Sunday, July 30, 2006
today was a long long day.
i am so tired larrs.
but it was fun and enjoyable on the whole.
=))
i started the day by waking up at 930am when i had PSP meeting at 11am.
i'm sure to be late but i didnt want to cos i had to pay fines if i was late.
therefore i spent 14 bucks taking a cab down.
had the briefing for junyang's concert and i was post to the music booth, where all i gotta do is to play his album over and over again.
relaxing seh... kekes....
bel went to ticketing (AGAIN!!! grrr..), jess went to crowd control with JT n SL.
she muz be damn shuang now... lolx....
aft that yong lin n pei wen accompany miie to sch library where we had cup noodles...
LOLX!!!!
i left soon to aljunied...
felt asleep at my aunt hse till 430pm when i had to meet yong xian at downtown at 420...
wad da hell....
rush down there but i reached at 5pm instead...
lolx...
aft that i went to find cheng yao, who happened to be at downtown east as well...
fooled with him and after that i met kai yeong at tampines mall...
that is when i start to meet pple i noe...
i met say qi...
KAO!!!
i so long nvr see him liao...
den he pei miie to MRT station and we chatted for quite a while till i reli had to leave...
nice chat cos we too long nvr see each other...
LOLX!!!
when i reached tampines, i saw yan tong but couldnt call out to her...
while waiting for kai yeong i saw yi shan...
we went to walk around tampines mall and century square aimlessly..
we saw hui ying...
den kai yeong called guo wei to come down to tampines mall for dinner...
so we met him...
after that i saw my aunt....
we went for dinner at long john silver..
den we saw zeng wei, hui jie and da bastard...
den guo wei went to cut his hair...
like nvr cut liddat...
wasted 10 bucks i would say...
den we saw benson teo....
he wanted to go for the 10 bucks haircut but too bad it was closed...
den we stalked him to century square de QB house...
waited for him to cut his hair b4 we ka jiao him...
we tried guessing who is his GF....
LOLX!!!
den we saw aloysius...
OMG!!!!
like dunno how long nvr see him too and we felt that he's a changed person...
oh... i saw melvin as well...
as ugly as ever... if not den uglier...
den we went to cafe cartel for cakes...
free de cos guo wei got coupons...
when we wanted to leave cafe cartel we met yanisa, benjamin n shi rui...
we went back into cafe cartel again...
den yong xian said he wanna join us cos his shi rui n ben down there...
so we waited for him to arrive and waited for him to eat finish...
stoopid guo wei n kai yeong keep using da fan to tiao duo miie...
kenasai...
den finally he finished and we left for home...
but in between we went to guo wei hse cos kai yeong needed to use da toilet badly...
LOLX!!!
finally we took a cab and kai yeong and yong xian sent miie home...
and i forgot to blog abt ytd...
we went to distribute junyang conert tix...
and 400 tix was gone in an hour's time...
lolx...
aft that got writcom consultation...
sorta being approved... so a bit more relaxed...
den i had pizza for dinner...
not that nice but not that bad...
came to found out that wang yu, yu fung n mingxiu is going for some shooting today...
i asked mingxiu and he said it was a documentary like thingy...
they were acting as refugees when singapore was attacked by terrorists...
LOLX!!!!
i reli burst out laughing like mad...
hmmm... wondering whether have kai yeong and yong xian reached home already or not....
today was a busy day...
=))
i am so tired larrs.
but it was fun and enjoyable on the whole.
=))
i started the day by waking up at 930am when i had PSP meeting at 11am.
i'm sure to be late but i didnt want to cos i had to pay fines if i was late.
therefore i spent 14 bucks taking a cab down.
had the briefing for junyang's concert and i was post to the music booth, where all i gotta do is to play his album over and over again.
relaxing seh... kekes....
bel went to ticketing (AGAIN!!! grrr..), jess went to crowd control with JT n SL.
she muz be damn shuang now... lolx....
aft that yong lin n pei wen accompany miie to sch library where we had cup noodles...
