Sunday, November 26, 2006
phew...
got over with cultural history n social psychology...
so happy...
quite contented with both...
especially soc psy...
it was reli funny loh....
went over to kaishi hse on fri...
to celebrate kaishi de bdae...
and kaishi didnt noe...
lol...
we surprise her man...
she was so touched that she nearly cry...
lol...
camwhored quite a bit with guo wei's new phone...
it was fun loh...
shall post some here...
got over with cultural history n social psychology...
so happy...
quite contented with both...
especially soc psy...
it was reli funny loh....
went over to kaishi hse on fri...
to celebrate kaishi de bdae...
and kaishi didnt noe...
lol...
we surprise her man...
she was so touched that she nearly cry...
lol...
camwhored quite a bit with guo wei's new phone...
it was fun loh...
shall post some here...
1st row (L-R):kaiwei, miie, kai yeong
2nd row (L-R): hui jie, kaishi, hao sheng
3rd row (L-R): yong xian, yuan jian, guo wei
this photo is known as : [[f0rreVerr uS...]]
kaishi, kaiwei n miie...
i've an lian kaiwei all my life...
dun believe??
i'll show u....
see!!!!
this a prove of my love for her...
but i've been having an affair with mel mel since i noe her in sec 2...
LOL...
here's a rather freaky photo....
its a combination of kaiwei's eyes, hao sheng's nose n kai yeong's mouth...
den today went to meet wan yee n li ping...
gossip a lot man...
lol...
felt reli great to meet up with them and have a good chat....
hope that we can all meet up one day...
supposed to go for CASSC or wadeva that is called...
i can only say got communication breakdown...
besides, i'm broke...
so dun go oso no harm....
tml gonna go and wait for him end work...
again...
been thinking quite a lot...
i dunno wad he is thinking abt...
but i think its only a matter of time that i give up on him...
reli...
things seem to be impossible between us...
continue to be so ai mei will only make things more difficult for miie...
stop here liao...
eyes a bit pain...
bhuai...
what we could have been, 12:08 AM.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
haiz...
finally got over and done with translation assignment...
got a feeling i didnt do well for it...
be glad that i can get a C...
or maybe a D...
wadeva...
these few days are reli stressed...
got cultural history presentation on mon...
supposed to meet on sat and do...
but i onli reached home at 4am on sat(if u get wad i mean...)
den i was reli UNPRODUCTIVE.
sorry guys.
guess i most likely have to use my last resort...
buy MC on mon...
haiz...
den still got soc psy presentation on thurs...
gotta do a video...
trying to get kelvin to help miie with the editing...
damn it...
meeting later at 3pm liddat...
at airport...
after which i still got a translation test on 28th nov...
den got cultural assignment to hand in on the 30th...
den got dizi bbq on 29th...
wtf.
thanks man.
den chu chalet on 30th.
kao.
addie ask miie for the list of peeps going the other day.
was reli stressed when she asked miie.
so i was kinda rude.
sorry man addie.
was stressed.
i forgot i have yet to complete my pantomime.
fuck.
now i am reli pek chek.
i wan a break.
i need a break.
or better still.
give miie 48 hours a day.
den i can get my stuff done.
i lack of sleep and still have to struggle with these.
if only i can fall sick now.
fall very very sick.
and i mean VERY VERY VERY sick.
extremely sick.
finally got over and done with translation assignment...
got a feeling i didnt do well for it...
be glad that i can get a C...
or maybe a D...
wadeva...
these few days are reli stressed...
got cultural history presentation on mon...
supposed to meet on sat and do...
but i onli reached home at 4am on sat(if u get wad i mean...)
den i was reli UNPRODUCTIVE.
sorry guys.
guess i most likely have to use my last resort...
buy MC on mon...
haiz...
den still got soc psy presentation on thurs...
gotta do a video...
trying to get kelvin to help miie with the editing...
damn it...
meeting later at 3pm liddat...
at airport...
after which i still got a translation test on 28th nov...
den got cultural assignment to hand in on the 30th...
den got dizi bbq on 29th...
wtf.
thanks man.
den chu chalet on 30th.
kao.
addie ask miie for the list of peeps going the other day.
was reli stressed when she asked miie.
so i was kinda rude.
sorry man addie.
was stressed.
i forgot i have yet to complete my pantomime.
fuck.
now i am reli pek chek.
i wan a break.
i need a break.
or better still.
give miie 48 hours a day.
den i can get my stuff done.
i lack of sleep and still have to struggle with these.
if only i can fall sick now.
fall very very sick.
and i mean VERY VERY VERY sick.
extremely sick.
what we could have been, 2:10 AM.
