Sunday, July 23, 2006
its has been quite a long time since i last post something... lolx... was too exhausted... too many assignments and projects are given to us... on another hand, i am the last min queen... so everything jus clash together for miie... but i was very happy that i still managed to clear everything... i seem to have so much in my mind to say but haiz...
firstly, i love brenda. after she gave us the info essay which i managed to rush thru after dunno how many days, she another project was thrown at us. PROPOSAL. *faints* i jus LOVE writcom more than anything else. reli.
oh my tian... i have messed up all my dates that i actually forgot wad has happened on which day, so i think i will most prob give many details a miss.
hmm... let's see... oh.. this is for mingxiu... i hope i didnt waste my 30 mins of FREE consultation cum counselling jus now... i reli hope u can pick urself back onto ur feet again... there are so many pple supporting u, u bear to let us down ma?? even if its not for urself, pls spare a tot for ur parents okies?? dun waste their money, seriously. i mean it. no matter t01 plus t02 will support u de okies... jia you!!!! we ting euu!!!
haiz... on another hand, i jus hate myself for not being able to wake up after so many lessons... i depend too much on others... so much that i even choose to not believe in wad is already the fact... things had already been made so clear in the first place to miie but i was still... haiz... when i first heard the news, i believed in it. after that, someone else told miie it was not true. i actually believed that. guess i was reli blinded. by the immature feelings that i have. to think that i was actually so stoopid to believe these feelings reli make a joke outta miie. now that i noe the truth again, i have woke up. at least for now. i have seen thru it. i jus have to bear in mind that we are jus frenz. i hope i can remember that and not fall into the trap again. it was reli a tough time climbing up. i reli have to accept the truth. no matter how much it gonna hurts, i will still try my best to remain as frenz with u.
i think i better get back to my kou yu bi ji.
firstly, i love brenda. after she gave us the info essay which i managed to rush thru after dunno how many days, she another project was thrown at us. PROPOSAL. *faints* i jus LOVE writcom more than anything else. reli.
oh my tian... i have messed up all my dates that i actually forgot wad has happened on which day, so i think i will most prob give many details a miss.
hmm... let's see... oh.. this is for mingxiu... i hope i didnt waste my 30 mins of FREE consultation cum counselling jus now... i reli hope u can pick urself back onto ur feet again... there are so many pple supporting u, u bear to let us down ma?? even if its not for urself, pls spare a tot for ur parents okies?? dun waste their money, seriously. i mean it. no matter t01 plus t02 will support u de okies... jia you!!!! we ting euu!!!
haiz... on another hand, i jus hate myself for not being able to wake up after so many lessons... i depend too much on others... so much that i even choose to not believe in wad is already the fact... things had already been made so clear in the first place to miie but i was still... haiz... when i first heard the news, i believed in it. after that, someone else told miie it was not true. i actually believed that. guess i was reli blinded. by the immature feelings that i have. to think that i was actually so stoopid to believe these feelings reli make a joke outta miie. now that i noe the truth again, i have woke up. at least for now. i have seen thru it. i jus have to bear in mind that we are jus frenz. i hope i can remember that and not fall into the trap again. it was reli a tough time climbing up. i reli have to accept the truth. no matter how much it gonna hurts, i will still try my best to remain as frenz with u.
i think i better get back to my kou yu bi ji.
what we could have been, 4:57 AM.