LOLX!!!!
i left soon to aljunied...
felt asleep at my aunt hse till 430pm when i had to meet yong xian at downtown at 420...
wad da hell....
rush down there but i reached at 5pm instead...
lolx...
aft that i went to find cheng yao, who happened to be at downtown east as well...
fooled with him and after that i met kai yeong at tampines mall...
that is when i start to meet pple i noe...
i met say qi...
KAO!!!
i so long nvr see him liao...
den he pei miie to MRT station and we chatted for quite a while till i reli had to leave...
nice chat cos we too long nvr see each other...
LOLX!!!
when i reached tampines, i saw yan tong but couldnt call out to her...
while waiting for kai yeong i saw yi shan...
we went to walk around tampines mall and century square aimlessly..
we saw hui ying...
den kai yeong called guo wei to come down to tampines mall for dinner...
so we met him...
after that i saw my aunt....
we went for dinner at long john silver..
den we saw zeng wei, hui jie and da bastard...
den guo wei went to cut his hair...
like nvr cut liddat...
wasted 10 bucks i would say...
den we saw benson teo....
he wanted to go for the 10 bucks haircut but too bad it was closed...
den we stalked him to century square de QB house...
waited for him to cut his hair b4 we ka jiao him...
we tried guessing who is his GF....
LOLX!!!
den we saw aloysius...
OMG!!!!
like dunno how long nvr see him too and we felt that he's a changed person...
oh... i saw melvin as well...
as ugly as ever... if not den uglier...
den we went to cafe cartel for cakes...
free de cos guo wei got coupons...
when we wanted to leave cafe cartel we met yanisa, benjamin n shi rui...
we went back into cafe cartel again...
den yong xian said he wanna join us cos his shi rui n ben down there...
so we waited for him to arrive and waited for him to eat finish...
stoopid guo wei n kai yeong keep using da fan to tiao duo miie...
kenasai...
den finally he finished and we left for home...
but in between we went to guo wei hse cos kai yeong needed to use da toilet badly...
LOLX!!!
finally we took a cab and kai yeong and yong xian sent miie home...
and i forgot to blog abt ytd...
we went to distribute junyang conert tix...
and 400 tix was gone in an hour's time...
lolx...
aft that got writcom consultation...
sorta being approved... so a bit more relaxed...
den i had pizza for dinner...
not that nice but not that bad...
came to found out that wang yu, yu fung n mingxiu is going for some shooting today...
i asked mingxiu and he said it was a documentary like thingy...
they were acting as refugees when singapore was attacked by terrorists...
LOLX!!!!
i reli burst out laughing like mad...
hmmm... wondering whether have kai yeong and yong xian reached home already or not....
today was a busy day...
=))
what we could have been, 12:56 AM.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
phew!!!
finally i finished the hiong kong project for tml!!!
as well as the damn writcom proposal outline two!!!
as usual, bel, jess, mei ting, yao, mingxiu n yu chih came over to my hse last nite...
prissy baby came here dis afternoon...
like nothing much larrs...
i am jus alone here...
so scary...
imagine u are in a big and empty ( i mean it) house all alone...
but daddy say he coming over here...
so i am happy now...
cos i not alone...
yeah!!!!
and yaohui...
i came to realise that u dun the power to make miie not to post new entry...
so i post one...
and u have to tag...
or else... heehee....
u noe larrs...
sian...
oso dunno wad to blog abt....
so i think i stop here...
tml distributing junyang concert tix in sch...
i cant wait...
lolx...
finally i finished the hiong kong project for tml!!!
as well as the damn writcom proposal outline two!!!
as usual, bel, jess, mei ting, yao, mingxiu n yu chih came over to my hse last nite...
prissy baby came here dis afternoon...
like nothing much larrs...
i am jus alone here...
so scary...
imagine u are in a big and empty ( i mean it) house all alone...