Monday, November 13, 2006
i am so shag now...
very tired...
very sleepy....
but i very stressed also...
i got pantomine (wadeva) to be completed...
and translation assignment to be in this fri...
and cultural history presentation nxt mon...
and soc psy presentation nxt thurs...
i am so fucking stress up now can???
think today my post all pictures one...
too lazy to say anything...
cheng yao the understanding fren
grace the sweet lady....
qiqi my shy fren....
hui ting my ting jie....
wen wen my cutie pie...
hui yin the auntie... lol...
very tired...
very sleepy....
but i very stressed also...
i got pantomine (wadeva) to be completed...
and translation assignment to be in this fri...
and cultural history presentation nxt mon...
and soc psy presentation nxt thurs...
i am so fucking stress up now can???
think today my post all pictures one...
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too lazy to say anything...cheng yao the understanding fren
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grace the sweet lady....
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qiqi my shy fren....
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hui ting my ting jie....
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wen wen my cutie pie...
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hui yin the auntie... lol...
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joycelyn my qing lang....
stop here for a while... continue later....
what we could have been, 11:38 PM.
我真的看不下去了。。。
只想说几句话。。。
做人凡事都要对得起自己的良心。。。
只求问心无愧就好。。。
你扪心自问。。。
你对得起对你很重要的人吗？？
人是会有因果报应的。。。
你现在怎样对人家别人就会怎样对待你。。。
要的话伤害你自己就好。。。
不要害人害己。。。
总之一句话。。。
要对得起天地良心。
只想说几句话。。。
做人凡事都要对得起自己的良心。。。
只求问心无愧就好。。。
你扪心自问。。。
你对得起对你很重要的人吗？？
人是会有因果报应的。。。
你现在怎样对人家别人就会怎样对待你。。。
要的话伤害你自己就好。。。
不要害人害己。。。
总之一句话。。。
要对得起天地良心。
what we could have been, 12:33 AM.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
now i am still in school...
supposed to be doing my social psychology assignment...
but i cant get started...
u noe...
心有余而力不足。。。
i jus cant seem to concentrate on things now lah...
think most likely will wait and chiong last min again...
took some pictures jus now in the study room...
shy shy de yun lin and cheng yao...
jess and ah meng...
wang yu and miie!!!
see...
we are all paired up~!!!!
wahahaha~~....
"ehh... jess arh... how do u write abt STEREOTYPING huh??"
"oh no~ pls!!! NO SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY pls~!!!!"
yao: "hurry... we muz hurry start work..."
PS: this photo is 100% FAKE one...
the table is consider neat when we are TRYING to do some work...
LOL...
sian...
think i got nothing to say liao...
so i think i will stop here...
bye...
RANDOM THOUGHTS: i miss him...
supposed to be doing my social psychology assignment...
but i cant get started...
u noe...
心有余而力不足。。。
i jus cant seem to concentrate on things now lah...
think most likely will wait and chiong last min again...
took some pictures jus now in the study room...
shy shy de yun lin and cheng yao...
jess and ah meng...
wang yu and miie!!!
see...
we are all paired up~!!!!
wahahaha~~....
"ehh... jess arh... how do u write abt STEREOTYPING huh??"
"oh no~ pls!!! NO SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY pls~!!!!"
yao: "hurry... we muz hurry start work..."
PS: this photo is 100% FAKE one...
the table is consider neat when we are TRYING to do some work...
LOL...
sian...
think i got nothing to say liao...
so i think i will stop here...
bye...
RANDOM THOUGHTS: i miss him...
what we could have been, 8:28 PM.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
i dowan...
i dowan i dowan...
i dowan to be the substitute...
i dowan to be the last resort u turn to...
i dowan to be needed by u only when u are troubled...
i dowan to be known as the one who noe u well as a fren...
i jus wanna be noticed by u.
i jus wanna be the one u will constantly think of.
nothing else matters anymore.
cos i'm too lost.
cos i'm too confused.
cos... i'm too into you.
i jus simply do not understand that y pple dun see that there is a fragile side to everyone.
especially gurls.
gurls are fragile on the inside.
but many guys jus failed to see that.
every gurl long to be a gurl.
to be treated like a gurl.
