Thursday, January 04, 2007
today was the first day of sch...
doesnt mean much to miie...
cos i am continuing from last sem...
den finally got a new lappie adaptor...
so can go online finally...
not to mention to do my work as well...
but den somehow i am not happy.
i am rather disappointed.
in myself.
i feel reli terrible.
there are lots of assignments i have yet to hand in...
thanks to the spoiled adaptor.
den yufung and jinli said smth today that made miie feel real bad.
they say its unfair for them...
unfair that when i hand in my assignments late,
and the lecturers dun deduct my marks.
ok.
i can understand their thinking...
i can only say...
i'm at fault lah.
if i were in their shoes i wouldnt be happy either wad.
i noe i am at fault.
i noe i am slacking down this sem.
i hope i can work harder this sem...
reli...
i dowan to get a low GPA again like last sem...
but i think i have not been working hard enuf and its too late.
i am disappointed with soc psy...
i cant seem to get it...
nothing abt soc psy i understand.
and to think last sem other pple keep saying this module easy score one.
i PUI.
i dunno how is drama going to be like...
but i not having high hopes for it either.
cult hist.
dun need to say.
sure die one...
esp when chen ying like dislike miie so much.
can forget abt it liao.
writcom in chi.
i'm turning hopeless cos the lecturer is hopeless.
and i feel rather gulity...
that i have not been updating my livejournal often enuf.
trans.
aha.
that is a module i tot i can at least score a B for it.
appears to miie that i am wrong.
cos i jus check the NPmail.
and i got warning letter for trans.
said my attendance not enuf.
haiz...
i thinking i skip too many lessons alr...
and i have yet to pay my sch fees.
i dowan to bother my parents abt sch fees.
so i tot of seeking help from student centre.
which i have yet to make a trip there.
hopefully i can force myself to go there tml.
currently, i jus hope that i can attend lessons more regularly.
and i hope that i can complete all my assignments on time.
and i hope i can earn enuf money.
its gonna be hard balancing sch, work n private time...
i have never been good at time planning.
hope i can learn my lesson this time round.
i'm hurt.
very hurt.
u sms miie late in the night at 3am last nite.
not that i mind or wad cos i couldnt get to sleep either.
but why, why izzit that u will only sms miie when u need to tok to someone??
if not i have to take the initiative to sms u...
not only to u, but to other frenz as well...
i am usually there when anyone need to tok to someone.
no matter how late the night is i will still try my best to tok to u pple.
lih yee called miie at 4am last time when she broke up with her boyfriend.
i had to listen to her cry over the phone,
and try my best to comfort her.
shan owaes call miie when she has troubles,
regardless of relationship or family problems.
ming fong consult in miie when she's feeling troubled.
u.
u sms miie.
at 3am.
to tell miie abt that someone.
its forever the same someone.
why izzit that...
when ever i receive ur msg,
u gave miie the feeling that u need to tok to someone badly?
not that i dun understand u.
i understand u well enuf.
too well in fact i think.
but i dowan be the replacement for wadeva that is missing in ur life.
look guys...
its not that i am unhappy u guys consult in miie or wadeva.
jus that,
i've been there for lots of pple when they needed someone.
but wad about miie?
who can i turn to when i am feeling troubled?
telling the same person abt ur problems all the times only irritate that person off.
i dowan to be a drag to anyone.
i think abt ur smses last nite.
can i say that u are dropping miie hints??
hinting that its time to stop all these??
i hope it can stop.
reli .
stop soon.
before i get too disappointed in u.
before i get too disappointed in myself.
wait.
i am already disappointed in myself.
totally disappointed.
doesnt mean much to miie...
cos i am continuing from last sem...
den finally got a new lappie adaptor...
so can go online finally...
not to mention to do my work as well...
but den somehow i am not happy.
i am rather disappointed.
in myself.
i feel reli terrible.
there are lots of assignments i have yet to hand in...
thanks to the spoiled adaptor.
den yufung and jinli said smth today that made miie feel real bad.
they say its unfair for them...
unfair that when i hand in my assignments late,
and the lecturers dun deduct my marks.
ok.
i can understand their thinking...
i can only say...
i'm at fault lah.
if i were in their shoes i wouldnt be happy either wad.
i noe i am at fault.
i noe i am slacking down this sem.
i hope i can work harder this sem...
reli...
i dowan to get a low GPA again like last sem...
but i think i have not been working hard enuf and its too late.
i am disappointed with soc psy...
i cant seem to get it...
nothing abt soc psy i understand.
and to think last sem other pple keep saying this module easy score one.
i PUI.
i dunno how is drama going to be like...
but i not having high hopes for it either.
cult hist.
dun need to say.
sure die one...
esp when chen ying like dislike miie so much.
can forget abt it liao.
writcom in chi.
i'm turning hopeless cos the lecturer is hopeless.
and i feel rather gulity...
that i have not been updating my livejournal often enuf.
trans.
aha.
that is a module i tot i can at least score a B for it.
appears to miie that i am wrong.
cos i jus check the NPmail.
and i got warning letter for trans.
said my attendance not enuf.
haiz...
i thinking i skip too many lessons alr...
and i have yet to pay my sch fees.
i dowan to bother my parents abt sch fees.
so i tot of seeking help from student centre.
which i have yet to make a trip there.
hopefully i can force myself to go there tml.
currently, i jus hope that i can attend lessons more regularly.
and i hope that i can complete all my assignments on time.
and i hope i can earn enuf money.
its gonna be hard balancing sch, work n private time...
i have never been good at time planning.
hope i can learn my lesson this time round.
i'm hurt.
very hurt.
u sms miie late in the night at 3am last nite.
not that i mind or wad cos i couldnt get to sleep either.
but why, why izzit that u will only sms miie when u need to tok to someone??
if not i have to take the initiative to sms u...
not only to u, but to other frenz as well...
i am usually there when anyone need to tok to someone.
no matter how late the night is i will still try my best to tok to u pple.
lih yee called miie at 4am last time when she broke up with her boyfriend.
i had to listen to her cry over the phone,
and try my best to comfort her.
shan owaes call miie when she has troubles,
regardless of relationship or family problems.
ming fong consult in miie when she's feeling troubled.
u.
u sms miie.
at 3am.
to tell miie abt that someone.
its forever the same someone.
why izzit that...
when ever i receive ur msg,
u gave miie the feeling that u need to tok to someone badly?
not that i dun understand u.
i understand u well enuf.
too well in fact i think.
but i dowan be the replacement for wadeva that is missing in ur life.
look guys...
its not that i am unhappy u guys consult in miie or wadeva.
jus that,
i've been there for lots of pple when they needed someone.
but wad about miie?
who can i turn to when i am feeling troubled?
telling the same person abt ur problems all the times only irritate that person off.
i dowan to be a drag to anyone.
i think abt ur smses last nite.
can i say that u are dropping miie hints??
hinting that its time to stop all these??
i hope it can stop.
reli .
stop soon.
before i get too disappointed in u.
before i get too disappointed in myself.
wait.
i am already disappointed in myself.
totally disappointed.
what we could have been, 12:36 AM.