but daddy say he coming over here...
so i am happy now...
cos i not alone...
yeah!!!!
and yaohui...
i came to realise that u dun the power to make miie not to post new entry...
so i post one...
and u have to tag...
or else... heehee....
u noe larrs...
sian...
oso dunno wad to blog abt....
so i think i stop here...
tml distributing junyang concert tix in sch...
i cant wait...
lolx...
what we could have been, 10:59 PM.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
haiz.. i am now at jess hse.. kekes... had mango cake... after that i had cup noodles... but i am still not satisfied... lolx... my mouth itchy larrs... kekes...
jess and i were supposed to do our ah cheng de final proj but up till now we haven start on anything yet... it has been lik... 3 hours?? lolx...
before i came lik so many things happen liddat larrs... the biggest obstruction was of course, none other than my parents...
haiz... wad can i say... they dun like miie to stay overnight at other pple de hse...
i can understand that but cant they see that i am so stressed from poly??
wonder which idiot claimed that poly life is relaxing... feel like slaughtering that asshole...
den i hang the phone up on my mum...
after which my dad called and lectured miie den he hang up on miie... think this is wad u call 风水轮流转 lorrs...
wth... but i am rebellious by nature so the more they refused to let miie here, the more i wanna go... this is MIIE. =))
den i am very unhappy with a particular person... think some of u will noe who izzit...
not that i got any 过节 with her... i jus buay song her.... reli...
kao... still gimme that kind of face when i say smth...
piang eh...
i can go crazy larrs...
today i oso bad mood larrs...
not onli miie bad mood... yu fung oso...
he actually scold jess... omg...
its been a reli long time since he last flared up... hadnt seen him with such a big temper for so long...
but everything was resolved larrs... so nothing happen okies?? =))
i dunno y larrs but i seem to be in a foul mood recently...
reli bad mood...
its so bad that its unstoppable...
AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
L01 wanted to join 绝对 superstar... but den a lot of us under 18... den cannot join... sad lorrs!!! nvm... jess dear, huiqi darling, joycelyn honey, u all can join nxt yr okies?? i'll be ur first fan...
and i'll be the president of ur fan club... kekes...
yeah!! now mei ting, joycelyn n bel joined us!!! yipee!!
and i oso dunno wad to blog abt liao... so i stop here first...
wanna get high together with them... kekes...
yeah!!!!
jess and i were supposed to do our ah cheng de final proj but up till now we haven start on anything yet... it has been lik... 3 hours?? lolx...
before i came lik so many things happen liddat larrs... the biggest obstruction was of course, none other than my parents...
haiz... wad can i say... they dun like miie to stay overnight at other pple de hse...
i can understand that but cant they see that i am so stressed from poly??
wonder which idiot claimed that poly life is relaxing... feel like slaughtering that asshole...
den i hang the phone up on my mum...
after which my dad called and lectured miie den he hang up on miie... think this is wad u call 风水轮流转 lorrs...
wth... but i am rebellious by nature so the more they refused to let miie here, the more i wanna go... this is MIIE. =))
den i am very unhappy with a particular person... think some of u will noe who izzit...
not that i got any 过节 with her... i jus buay song her.... reli...
kao... still gimme that kind of face when i say smth...
piang eh...
i can go crazy larrs...
today i oso bad mood larrs...
not onli miie bad mood... yu fung oso...
he actually scold jess... omg...
its been a reli long time since he last flared up... hadnt seen him with such a big temper for so long...
but everything was resolved larrs... so nothing happen okies?? =))
i dunno y larrs but i seem to be in a foul mood recently...
reli bad mood...
its so bad that its unstoppable...
AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
L01 wanted to join 绝对 superstar... but den a lot of us under 18... den cannot join... sad lorrs!!! nvm... jess dear, huiqi darling, joycelyn honey, u all can join nxt yr okies?? i'll be ur first fan...
and i'll be the president of ur fan club... kekes...
yeah!! now mei ting, joycelyn n bel joined us!!! yipee!!
and i oso dunno wad to blog abt liao... so i stop here first...
wanna get high together with them... kekes...
yeah!!!!
what we could have been, 11:17 PM.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
haiz... i jus realise i forgot to post something jus now... so i jus add a new entry instead lorrs... i finish 8 entries in my kou yu bi ji already... i still need about 4 more... jia you!!!
i wanted to say i went for the z pop concert on friday... kekes... the tix is so ex this year... i tot i wouldnt have the chance to go... but i did in the end!!! yeah!!! den means i had actually went for z pop 3 years consecutively... i paid the first year i went... the other 2 years were paid by others... last yr bian xun (my senior) paid for miie... this yr, yao yao give miie free $128 bucks de tix!! yeah!!! =))
this yr de z pop nice, but not that nice cos dun have my JJ... awww... JJ rox okies.... but it was still nice with liang jing ru, zhang xin zhe, ha lin n jolin... i was quite calm during fish leong's part... but i did shout... cos bel told miie too... den when jeff came out, i shouted even louder... bcoz bel asked miie to (again) and bcoz of jess... she was SOOO high.. when it was harlem turn everyone like sorta calm down... den jolin appear... high man... but not as high as last yr de... lol... when JJ came out last yr everyone was high already lorrs... A* mei came out den even more high... i keep staring at jolin cos i dun think she got 'G' cup... looks quite small to miie and jess... reli.... but she's reli quite pretty larrs... yaoyao went mad liao lorrs when he saw jolin... lolx... i was the most calm among all of them on fri... cos dun hav JJ... if got JJ we see who more high lorrs... lolx...
den there was this xiao mei mei with 3 of her frenz sitting somewhere behind us... wad was so farnie abt her was that she actually had very big movements and it was hilarious... trust miie... jess and i were laughing like mad when we saw... wahh... cant forget her every single move... kekes...
i still prefer last yr de z pop... that was like one of the best in all four... though i had to stand... and queued like mad for that.... den this yr dun nid... i hope nxt yr the tix can reduce price... and can invite my JJ to perform... that would be wonderful den... kekes....
i wanted to say i went for the z pop concert on friday... kekes... the tix is so ex this year... i tot i wouldnt have the chance to go... but i did in the end!!! yeah!!! den means i had actually went for z pop 3 years consecutively... i paid the first year i went... the other 2 years were paid by others... last yr bian xun (my senior) paid for miie... this yr, yao yao give miie free $128 bucks de tix!! yeah!!! =))
this yr de z pop nice, but not that nice cos dun have my JJ... awww... JJ rox okies.... but it was still nice with liang jing ru, zhang xin zhe, ha lin n jolin... i was quite calm during fish leong's part... but i did shout... cos bel told miie too... den when jeff came out, i shouted even louder... bcoz bel asked miie to (again) and bcoz of jess... she was SOOO high.. when it was harlem turn everyone like sorta calm down... den jolin appear... high man... but not as high as last yr de... lol... when JJ came out last yr everyone was high already lorrs... A* mei came out den even more high... i keep staring at jolin cos i dun think she got 'G' cup... looks quite small to miie and jess... reli.... but she's reli quite pretty larrs... yaoyao went mad liao lorrs when he saw jolin... lolx... i was the most calm among all of them on fri... cos dun hav JJ... if got JJ we see who more high lorrs... lolx...
den there was this xiao mei mei with 3 of her frenz sitting somewhere behind us... wad was so farnie abt her was that she actually had very big movements and it was hilarious... trust miie... jess and i were laughing like mad when we saw... wahh... cant forget her every single move... kekes...
i still prefer last yr de z pop... that was like one of the best in all four... though i had to stand... and queued like mad for that.... den this yr dun nid... i hope nxt yr the tix can reduce price... and can invite my JJ to perform... that would be wonderful den... kekes....
