hmm...
if playing a round of daidee needs to pay at least 1 buck,
the 8 bucks i paid for the bbq would be well-spent.
but too bad,
playing daidee dun need to pay money.
so, it means,
i had the most ex hotdogs i ever had.
it cost miie 4 bucks per hotdog.
i paid 8 bucks to have 2 hotdogs.
no offence to the organizer.
it was my fault.
anyway,
the mood at the bbq was reli weird.
not for some i supposed,
but it definitely felt weird for miie.
i felt nothing but hostility.
reli gotta say thanks to a couple of pple though.
karmen, priscilla, cindy,
thanks for making my night.
thanks miaolin n mei ting.
enjoyed taking photo wif u.
i noe i was at fault as well.
cos my mind wasnt there the whole night.
it was with someone else.
i guess that is the reason why i dun feel good last nite.
but after playing daidee,
i felt much happier.
though my mind n heart still wasnt with miie.
anyway,
today went for a job interview.
i guess it should be successful.
so all i can do now is wait.
did some shopping,
not miie.
was si shan.
she rich lah.
buy lots of things.
had dinner with family.
didnt went quite well though.
had problems with my parents.
over my attitude.
wad the f**k.
my aunt keep nagging miie.
cos i wanted to change job.
wad the f**k.
den saw other pple having bbq.
if only last nite was like those youngsters.
den everything would be nice.
the nicest bbq i ever had muz be back in sec sch.
all my NICEST memories are in sec sch.
i reli miss ngee ann sec.
most of all,
i miss li ping and gang.
i am so delighted that i am gonna see them on thurs.
looking forward to that day.
the rest of the photos i took are with bel.
here only got 2 pics.
both are pris n miie.pris said that her head was too big.
so we took another one.
what we could have been, 11:06 PM.
hahas...today went out...dun have to stay at home...yeah~~!!!!supposed to meet yong xian at 2pm...but we drag till abt 3pm den got settle down...lol...but couldnt find a place at bedok library...so we went over to parkway parade..
cos he start work at 6pm...walked a bit...bedok interchange got pasar malam...tml going back there n parkway again...to meet yong xian again...after that i went over to my aunt hse...and my cousins decided have a "makeover"...by making themselves even more...erm...well...got photos as evidence...see for urself...
these two are charyl n cherise...charyl learns ballet...
but somehow she is putting it to practice now...
eee!!!! so cute!!!!
this cutie here is garyl~
but we call him yi xian or xian xian...
this is not the first time he doing such thing to his hair...
=X
left to right: yi xian, daryl, cherise...
daryl, charyl n xian xian are siblings...
cherise got another da jie...
note: charyl is stripping at the back...
lol...
=X
jus when i tot they were back to normal..
they did this...
-.-"
it was the floor that they were lying on...
with 2 blankets shared among 5 kids...
-.-
guess they are as crazy as i am...
if not, they are worse...
hees...
=D
ohh...
i saw this GIANT pooh bear at their house!!!
reminds miie of jess de giant kitty...
lolx...
though i hadnt see it...
=X
haiz...
think i should sleep early...
cos most likely will be spending the whole day out tml...
=))
what we could have been, 1:37 AM.
haiz...the holidays are here...but i'm feeling BORED!!!!!why is my holidays so boring???its killing miie...i supposed to be out now...with gordon and yong sheng...actually,i wanted to meet them badly last nite...but suddenly,this morning,when i wake up,i dowan to meet them liao.but i dunno how to tell them...so in the end,gordon called...said he couldnt make it...so i said: OK~~hahaha...paiseh larrs...was reli tired...haiz....and now...i am so bored...hmmm...oh yah...got some plannings to do....so...*runs off*
what we could have been, 4:47 PM.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
PHEW!!!finally i throw another burden away....my holidays starts OFFICIALLY.=))but i think the test dun go well lah...=(a lot that i nvr study came out...but thank god i study hong lou meng...mingxiu cham liao...he study san guo den came out hong lou...hohoho....merry christmas to him!!!lol...anyway after the exam nan nan showed miie 2 person de results...one got 96 the other got 90...i noe who are the two people....but i'm not telling...=))
after that mingxiu say go eat...so we went loh...went to eat cartel at cineleisure...den bel at cineleisure oso...so we ask her came down...yeah!!!i one week never see bel le...so sad hoh...after that the crazy mingxiu went to airport...oso dunno do wad...as for miie...i went to lucky plaza to find yong xian...at the same time,he need to go over to wisma atria...so we go together loh...wah lao!!!wisma de giordano damn nice loh!!!all white de!!!the feeling is soooo good...u guys should go take a look if u too free...=Xanyway...i dun feel like going back to commoditee...but i scared i cant find another job...i am supposed to give sharon a reply by today...but i haven tell her yet...i dunno wad to do sia...haiz....=((
what we could have been, 9:14 PM.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
i am depressed.all of a sudden the emotions jus rushed over miie.我也是女生。我也是血肉之身。请不要忽略我的感受。我也可渴望被爱被疼的感觉。
what we could have been, 8:25 PM.