to be loved like a gurl.
i appear to be strong, but i'm not.
i appear to be smiling, but i'm not.
i appear to be happy, but i'm not.
pls be more considerate towards pple.
especially gurls.
thank you very much.
i dowan i dowan...
i dowan to be the substitute...
i dowan to be the last resort u turn to...
i dowan to be needed by u only when u are troubled...
i dowan to be known as the one who noe u well as a fren...
i jus wanna be noticed by u.
i jus wanna be the one u will constantly think of.
nothing else matters anymore.
cos i'm too lost.
cos i'm too confused.
cos... i'm too into you.
i jus simply do not understand that y pple dun see that there is a fragile side to everyone.
especially gurls.
gurls are fragile on the inside.
but many guys jus failed to see that.
every gurl long to be a gurl.
to be treated like a gurl.
to be loved like a gurl.
i appear to be strong, but i'm not.
i appear to be smiling, but i'm not.
i appear to be happy, but i'm not.
pls be more considerate towards pple.
especially gurls.
thank you very much.
what we could have been, 11:16 PM.
random thoughts: i miss secondary school.
random thoughts: i miss chinese orchestra.
random thoughts: i miss library.
random thoughts: i miss doing maths.
i miss him.
sometimes, i dunno wad izzit that i wan.
i have doubts for my feelings.
it seem so unreal at times.
think ish i 一厢情愿。
its only an one-sided crush.
oh well...
shall try my best to put it aside first.
shall to concentrate on my assignments first.
hope that things will eventually sort it out.
although i know i got a lot of things on my mind.
too much.
things of all kinds.
assignments.
studies.
friendship.
relationship.
money.
ARGGHH~~!!!!
wad the hell...
!@#$%^&*($%^*@#!$%~@#$%^
i jus wan a peaceful life.
BUT never mind.
random thoughts: i miss chinese orchestra.
random thoughts: i miss library.
random thoughts: i miss doing maths.
i miss him.
sometimes, i dunno wad izzit that i wan.
i have doubts for my feelings.
it seem so unreal at times.
think ish i 一厢情愿。
its only an one-sided crush.
oh well...
shall try my best to put it aside first.
shall to concentrate on my assignments first.
hope that things will eventually sort it out.
although i know i got a lot of things on my mind.
too much.
things of all kinds.
assignments.
studies.
friendship.
relationship.
money.
ARGGHH~~!!!!
wad the hell...
!@#$%^&*($%^*@#!$%~@#$%^
i jus wan a peaceful life.
BUT never mind.
我会脸带微笑，坚持下去。
i noe i can do it~!!!
GAMBATE~
bleah.
=X
what we could have been, 3:30 PM.
omg...
i tried to post this entry last nite...
but dunno wad happen...
blogger keep refusing to publish the post...
damn it...
gotta wait till today...
anyway...
yesterday, i met up with kelvin and gang...
went out with miss chu...
to celebrate her bdae...
a bit pathetic cos only got 7 pple in total...
but it was still fun...
went to thai express for dinner...
i didnt had much cos i didnt reli like thai food...
and believe it or not, its my first time eating at thai express...
i didnt reli like sour and spicy food...
cos i cant take spicy food in the first place...
it wasnt a bad experience at thai express but...
i still dun quite like it...
LOL.
anyway their mango drink is nice...
that is the only thing i like there i figured...
lol...
walked all the way from city link to plaza sing there...
cathay cineplex...
or wadever it is called...
went to watch the convenant...
not a bad show...
quite nice i would say...
and it was so funny lah when we tried to book the tix thru phone...
lol...
we made a fool outta ourselves...
after that we went to coffee bean...
bought a brownie as a cake for ms chu...
lol...
we realise something funny there...
why izzit that coffee bean has a candle but has no lighter???
bel... if u happen to be reading this...
den maybe u can give miie the answer???
lol...
poor ms chu was so embarassed can...
she was forced to blow out an unlit candle...
LOL!
of course we didnt leave her present out...
bought her a pair of shades that cost 69 bucks...
quite ok cos the brand was esprit...
and got UV protection...
LOL...
it was funny cos we keep saying we cant get her any shades with UV protection with the budget of 70 bucks...
but in the end we DID!!!
so proud of ourselves...