here is a picture of miie and my qing lang... kekes.... i lorve her cos she is soo chio.... kekes...
what we could have been, 7:46 AM.
its has been quite a long time since i last post something... lolx... was too exhausted... too many assignments and projects are given to us... on another hand, i am the last min queen... so everything jus clash together for miie... but i was very happy that i still managed to clear everything... i seem to have so much in my mind to say but haiz...
firstly, i love brenda. after she gave us the info essay which i managed to rush thru after dunno how many days, she another project was thrown at us. PROPOSAL. *faints* i jus LOVE writcom more than anything else. reli.
oh my tian... i have messed up all my dates that i actually forgot wad has happened on which day, so i think i will most prob give many details a miss.
hmm... let's see... oh.. this is for mingxiu... i hope i didnt waste my 30 mins of FREE consultation cum counselling jus now... i reli hope u can pick urself back onto ur feet again... there are so many pple supporting u, u bear to let us down ma?? even if its not for urself, pls spare a tot for ur parents okies?? dun waste their money, seriously. i mean it. no matter t01 plus t02 will support u de okies... jia you!!!! we ting euu!!!
haiz... on another hand, i jus hate myself for not being able to wake up after so many lessons... i depend too much on others... so much that i even choose to not believe in wad is already the fact... things had already been made so clear in the first place to miie but i was still... haiz... when i first heard the news, i believed in it. after that, someone else told miie it was not true. i actually believed that. guess i was reli blinded. by the immature feelings that i have. to think that i was actually so stoopid to believe these feelings reli make a joke outta miie. now that i noe the truth again, i have woke up. at least for now. i have seen thru it. i jus have to bear in mind that we are jus frenz. i hope i can remember that and not fall into the trap again. it was reli a tough time climbing up. i reli have to accept the truth. no matter how much it gonna hurts, i will still try my best to remain as frenz with u.
i think i better get back to my kou yu bi ji.
firstly, i love brenda. after she gave us the info essay which i managed to rush thru after dunno how many days, she another project was thrown at us. PROPOSAL. *faints* i jus LOVE writcom more than anything else. reli.
oh my tian... i have messed up all my dates that i actually forgot wad has happened on which day, so i think i will most prob give many details a miss.
hmm... let's see... oh.. this is for mingxiu... i hope i didnt waste my 30 mins of FREE consultation cum counselling jus now... i reli hope u can pick urself back onto ur feet again... there are so many pple supporting u, u bear to let us down ma?? even if its not for urself, pls spare a tot for ur parents okies?? dun waste their money, seriously. i mean it. no matter t01 plus t02 will support u de okies... jia you!!!! we ting euu!!!
haiz... on another hand, i jus hate myself for not being able to wake up after so many lessons... i depend too much on others... so much that i even choose to not believe in wad is already the fact... things had already been made so clear in the first place to miie but i was still... haiz... when i first heard the news, i believed in it. after that, someone else told miie it was not true. i actually believed that. guess i was reli blinded. by the immature feelings that i have. to think that i was actually so stoopid to believe these feelings reli make a joke outta miie. now that i noe the truth again, i have woke up. at least for now. i have seen thru it. i jus have to bear in mind that we are jus frenz. i hope i can remember that and not fall into the trap again. it was reli a tough time climbing up. i reli have to accept the truth. no matter how much it gonna hurts, i will still try my best to remain as frenz with u.
i think i better get back to my kou yu bi ji.
what we could have been, 4:57 AM.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
haiz... i like got so many things to write abt but i dunno how to start... so i tot maybe i post a picture first... maybe when my mind is more clear den i will continue.... haiz...
what we could have been, 2:50 PM.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
sian... i suppose to be completing my writcom now but i met with a problem. the book that i'm holding onto doesnt seem to have the info i need. great. so i cant finish it today and i hav to wait till tml when i go NLB den can continue. lik so many things happen liddat larrs... i blogged on fri mid night den now i shall cont frm there.