haiz...
tml...
my nightmare...
it has finally come...
i shall die of a terrible death tml...
my C LIT TEST!!!!
omg....
*faint*
i supposed to be studying...
but i cant concentrate...
dunno y...
still in holiday mood after yesterday....
somehow my headache n dizzy spells are back to haunt miie...
at this crucial time...
wah lao eh....
and i got no more med to fight it...
i am so dead this time...
haiz...
but i reli hope that tml can be pass asap...
den i can start working...
need money badly....
though i dun feel like going back to commoditee....
and i realise i put on SOOOOO much weight when i am sick....
all dad's fault...
keep forcing miie to eat....
before eat med muz eat smth...
one day eat abt four meals....
wad the hell lorrs...
make miie fat...
i muz jian fei liao!!!!
arggghhh!!!!
i need to find the bhudda...
so that i can hug its leg...
and pray that a miracle will happen....
BHUDDA~~~~
WHERE ARE EEUUUUUU????
what we could have been, 3:39 PM.
hmmm....my leg now very tired....dunno izzit walk too much liao...but i felt as though i didnt walk a lot....cos keep taking bus....but today go to quite a no. of places larrs...at first leii...i was supposed to meet si shan n lih yee...at 1130...but miie, being the INFAMOUS late queen... =X..... OF COURSE WILL BE LATE LARRS!!!den we say meet b4 12 lorrs....but in the end....i was still late...LOLX!!!!but shan had to go elsewhere...lih yee was meeting ZHOU GONG...so we nvr meet up...and shan told miie that when i reached tampines...-.-so i call yong xian and i went to meet him...we went back to NAS and talked to Mrs. Pong n Ah Tiong (Opps!)...den we walked around NAS...but its BORING larrs...so we went to downtown east de Giordano...and i buy CLOTHES!!!!yeah!!!!hahaha....after that...go to whitesands eat n study a bit...but that yong xian couldnt pay attention to his book...so we went to kaishi house....hahaha...had great fun there...lots of crapping and bitching and updating...so happy lorrs....can get to meet those pple that i miss alot...hees....on the whole...IT WAS A HAPPY DAY!!!!*yarrs i noe... time to study for retest liao... *
what we could have been, 11:38 PM.
hmmm...i jus found out something today...原来。。。我是吃玻璃长大的。。。now den i know i'm transparent...now den i realise i am so disposable...my existence in this world is redundant...i miss li ping n gang...i miss kaishi n gang...i miss wei ling n gang...i miss my library gang...i miss my dizi gang...i miss my co gang...i miss my basketball gang...i miss kelvin n gang even more...at least i feel my existence when i'm with them...
what we could have been, 5:39 PM.
it has reli been a long time since i last blog.
the reason being: too many assignments plus one MAJOR exam.
my exam took place ytd.
but i didnt go.
cos i had high fever.
went up to 38.9 degrees.
den i got headache n dizzy spells.
my brain felt like exploding whenever i attempt to study.
my thorat is killing miie.
if i sing a song now, i would sound like ah du.
and now, everyone else is having their hols.
everyone.
except for miie.
i still gotta study for my retest.
GREAT.
people are having fun while i am suffering here.
nvm.
dowan to tok abt it.
not like as if anyone would give it a damn.
and going back to work doesnt seem to be a smart choice.
it appears to miie that i am gonna be stressed out again.
i reli dowan to work.
but i have to pay for my school fees for the next sem.
yet there are some pple who are envious that i got a job alr.
they can go for all i care.
i jus hate to return to the damn stoopid company filled with workers who backstabbed pple.
no offence here but, these workers are MALAYSIANS.
reli, no offence.
i dun have anything against malaysians.
jus that these backstabbers happen to be malaysians.
no offence to people who are reading this and u happen to be a malaysian.
haiz...
is there any way i can dun work and still get money to pay for my school fees??
got...
provided that i get a rich boyfriend.
which is impossible.
nobody wants miie.
i can jus sit on the rocking chair in the future and rock to death.
all by myself.
alone.
how nice. =)
so damn stressed out right now.
i dowan to take the exam.
i dowan to work.
but i cant.
i have to take the exam.
i have to work.
and i am so scared that i will fail this module.
den i gotta repeat.
which i dowan.
haiz.
hope that it can be prevented.
