Saturday, March 10, 2007
dunno why today like wanna blog so many things liddat...
jus feel like saying some things out...
like in the previous post, i mention i went out with mf they all...
and among them, there were 2 couples.
ming fong and yuan jian, lih yee and kent.
we were walkin ard suntec where they started joking...
say later when shan nvr join us for dinner, i can paired up with vic.
i jus laugh the matter off...
since its not the first time they teased us.
den shan blurted out smth:
ehh yah hoh...
u two are the only ones who nvr get attached before.
and before that she asked miie: when are u going to get urself a bf??
come to think of it, yea, its true.
in fact, whenever we go out, most of the times they are paired.
fong has been with yuan jian since dunno when...
lih yee had showed up with a couple of guys...
and si shan brought leslie out with us b4 too.
i've always admire those who are coupled up...
seeing them holding hands from the backview is so sweet.
being a gurl, i wan to experience that too.
and i also feel like getting a bf whenever i see that.
but somehow, all of a sudden, when we walked to marina bay mrt station...
i look at lih yee and kent hold hands.
den i saw fong n yuan jian holding hands.
i still think that's sweet, but i didnt wan to get attached.
thoughts rushed thru my brains.
i dun like the feeling of being jio by others.
i think its scary.
i dun wan any guy beside miie now.
i think its troublesome.
i dun wan to get attached now.
i think its tiring.
i jus wanna be myself.
i jus wanna lead life freely.
i jus wanna be alone.
single is good.
i dun have to worry abt the person all the time....
and i dun have to tell him my location all the time.
i can do anything i wan, anything i like.
the freshly graduated sec 4 peeps are getting into their new schools soon.
i believe everyone has some wishes for themselves in the new school.
esp when it comes to getting attached.
i was of no exception.
when i entered poly, i tot that i might get attached during these 3 years.
until one day, i dunno why, i ask a grp of pple:
do u guys think i will get attached during poly?
someone answered miie: no.
its was suprising to hear an answer that was not within ur expectations.
that someone went on to explain:
its not that nobody will jio u... ish u wun wanna get tied down.
hmmm.
i went home and tot abt it.
even till now i'm still thinkin abt it.
yea.
i guess that person was right.
and all of a sudden i felt that i wun get attached during poly.
and all of a sudden i feared that pple wanna jio miie.
perhaps cos i'm still trying to get over some things.
a broken heart is too weak to handle anything.
but i have reli got things clear.
reli.
maybe i'm jus giving myself excuses not to get over this.
i tot i was strong, but turns out that i'm weaker than i tot.
i noe everything should be fine now...
but i guess i gave myself too much excuses.
omg this is getting nowhere.
i guess i better stop now.
jus feel like saying some things out...
like in the previous post, i mention i went out with mf they all...
and among them, there were 2 couples.
ming fong and yuan jian, lih yee and kent.
we were walkin ard suntec where they started joking...
say later when shan nvr join us for dinner, i can paired up with vic.
i jus laugh the matter off...
since its not the first time they teased us.
den shan blurted out smth:
ehh yah hoh...
u two are the only ones who nvr get attached before.
and before that she asked miie: when are u going to get urself a bf??
come to think of it, yea, its true.
in fact, whenever we go out, most of the times they are paired.
fong has been with yuan jian since dunno when...
lih yee had showed up with a couple of guys...
and si shan brought leslie out with us b4 too.
i've always admire those who are coupled up...
seeing them holding hands from the backview is so sweet.
being a gurl, i wan to experience that too.
and i also feel like getting a bf whenever i see that.
but somehow, all of a sudden, when we walked to marina bay mrt station...
i look at lih yee and kent hold hands.
den i saw fong n yuan jian holding hands.
i still think that's sweet, but i didnt wan to get attached.
thoughts rushed thru my brains.
i dun like the feeling of being jio by others.
i think its scary.
i dun wan any guy beside miie now.
i think its troublesome.
i dun wan to get attached now.
i think its tiring.
i jus wanna be myself.
i jus wanna lead life freely.
i jus wanna be alone.
single is good.
i dun have to worry abt the person all the time....
and i dun have to tell him my location all the time.
i can do anything i wan, anything i like.
the freshly graduated sec 4 peeps are getting into their new schools soon.
i believe everyone has some wishes for themselves in the new school.
esp when it comes to getting attached.
i was of no exception.
when i entered poly, i tot that i might get attached during these 3 years.
until one day, i dunno why, i ask a grp of pple:
do u guys think i will get attached during poly?
someone answered miie: no.
its was suprising to hear an answer that was not within ur expectations.
that someone went on to explain:
its not that nobody will jio u... ish u wun wanna get tied down.
hmmm.
i went home and tot abt it.
even till now i'm still thinkin abt it.
yea.
i guess that person was right.
and all of a sudden i felt that i wun get attached during poly.
and all of a sudden i feared that pple wanna jio miie.
perhaps cos i'm still trying to get over some things.
a broken heart is too weak to handle anything.
but i have reli got things clear.
reli.
maybe i'm jus giving myself excuses not to get over this.
i tot i was strong, but turns out that i'm weaker than i tot.
i noe everything should be fine now...
but i guess i gave myself too much excuses.
omg this is getting nowhere.
i guess i better stop now.
what we could have been, 2:45 AM.
