.
so please do not say that we are not understanding enuf.
me, or rather, we,
are trying our very best to UNDERSTAND him yea?
and i seriously think that whether does he has time or not,
solely depend on himself.
time management is one thing.
we cant help him manage his time yea?
if he wanna sacrifices frenz for any other things,
that's fine with miie.
that is something that is beyond my control either yea?
being the usual organiser in the group,
i hav seen lots.
way too much.
so much that i reli dowan to bother abt it anymore.
we can remain as frenz for so many years is fate.
and we have to heart to do so.
but 10 years later,
can we still be together like this is a question.
its all up to fate.
and our individual selves.
if no one bothers to remain as frenz,
i figured that i dun need to bother as well.
wad for make my life even worse?
when its alr bad enuf...
assignments, relationships with pple, financial stuff.
i have to learn how to deal with all these.
and learn how to be realistic in this realism world.
to be more realistic, or mean if u wanna say it,
FRIENDS COME AND GO.
there are hardly any frenz that can last forever.
there are, but little.
i suddenly realised that the 'friends forever' thingy,
is jus an EMPTY PROMISE.
to be honest, its jus childish.
although i reli hope that we can be the 'minority',
it appears to miie now that its close to impossible.
i've lost many frenz,
when i stepped into poly.
everyone is having a new life, new circle of frenz,
regardless of whether u are in poly or jc or where ever.
its reli very hard for us to maintain the frenship we used to have.
all of us have to deal and handle with new stuff.
its almost close to starting all over again anew.
and please, no matter how we wish we could,
its IMPOSSIBLE to return to the past.
i've understand that.
and i hope all my frenz will understand that too.
and ironically,
i still harbour hope to salvage the situation.
but i am a 'fate-believer'.
so i will jus let fate take over.
the answer?
we will have it 10 years later.
the next i need to do is my paraphasing.
jus talked to adeline.
and she said she has jus talked to yong sheng.
well, its not that i have smth against yong sheng,
but there are some things in which i reli cant stand it.
yes, i noe that yong sheng is very busy.
so god damn busy now that he doesnt even has time to sleep.
and yea, he aint a normal student now.
(quoted from yong sheng himself)
but please bear in mind,
he's the one who wanna make himself busy.
nobody is forcing him.
and we are not forcing him to draw time out for us.
when he say he not free, we didnt pester him either.
so please do not say that we are not understanding enuf.
me, or rather, we,
are trying our very best to UNDERSTAND him yea?
and i seriously think that whether does he has time or not,
solely depend on himself.
time management is one thing.
we cant help him manage his time yea?
if he wanna sacrifices frenz for any other things,
that's fine with miie.
that is something that is beyond my control either yea?
being the usual organiser in the group,
i hav seen lots.
way too much.
so much that i reli dowan to bother abt it anymore.
we can remain as frenz for so many years is fate.
and we have to heart to do so.
but 10 years later,
can we still be together like this is a question.
its all up to fate.
and our individual selves.
if no one bothers to remain as frenz,
i figured that i dun need to bother as well.
wad for make my life even worse?
when its alr bad enuf...
assignments, relationships with pple, financial stuff.
i have to learn how to deal with all these.
and learn how to be realistic in this realism world.
to be more realistic, or mean if u wanna say it,
FRIENDS COME AND GO.
there are hardly any frenz that can last forever.
there are, but little.
i suddenly realised that the 'friends forever' thingy,
is jus an EMPTY PROMISE.
to be honest, its jus childish.
although i reli hope that we can be the 'minority',
it appears to miie now that its close to impossible.
i've lost many frenz,
when i stepped into poly.
everyone is having a new life, new circle of frenz,
regardless of whether u are in poly or jc or where ever.
its reli very hard for us to maintain the frenship we used to have.
all of us have to deal and handle with new stuff.
its almost close to starting all over again anew.
and please, no matter how we wish we could,
its IMPOSSIBLE to return to the past.
i've understand that.
and i hope all my frenz will understand that too.
and ironically,
i still harbour hope to salvage the situation.
but i am a 'fate-believer'.
so i will jus let fate take over.
the answer?
we will have it 10 years later.
what we could have been, 1:28 AM.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
ytd, i step into TP again.