*Faints*
what we could have been, 1:19 PM.
jus dun feel like toking today...
miie and my fav lecturer... ah cheng... =))
miie and dear ting jie...
miie and auntie hui yin... kekes... =))
she is sooo CHIO~~~~
miie and my lao gong...
yaoyao!!! take photo with miie still sms who?!?!?!
原来是他!!!!
wang yu!!! how are u going to repay yaoyao's love for euu????
"will a kiss do???"
OMG~~~
*faints*
even bel oso dowan to see...
she has to resort to using the laptop cover to cover her eyes...
haizz....
okies peeps...
blogger refused to let miie upload anymore photos...
=X
so i think that's abt it...
=))
what we could have been, 10:25 PM.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
ytd was a rather tiring day...cos got PSP...it was a concert meant for jun yang...and i saw jun yang rehearsing...he was so STIFF.his performance at the concert was so much more better than at the rehearsal.but sadly,he couldnt reach the high note for "nan dao".and somehow,i recorded that song.so, i recorded the part where he couldnt reach!!but that doesnt reli matter to miie...btw...zhi yang came!!!he look more chubby in real life than on TV...honestly speaking,i would prefer zhi yang to jun yang....=Xbut my all time fav is still JJ...=Pzhi yang sing song reli DAMN nice larrs...a bit disappointed that cant take photo with zhi yang....i was damn excited to see zhi yang...den chu ting say: 记住你现在穿这件衣,戴这个tag...-.-com'on larrs...有这个必要吗???she sometimes quite good, sometimes damn shit....but a lot of pple PS sia...Ye siew and gang: 4Weiting: 5Nicholas:4Huiqi:2total:15KAO!!!but it doesnt matter now...cos its over...jus dun like PS gia....except for qiqi of course...i lub her owaes...=D
what we could have been, 3:40 PM.
i no mood for blogging...too tired i guess...but i still gotta say....its been 2 or 3 days....and there is still no news about my bracelet....think its reli gone this time.....haiz....shall blog more when i more free....perhaps tml...=((
what we could have been, 12:54 AM.
kao!!! i am like damn unhappy now larrs... but... haiz... i think it is all destined...
it has reli been a long time since i last lost something...
and it jus happen to miie today!!!
wth!!!
reli upset abt it...
but my day started like... not that bad lorrs...
first i went to sch on time...
den we had to do this online survey thingy and almost everyone was picking on the EX-DJ lecturer we have lorrs...
all nothing but the truth...
aft c lit we dun hav his lesson, so we went for ah cheng's lesson aft an hour's break time...
den i went shopping with mingxiu, qiqi, jess n wang yu and we saw LOTS of shuai ge...
i mean...
shi SHUAI de lorrs....
den wang yu went home...
but i didnt feel lik going home...
so the rest of us pei mingxiu go pacific plaza buy clothes...
total amount he spent, i dowan to say...
too ex for miie...
den we went for movie...
dragon tiger gate...
sounds lame but its nice lorrs...
wang yu went home but came back again...
cos he heard that shaw house there got a lot of shuai ge...
he couldnt stand the temptation...
so he returned...
den qiqi had the seat next to wang yu...
yeah!!!
so happy for her...
kekes...
lolx...
Nicholas Tse n Shawn Yue veri CUTE and SHUAI and COOL...
den the zhen zi dan very MAN...
this is when things start to happen...
when i left the cinema hall and went to toilet, i realise that my 250 bucks de bracelet is
GONE.
piang eh...
search the hall twice when pple having movie...
walk the path till it nearly rot lorrs...
still..
CANNOT FIND.
haiz...
i dun dare to tell mum and dad...
mum sure nag at miie...
AGAIN. non-stop.
kao!!!
at first i was struggling to keep my tears...
till that wang yu cried in front of miie...
wah lao...
at this CRUCIAL point of time he still CRY in front of miie...
den it spells F-L-O-O-D.
okies...
it wasnt that serious anyway...
lolx...
but i very heartpain that 250 bucks jus flew off liddat...
and i dunno how did my bracelet dropped...
i still couldnt figure it out...
make miie no mood for tml de lesson...
can i have another MC pretty please??
what we could have been, 12:11 AM.