aft i blogged, i slept. till 9 plus where mei ting woke miie up. kekes. yuppies. we got lesson at 9am. so we washed up and went to pasir ris de polyclinic de see doc and to get MC. yuppies. i bonteng sch for the first time in 10 years of education. we met yao yao there as well and all of us managed to get a MC like a breeze. kekes. that was a good one. aft which we went back to my house and we start to do but miie and jess were simply too tired to do anything at all... jess slept the whole day while i woke and slept, woke and slept. aft that, jess, mei ting went to jess's hse n met yu to do the chen ying de proj. bel went home to get changed and so did yaoyao. at a later time, huiqi came. followed by bel. den mingxiu. jess and gang arrived at 3am liddat. wad a crowd. den we went to buy more food. bel refused to let us buy beer... EEE!!!! den i jus got fed-up cos i felt lik they treat miie like a maid. i have to clean up everything and my hse is jus simply in a MESS larrs. not that i dun welcome pple to my hse but i jus simply hate cleaning up alone. they made it seem lik it's my job to do all the damn cleaning PLUS serving. com'on lorrs. i am e owner of da hse, not maid. den yu 4am still screaming. wah piang. pek chek. den i jus rush thru my writcom and completed 3 para. sian. fell asleep at 7am plus and woke at ard 9am i guess. when i woke up, everyone else was gone except for jess. great. my hse is a new hotel. completed with the hse owner as the maid. wtf. den jess n i got no mood to do writcom. i did some but jess lik keep falling asleep. lolx.. oso dunno y. my hotel hse like vv comfortable liddat. she can jus fall asleep anywhere. den we got mingxiu to came back to pia writcom but we didnt do anything. was chatting whole day long. den we shut all doors and windows in my hse and on the gas. lolx... jus kidding larrs... but we did shut all windows and doors and on all 3 air-conditioners in my hse. damn cooling and SHUANG!!! lolx... yu came at nite and left for jess hse with jess to complete chen ying proj. mingxiu went home soon. got to noe lots of secrets today seh... kekes... i think that is abt it for the 4-nite-3-day stay which started on wed nite.
i have smth else to say as well... to that fella(i'm not sure whether will u read this but i think i should do some explanation, whether u read it or not, it doesnt matter to me anyway): the reason i refused to tok to u is bcoz other ur obsession with her, the things that she do are jus simpy way too much and i jus cant stand it. so it aint totally ur fault. wad made me so mad was e fact that u choose to cover up for her for every single thing she do.she right or wrong u oso protect her, even when u dunno the truth u oso protect her. when i saw that ur msn nick is still trying to cover up for her, it reli pissed miie off and i know i failed to knock any sense into ur skull. that is when i realise that its over. i will not forgive u and her until the day u wake up and until the day u clear this complicated relationship that u are haivng with her. otherwise i see no point in going back to the past. and i reli mean it. i think the two of u should do some waking up. it will be beneficial to u both in the future.
and i am so fed up with the damn writcom. shit. and something is like fucking wrong with the uploading of photos on blogger. i've tried for days but i cant seem to load any photos. damn it. i am fed up.