TP, where the memories are.
the untouchable memories.
if not for mx, i think i would nvr go back there again.
TP had their ccn fair.
and the diff classes were selling products too.
i met up with pple i miss...
fong, shan, mx, adeline, kelvin, siong, kaiwei,
i even saw yuan jian. and i saw u three times.
didnt buy anything, cos i reli dun trust it.
rot in TP for a long time,
walking around aimlessly.
something interesting happen.
i saw shan's bastard ex.
he was at the stairs which i was abt to climb.
and he saw miie and obviously,
he still recgonise miie.
immediately, i saw him whisper to his fren
and -poof-
he turned and walk away.
guess LESLIE is reli a coward.
and shan made a right choice breaking up with him.
ended up having late lunch at mensa 2.
dory fish.
=D
i've fallen madly in love with dory fish.
after late lunch, mx insisted on going home.
while addie and i refuses to go home and also,
let her go home.
we ended up at tampines starbucks,
but there wasnt any cushion seats,
so we left for coffee bean.
chatted lots.
walked lots.
crapped lots.
everything was enjoyable.
took bus 21 to pasir ris with them and changed to 17.
need a long trip home to emo.
halfway thru emo-ing,
si han called.
and counselled miie again.
daddy and mummy keep creating lots of joke.
and my mum tot aloe vera bits in apple juice is apple bits.
talked for a total of 3 plus hours.
with breaks in between.
watched my SHOW and went to sleep.
quite a tiring day for miie.
some quotes of ytd :-
min xing: you squat we hide.
TP, where the memories are.
the untouchable memories.
if not for mx, i think i would nvr go back there again.
TP had their ccn fair.
and the diff classes were selling products too.
i met up with pple i miss...
fong, shan, mx, adeline, kelvin, siong, kaiwei,
i even saw yuan jian. and i saw u three times.
didnt buy anything, cos i reli dun trust it.
rot in TP for a long time,
walking around aimlessly.
something interesting happen.
i saw shan's bastard ex.
he was at the stairs which i was abt to climb.
and he saw miie and obviously,
he still recgonise miie.
immediately, i saw him whisper to his fren
and -poof-
he turned and walk away.
guess LESLIE is reli a coward.
and shan made a right choice breaking up with him.
ended up having late lunch at mensa 2.
dory fish.
=D
i've fallen madly in love with dory fish.
after late lunch, mx insisted on going home.
while addie and i refuses to go home and also,
let her go home.
we ended up at tampines starbucks,
but there wasnt any cushion seats,
so we left for coffee bean.
chatted lots.
walked lots.
crapped lots.
everything was enjoyable.
took bus 21 to pasir ris with them and changed to 17.
need a long trip home to emo.
halfway thru emo-ing,
si han called.
and counselled miie again.
daddy and mummy keep creating lots of joke.
and my mum tot aloe vera bits in apple juice is apple bits.
talked for a total of 3 plus hours.
with breaks in between.
watched my SHOW and went to sleep.
quite a tiring day for miie.
some quotes of ytd :-
min xing: you squat we hide.
adeline: 50 years later we will still see shuangying and zheng pan quarrelling.
what we could have been, 7:30 PM.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
HELLO.
i've blogged.
i cant believe i still misses u.
))))))))))))))))))))))))):
BYE BYE.
=DDDDDDD
i've blogged.
i cant believe i still misses u.
))))))))))))))))))))))))):
BYE BYE.
=DDDDDDD
what we could have been, 3:51 PM.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
i am gonna be lazy again...
cos not gonna update bloggie for the next few days...
or perhaps even weeks...
will be realllllllly busy...
if wan jio miie out, please arrange with my secretary.
=X
but i will still be doing DAILY check on my blog people...
so please TAG.
my tagboard is like so lifeless can?
sian....
random: i so wanna sleep. LOL.
cos not gonna update bloggie for the next few days...
or perhaps even weeks...
will be realllllllly busy...
if wan jio miie out, please arrange with my secretary.