LOL...
i am jus so fortunate to have frenz like them...
my pri sch frenz nvr fail to make miie laugh...
esp gordon, yong sheng and kelvin...
hope we can remain as frenz forever...
like wad we said...
and adeline and min xing...
u gals are jus great...
not forgetting miss chu...
sorry to make u pay for so many things for us all the times...
u are the best teacher anyone can get...
(:
pple like jacob, cheryl, man ning, tiffany n blabla...
u guys are equally great...
love u all...
(:
and pls lah pple...
nxt time when we go out can we take some photos??
cannot stand it lah...
i wan smth to keep for memories purposes can???
i believe the nxt time we all meet is at chu bbq...
which is on the 30th nov...
muahaha...
and i got another bbq on 29th nov...
wahaha...
and i got BIG assignment to hand up on the 30th nov...
wa... haha.
cant laugh anymore when it comes to assignment.
anyway, chu has given us permission to stay over at the chalet...
so...
the clique of 4 (miie, kelvin, gordon n yong sheng)
has decided to stay over...
(:
yeah~!!!!
and...
we have decided to.....
PON SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY~~!!!!!
woohoO~~!!!!
cheers man~~!!!!
LOL...
cant wait for the 30th to come...
oh yea~
i love our clique~!!!
(:
i tried to post this entry last nite...
but dunno wad happen...
blogger keep refusing to publish the post...
damn it...
gotta wait till today...
anyway...
yesterday, i met up with kelvin and gang...
went out with miss chu...
to celebrate her bdae...
a bit pathetic cos only got 7 pple in total...
but it was still fun...
went to thai express for dinner...
i didnt had much cos i didnt reli like thai food...
and believe it or not, its my first time eating at thai express...
i didnt reli like sour and spicy food...
cos i cant take spicy food in the first place...
it wasnt a bad experience at thai express but...
i still dun quite like it...
LOL.
anyway their mango drink is nice...
that is the only thing i like there i figured...
lol...
walked all the way from city link to plaza sing there...
cathay cineplex...
or wadever it is called...
went to watch the convenant...
not a bad show...
quite nice i would say...
and it was so funny lah when we tried to book the tix thru phone...
lol...
we made a fool outta ourselves...
after that we went to coffee bean...
bought a brownie as a cake for ms chu...
lol...
we realise something funny there...
why izzit that coffee bean has a candle but has no lighter???
bel... if u happen to be reading this...
den maybe u can give miie the answer???
lol...
poor ms chu was so embarassed can...
she was forced to blow out an unlit candle...
LOL!
of course we didnt leave her present out...
bought her a pair of shades that cost 69 bucks...
quite ok cos the brand was esprit...
and got UV protection...
LOL...
it was funny cos we keep saying we cant get her any shades with UV protection with the budget of 70 bucks...
but in the end we DID!!!
so proud of ourselves...
LOL...
i am jus so fortunate to have frenz like them...
my pri sch frenz nvr fail to make miie laugh...
esp gordon, yong sheng and kelvin...
hope we can remain as frenz forever...
like wad we said...
and adeline and min xing...
u gals are jus great...
not forgetting miss chu...
sorry to make u pay for so many things for us all the times...
u are the best teacher anyone can get...
(:
pple like jacob, cheryl, man ning, tiffany n blabla...
u guys are equally great...
love u all...
(:
and pls lah pple...
nxt time when we go out can we take some photos??
cannot stand it lah...
i wan smth to keep for memories purposes can???
i believe the nxt time we all meet is at chu bbq...
which is on the 30th nov...
muahaha...
and i got another bbq on 29th nov...
wahaha...
and i got BIG assignment to hand up on the 30th nov...
wa... haha.
cant laugh anymore when it comes to assignment.
anyway, chu has given us permission to stay over at the chalet...
so...
the clique of 4 (miie, kelvin, gordon n yong sheng)
has decided to stay over...
(:
yeah~!!!!
and...
we have decided to.....
PON SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY~~!!!!!
woohoO~~!!!!
cheers man~~!!!!
LOL...
cant wait for the 30th to come...
oh yea~
i love our clique~!!!
(:
what we could have been, 11:48 AM.