aft i blogged, i slept. till 9 plus where mei ting woke miie up. kekes. yuppies. we got lesson at 9am. so we washed up and went to pasir ris de polyclinic de see doc and to get MC. yuppies. i bonteng sch for the first time in 10 years of education. we met yao yao there as well and all of us managed to get a MC like a breeze. kekes. that was a good one. aft which we went back to my house and we start to do but miie and jess were simply too tired to do anything at all... jess slept the whole day while i woke and slept, woke and slept. aft that, jess, mei ting went to jess's hse n met yu to do the chen ying de proj. bel went home to get changed and so did yaoyao. at a later time, huiqi came. followed by bel. den mingxiu. jess and gang arrived at 3am liddat. wad a crowd. den we went to buy more food. bel refused to let us buy beer... EEE!!!! den i jus got fed-up cos i felt lik they treat miie like a maid. i have to clean up everything and my hse is jus simply in a MESS larrs. not that i dun welcome pple to my hse but i jus simply hate cleaning up alone. they made it seem lik it's my job to do all the damn cleaning PLUS serving. com'on lorrs. i am e owner of da hse, not maid. den yu 4am still screaming. wah piang. pek chek. den i jus rush thru my writcom and completed 3 para. sian. fell asleep at 7am plus and woke at ard 9am i guess. when i woke up, everyone else was gone except for jess. great. my hse is a new hotel. completed with the hse owner as the maid. wtf. den jess n i got no mood to do writcom. i did some but jess lik keep falling asleep. lolx.. oso dunno y. my hotel hse like vv comfortable liddat. she can jus fall asleep anywhere. den we got mingxiu to came back to pia writcom but we didnt do anything. was chatting whole day long. den we shut all doors and windows in my hse and on the gas. lolx... jus kidding larrs... but we did shut all windows and doors and on all 3 air-conditioners in my hse. damn cooling and SHUANG!!! lolx... yu came at nite and left for jess hse with jess to complete chen ying proj. mingxiu went home soon. got to noe lots of secrets today seh... kekes... i think that is abt it for the 4-nite-3-day stay which started on wed nite.
i have smth else to say as well... to that fella(i'm not sure whether will u read this but i think i should do some explanation, whether u read it or not, it doesnt matter to me anyway): the reason i refused to tok to u is bcoz other ur obsession with her, the things that she do are jus simpy way too much and i jus cant stand it. so it aint totally ur fault. wad made me so mad was e fact that u choose to cover up for her for every single thing she do.she right or wrong u oso protect her, even when u dunno the truth u oso protect her. when i saw that ur msn nick is still trying to cover up for her, it reli pissed miie off and i know i failed to knock any sense into ur skull. that is when i realise that its over. i will not forgive u and her until the day u wake up and until the day u clear this complicated relationship that u are haivng with her. otherwise i see no point in going back to the past. and i reli mean it. i think the two of u should do some waking up. it will be beneficial to u both in the future.
and i am so fed up with the damn writcom. shit. and something is like fucking wrong with the uploading of photos on blogger. i've tried for days but i cant seem to load any photos. damn it. i am fed up.
what we could have been, 1:29 AM.
Friday, July 14, 2006
this muz be my earliest post ever... i am supposed to be chiong-ing my damn writcom assignment but i cant finish it on time(i guarantee) so actually i was thinking of bonteng-ing school tml.. or rather, later today... =))
mei ting, bel and jess are staying overnight at my pasir ris de house and the three of them have fallen asleep except for miie... muahaha... i'm the sole survivor... muahaha... actually no larrs... i jus had cup noodles, that's y i'm so energetic now... but my eyelids seem to be getting heavier larrs... i dun care... i shall jus continue with my blogging... kekes...
we were all very tired larrs... miie, zhai, yu n yao stayed over at jess hse last nite... yu that sicko keep tiao dou-ing jess de didi... piang eh... we all didnt reli sleep much... cos pia speech com de presentation... bcoz of the staying overnite thingy, i quarrel with mum. but heck larrs. everything is ok now. we left jess hse at around 7 plus and i reach home onli at 745. i was damn tired and sleepy and i didnt noe wad i was doing sia... i open my wardrobe, wanted to take clothes to bath but den i jus lie on my bed... and tada! i fell asleep. a deep sleep. i onli woke up at 130pm where i had the speech com presentation at 9am at raffles. kao. i missed it larrs obviously. and this is not my first time. i missed a test b4 bcoz of unable to wake up and i had been 2 hr late for a lesson bcoz i woke up late. haiz. guess i'm the queen of all queen. the late queen, the oversleep queen and the last min queen. wad honour i have seh. den i had to go for PSP at 4pm. jess was gonna be late so i said that i late together with her. see, i so jiang yi qi. kekes... anyway she took cab down to my hse there larrs. i board the cab at 330pm and i reach NP in clementi at 350pm. VERY FAST LORRS!!! when jess reached my hse it cost her $6. but when we reached NP it costs us a total of $16.30. which is like DAMN CHEAP cos usually jess take abt 15 or 16 bucks liddat. the uncle was sho nice. thank you uncle.