=X
but i will still be doing DAILY check on my blog people...
so please TAG.
my tagboard is like so lifeless can?
sian....
random: i so wanna sleep. LOL.
what we could have been, 10:16 PM.
SCREW UP MAN!!!!!!
its a TOTAL SCREW UP!!!!!!!
i think its time ngee ann kongsi change the equipments for FMS.
the equipment reli SUCKS can.
when miao play the song got lots of noise...
and i strongly believe that its the LOUSY equipment's fault.
and when i was presenting,
I COULDNT HEAR MYSELF!!!!!
i can only hear the music which was like...
super soft lah?
let ants hear only....
like wad the fuck can?!?!?!
i cant hear my voice and i dunno how loud i was...
and i missed out some thing at the end...
den i panic...
den i cai ge cai the tao zhe voice...
KAO!!!!!
so pissed now man...
like wtf.
once i start, i screwed it.
in the middle, i screwed it again.
at the ending, i still screwed it.
i am reli very disappointed with myself lah.
be glad that i can get a C for this presentation.
so disappointed and pissed now.
its a TOTAL SCREW UP!!!!!!!
i think its time ngee ann kongsi change the equipments for FMS.
the equipment reli SUCKS can.
when miao play the song got lots of noise...
and i strongly believe that its the LOUSY equipment's fault.
and when i was presenting,
I COULDNT HEAR MYSELF!!!!!
i can only hear the music which was like...
super soft lah?
let ants hear only....
like wad the fuck can?!?!?!
i cant hear my voice and i dunno how loud i was...
and i missed out some thing at the end...
den i panic...
den i cai ge cai the tao zhe voice...
KAO!!!!!
so pissed now man...
like wtf.
once i start, i screwed it.
in the middle, i screwed it again.
at the ending, i still screwed it.
i am reli very disappointed with myself lah.
be glad that i can get a C for this presentation.
so disappointed and pissed now.
what we could have been, 5:26 PM.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
i'm gonna be lazy for the next few days...
and not update my blog...
but before my blog goes into the hibernation state,
i shall wish my lil' brother, yi liang,
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
still got abt half an hour more before he turn 14...
lol...
so so so so so so young can?!?!!
but i doubt he will see anyway...
that poor boii's mugging...
and not update my blog...
but before my blog goes into the hibernation state,
i shall wish my lil' brother, yi liang,
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
still got abt half an hour more before he turn 14...
lol...
so so so so so so young can?!?!!
but i doubt he will see anyway...
that poor boii's mugging...
what we could have been, 11:30 PM.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
i am falling sick.
again.
for the 9642568974214790 time.
KAO.
this is the GREATEST time ever to fall sick.
jus when i needed to practice for my broadcast presentation on mon.
and when i having the test on wed.
FUCK man.
somehow, i am beginning to suspect
did i fall ill under pressure or not.
cos whenever i'm sick,
i usually have lots of assignments waving hello to miie.
and i noe that this time, i am pissed off with myself.
my broadcast presentation simply sux.
everyone is doing so well.
jus when i tot that i can also,
i sit down in front of the mic and i totally backed out.
i dunno wad went wrong but i jus cant bring myself to do it.
damn it.
damn it damn it damn it.
grrrr.
again.
for the 9642568974214790 time.
KAO.
this is the GREATEST time ever to fall sick.
jus when i needed to practice for my broadcast presentation on mon.
and when i having the test on wed.
FUCK man.
somehow, i am beginning to suspect
did i fall ill under pressure or not.
cos whenever i'm sick,
i usually have lots of assignments waving hello to miie.
and i noe that this time, i am pissed off with myself.
my broadcast presentation simply sux.
everyone is doing so well.
jus when i tot that i can also,
i sit down in front of the mic and i totally backed out.
i dunno wad went wrong but i jus cant bring myself to do it.
damn it.
damn it damn it damn it.
grrrr.
what we could have been, 11:25 PM.
