Friday, November 03, 2006
a bit shag these few days lah...
also dunno wad's the reason behind it...
jus... tired.
its only the 3rd week of school but i alr a bit sick of it...
school is still fun...
but... i very sick of travelling liao...
and this sem de modules a bit dead as compared to last sem...
on top of all, i a bit emo also...
dun ask the reason behind all these...
i also dunno...
at times i jus dun feel like talking to anyone at all...
a bit frustrated over things like my pri sch gatherings...
many pple jus couldnt give miie proper replies...
and many were reluctant to go...
i noe i shouldnt force anyone when they dowan to go...
but it is typical of miie to wan everyone to go...
i like it when everyone meets up and have a good chat together...
got the 'feel'...
haiz...
jus hope that pple can appreciate things more...
guess i am the only fool left who will keep organising things...
maybe i shouldnt do that anymore..
since nobody cares abt it in the first place...
and lots of assignments are coming up...
i'm getting stress...
didnt do well last sem...
i reli hope to do well...
but i cant stand it when i think of translation...
i scared i cant handle it...
did translation as a group a few times...
kinda felt that i'm not good at doing it...
cos all those times i didnt reli contribute much...
and as an individual, i think its gonna be far worse...
haiz...
and up till now i haven had a single entry in my live journal...
i alr knew wad my topics are gonna be about...
but everytime i try to write and do smth abt it...
i jus cant seem to get my sentences the way i wan it to be...
i noe i very fussy abt my work at times...
i wan it to be in the best form...
though usually my best form is LOUSY...
haiz...
i hope soc psy wun be a problem...
but i cant seem to get things right...
wad a bother....
cultural history...
haiz...
speechless...
its jus another module that will take my life away...
so skip it...
i hope drama can be better...
but den again, i dun seem to be good at it...
haiz...
pple tot that i made i right choice to come into this course...
but i have doubts abt it at times...
and things are not going well these few days...
jus made miie even more doubtful abt myself...
is this wad i reli wan?
can i handle this?
pple owaes ask miie wad i wanna be in the future...
i dun reli have the answer to it...
i have my doubts abt being a DJ...
afraid that i cant live up to it...
there are many things abt miie that pple dunno...
or rather, they fail to see it...
i am jus so sick and tired of things at times...
dunno wad i can do to change things...
i reli dunno....
RANDOM THOUGHTS: i miss him alot...
VERY RANDOM THOUGHTS: i feel invisible...
also dunno wad's the reason behind it...
jus... tired.
its only the 3rd week of school but i alr a bit sick of it...
school is still fun...
but... i very sick of travelling liao...
and this sem de modules a bit dead as compared to last sem...
on top of all, i a bit emo also...
dun ask the reason behind all these...
i also dunno...
at times i jus dun feel like talking to anyone at all...
a bit frustrated over things like my pri sch gatherings...
many pple jus couldnt give miie proper replies...
and many were reluctant to go...
i noe i shouldnt force anyone when they dowan to go...
but it is typical of miie to wan everyone to go...
i like it when everyone meets up and have a good chat together...
got the 'feel'...
haiz...
jus hope that pple can appreciate things more...
guess i am the only fool left who will keep organising things...
maybe i shouldnt do that anymore..
since nobody cares abt it in the first place...
and lots of assignments are coming up...
i'm getting stress...
didnt do well last sem...
i reli hope to do well...
but i cant stand it when i think of translation...
i scared i cant handle it...
did translation as a group a few times...
kinda felt that i'm not good at doing it...
cos all those times i didnt reli contribute much...
and as an individual, i think its gonna be far worse...
haiz...
and up till now i haven had a single entry in my live journal...
i alr knew wad my topics are gonna be about...
but everytime i try to write and do smth abt it...
i jus cant seem to get my sentences the way i wan it to be...
i noe i very fussy abt my work at times...
i wan it to be in the best form...
though usually my best form is LOUSY...
haiz...
i hope soc psy wun be a problem...
but i cant seem to get things right...
wad a bother....
cultural history...
haiz...
speechless...
its jus another module that will take my life away...
so skip it...
i hope drama can be better...
but den again, i dun seem to be good at it...
haiz...
pple tot that i made i right choice to come into this course...
but i have doubts abt it at times...
and things are not going well these few days...
jus made miie even more doubtful abt myself...
is this wad i reli wan?
can i handle this?
pple owaes ask miie wad i wanna be in the future...
i dun reli have the answer to it...
i have my doubts abt being a DJ...
afraid that i cant live up to it...
there are many things abt miie that pple dunno...
or rather, they fail to see it...
i am jus so sick and tired of things at times...
dunno wad i can do to change things...
i reli dunno....
RANDOM THOUGHTS: i miss him alot...
VERY RANDOM THOUGHTS: i feel invisible...
what we could have been, 7:17 PM.