Friday, November 03, 2006
a bit shag these few days lah...
also dunno wad's the reason behind it...
jus... tired.
its only the 3rd week of school but i alr a bit sick of it...
school is still fun...
but... i very sick of travelling liao...
and this sem de modules a bit dead as compared to last sem...
on top of all, i a bit emo also...
dun ask the reason behind all these...
i also dunno...
at times i jus dun feel like talking to anyone at all...
a bit frustrated over things like my pri sch gatherings...
many pple jus couldnt give miie proper replies...
and many were reluctant to go...
i noe i shouldnt force anyone when they dowan to go...
but it is typical of miie to wan everyone to go...
i like it when everyone meets up and have a good chat together...
got the 'feel'...
haiz...
jus hope that pple can appreciate things more...
guess i am the only fool left who will keep organising things...
maybe i shouldnt do that anymore..
since nobody cares abt it in the first place...
and lots of assignments are coming up...
i'm getting stress...
didnt do well last sem...
i reli hope to do well...
but i cant stand it when i think of translation...
i scared i cant handle it...
did translation as a group a few times...
kinda felt that i'm not good at doing it...
cos all those times i didnt reli contribute much...
and as an individual, i think its gonna be far worse...
haiz...
and up till now i haven had a single entry in my live journal...
i alr knew wad my topics are gonna be about...
but everytime i try to write and do smth abt it...
i jus cant seem to get my sentences the way i wan it to be...
i noe i very fussy abt my work at times...
i wan it to be in the best form...
though usually my best form is LOUSY...
haiz...
i hope soc psy wun be a problem...
but i cant seem to get things right...
wad a bother....
cultural history...
haiz...
speechless...
its jus another module that will take my life away...
so skip it...
i hope drama can be better...
but den again, i dun seem to be good at it...
haiz...
pple tot that i made i right choice to come into this course...
but i have doubts abt it at times...
and things are not going well these few days...
jus made miie even more doubtful abt myself...
is this wad i reli wan?
can i handle this?
pple owaes ask miie wad i wanna be in the future...
i dun reli have the answer to it...
i have my doubts abt being a DJ...
afraid that i cant live up to it...
there are many things abt miie that pple dunno...
or rather, they fail to see it...
i am jus so sick and tired of things at times...
dunno wad i can do to change things...
i reli dunno....
RANDOM THOUGHTS: i miss him alot...
VERY RANDOM THOUGHTS: i feel invisible...
also dunno wad's the reason behind it...
jus... tired.
its only the 3rd week of school but i alr a bit sick of it...
school is still fun...
but... i very sick of travelling liao...
and this sem de modules a bit dead as compared to last sem...
on top of all, i a bit emo also...
dun ask the reason behind all these...
i also dunno...
at times i jus dun feel like talking to anyone at all...
a bit frustrated over things like my pri sch gatherings...
many pple jus couldnt give miie proper replies...
and many were reluctant to go...
i noe i shouldnt force anyone when they dowan to go...
but it is typical of miie to wan everyone to go...
i like it when everyone meets up and have a good chat together...
got the 'feel'...
haiz...
jus hope that pple can appreciate things more...
guess i am the only fool left who will keep organising things...
maybe i shouldnt do that anymore..
since nobody cares abt it in the first place...
and lots of assignments are coming up...
i'm getting stress...
didnt do well last sem...
i reli hope to do well...
but i cant stand it when i think of translation...
i scared i cant handle it...
did translation as a group a few times...
kinda felt that i'm not good at doing it...
cos all those times i didnt reli contribute much...
and as an individual, i think its gonna be far worse...
haiz...
and up till now i haven had a single entry in my live journal...
i alr knew wad my topics are gonna be about...
but everytime i try to write and do smth abt it...
i jus cant seem to get my sentences the way i wan it to be...
i noe i very fussy abt my work at times...
i wan it to be in the best form...
though usually my best form is LOUSY...
haiz...
i hope soc psy wun be a problem...
but i cant seem to get things right...
wad a bother....
cultural history...
haiz...
speechless...
its jus another module that will take my life away...
so skip it...
i hope drama can be better...
but den again, i dun seem to be good at it...
haiz...
pple tot that i made i right choice to come into this course...
but i have doubts abt it at times...
and things are not going well these few days...
jus made miie even more doubtful abt myself...
is this wad i reli wan?
can i handle this?
pple owaes ask miie wad i wanna be in the future...
i dun reli have the answer to it...
i have my doubts abt being a DJ...
afraid that i cant live up to it...
there are many things abt miie that pple dunno...
or rather, they fail to see it...
i am jus so sick and tired of things at times...
dunno wad i can do to change things...
i reli dunno....
RANDOM THOUGHTS: i miss him alot...
VERY RANDOM THOUGHTS: i feel invisible...
what we could have been, 7:17 PM.
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