Sunday, February 04, 2007
i had never felt better ever since my fever was gone...
esp when so many things are happening...
coughing non stop also...
its been only 7 days since i made my mind up...
but it appears to miie that it has alr been 7 months...
and i have taken up 2 jobs...
one is the handbag one...
which i think mostly would noe..
and the other is cashier at pool centre...
come find miie when u free...
the pool centre at marine parade...
above the mac opp parkway parade...
but den i have decided to quit the handbag job...
cos of something...
ytd i quarrel with my parents bcos of working...
i was supposed to work at the h/b there ytd...
but when i woke up in the morning, i had a very bad headache...
so i sms-ed my cousin-in-law saying i'm not well...
she flared up..
and i can understand y.
cos it was a last min notification...
and it would be hard for her to get a replacement...
thus i wanted to tell her i'll go work...
but she slam the phone down on miie and tell miie to stay at home.
so i did lah...
cos the headache was reli bad...
when dad came home in the evening...
the first thing he did was to scold miie when he step into the house.
he: y u nvr go and work?
me: i sick leii! headache very pain leii!
he: u noe wad troubles u bring to ur cuz-in-law ma?
me: *silence*
he: ur aunt call and nag at miie... say y u nvr go work...
me: *silence*
he: u noe her(cuz-in-law) 2 kids sick until nearly go hospital ma??
me: den other pple kids sick until nearly go hospital very big deal lah...
if i go work den faint need to go hospital den nvm lah?!?!
he: *silence* den if u dowan work u should have told other pple wad!
me: i did OK!!! i was feelin ok the night before...
how was i to noe i will have headache today??
he: u give miie some face can anot? liddat chinese new year how???
how to face the others???
like wad the fuck can??
ur face my problem arh??
chinese new year dunno how to face pple right??
i give u one solution.
STAY AT HOME LAH!!!
AND DUN GO ANYWHERE LOH!!!
u oso no money to give ang bao...
liddat good wad...
dun need to give ang bao...
i sacrifice lah...
i dun take ang bao loh....
liddat happy lah?
everyone oso happy...
FUCK LAH.
everytime got things go wrong surely my fault...
doesnt seem to miie that when got good things happen is bcos of miie.
fuck lah.
since i not happy working at commoditee there might as well quit.
so stress somemore.
wad for torture myself??
but i die oso wun quit the pool job.
wait long long.
i will only quit when i feel like quitting.
this time i'm not giving in.
u wan cold war i anything.
i dun care.
its not my fault this time round.
u were the one being unreasonable.
i wun suffer from the cold war anyway.
FUCK.
feelin so damn pissed off now.
fuck.
cant wait for the m'sia trip to come.
can go crazy.
still wondering should i go for the concert anot.
like very hard to get his kind of chance liddat...
but den like nobody going...
except for yao.
so i am still wondering see how...
i'm having fever again...
think i will stop here for a while.
when i more free den i continue.
esp when so many things are happening...
coughing non stop also...
its been only 7 days since i made my mind up...
but it appears to miie that it has alr been 7 months...
and i have taken up 2 jobs...
one is the handbag one...
which i think mostly would noe..
and the other is cashier at pool centre...
come find miie when u free...
the pool centre at marine parade...
above the mac opp parkway parade...
but den i have decided to quit the handbag job...
cos of something...
ytd i quarrel with my parents bcos of working...
i was supposed to work at the h/b there ytd...
but when i woke up in the morning, i had a very bad headache...
so i sms-ed my cousin-in-law saying i'm not well...
she flared up..
and i can understand y.
cos it was a last min notification...
and it would be hard for her to get a replacement...
thus i wanted to tell her i'll go work...
but she slam the phone down on miie and tell miie to stay at home.
so i did lah...
cos the headache was reli bad...
when dad came home in the evening...
the first thing he did was to scold miie when he step into the house.
he: y u nvr go and work?
me: i sick leii! headache very pain leii!
he: u noe wad troubles u bring to ur cuz-in-law ma?
me: *silence*
he: ur aunt call and nag at miie... say y u nvr go work...
me: *silence*
he: u noe her(cuz-in-law) 2 kids sick until nearly go hospital ma??
me: den other pple kids sick until nearly go hospital very big deal lah...
if i go work den faint need to go hospital den nvm lah?!?!
he: *silence* den if u dowan work u should have told other pple wad!
me: i did OK!!! i was feelin ok the night before...
how was i to noe i will have headache today??
he: u give miie some face can anot? liddat chinese new year how???
how to face the others???
like wad the fuck can??
ur face my problem arh??
chinese new year dunno how to face pple right??
i give u one solution.
STAY AT HOME LAH!!!
AND DUN GO ANYWHERE LOH!!!
u oso no money to give ang bao...
liddat good wad...
dun need to give ang bao...
i sacrifice lah...
i dun take ang bao loh....
liddat happy lah?
everyone oso happy...
FUCK LAH.
everytime got things go wrong surely my fault...
doesnt seem to miie that when got good things happen is bcos of miie.
fuck lah.
since i not happy working at commoditee there might as well quit.
so stress somemore.
wad for torture myself??
but i die oso wun quit the pool job.
wait long long.
i will only quit when i feel like quitting.
this time i'm not giving in.
u wan cold war i anything.
i dun care.
its not my fault this time round.
u were the one being unreasonable.
i wun suffer from the cold war anyway.
FUCK.
feelin so damn pissed off now.
fuck.
cant wait for the m'sia trip to come.
can go crazy.
still wondering should i go for the concert anot.
like very hard to get his kind of chance liddat...
but den like nobody going...
except for yao.
so i am still wondering see how...
i'm having fever again...
think i will stop here for a while.
when i more free den i continue.
what we could have been, 2:47 PM.