PSP got tanya chua concert. overall everything seem to run smoothly, jus that it wasnt as successful as my JJ de lorrs... JJ my husband.... of course good larrs... lolx... not many pple and the whole atmosphere was jus simply... brrr.... COLD. even when she throw her mic at the audience oso nobody wan to sing. lolx... not lik JJ de... everybody oso got sing. i under crowd control of coz tio attitude frm the public... so sucky... den... i oso dunno wad to say larrs... like got a lot of things but dunno wad to say leii... got one thing damn funnie but i noe i cant say it out here so jess... u noe wad thing i refering to can liao lorrs!!! lolx... kekes... the one that happen at PSP de lorrs... not that u saw ur FUN today... twice somemore... aiyah... jus admit that u n him are fated to be together... lolx... kekes.... but den PSP got this guy XY... he attracted jess... lolx... den jess dowan her FUN liao... so sad lorrs...
wahhh... my eyelids getting very heavy liao... dun think i can continue typing... think i will stop here first... or else whenu guys read there will be mistakes all over the place....
mei ting, bel and jess are staying overnight at my pasir ris de house and the three of them have fallen asleep except for miie... muahaha... i'm the sole survivor... muahaha... actually no larrs... i jus had cup noodles, that's y i'm so energetic now... but my eyelids seem to be getting heavier larrs... i dun care... i shall jus continue with my blogging... kekes...
we were all very tired larrs... miie, zhai, yu n yao stayed over at jess hse last nite... yu that sicko keep tiao dou-ing jess de didi... piang eh... we all didnt reli sleep much... cos pia speech com de presentation... bcoz of the staying overnite thingy, i quarrel with mum. but heck larrs. everything is ok now. we left jess hse at around 7 plus and i reach home onli at 745. i was damn tired and sleepy and i didnt noe wad i was doing sia... i open my wardrobe, wanted to take clothes to bath but den i jus lie on my bed... and tada! i fell asleep. a deep sleep. i onli woke up at 130pm where i had the speech com presentation at 9am at raffles. kao. i missed it larrs obviously. and this is not my first time. i missed a test b4 bcoz of unable to wake up and i had been 2 hr late for a lesson bcoz i woke up late. haiz. guess i'm the queen of all queen. the late queen, the oversleep queen and the last min queen. wad honour i have seh. den i had to go for PSP at 4pm. jess was gonna be late so i said that i late together with her. see, i so jiang yi qi. kekes... anyway she took cab down to my hse there larrs. i board the cab at 330pm and i reach NP in clementi at 350pm. VERY FAST LORRS!!! when jess reached my hse it cost her $6. but when we reached NP it costs us a total of $16.30. which is like DAMN CHEAP cos usually jess take abt 15 or 16 bucks liddat. the uncle was sho nice. thank you uncle.
PSP got tanya chua concert. overall everything seem to run smoothly, jus that it wasnt as successful as my JJ de lorrs... JJ my husband.... of course good larrs... lolx... not many pple and the whole atmosphere was jus simply... brrr.... COLD. even when she throw her mic at the audience oso nobody wan to sing. lolx... not lik JJ de... everybody oso got sing. i under crowd control of coz tio attitude frm the public... so sucky... den... i oso dunno wad to say larrs... like got a lot of things but dunno wad to say leii... got one thing damn funnie but i noe i cant say it out here so jess... u noe wad thing i refering to can liao lorrs!!! lolx... kekes... the one that happen at PSP de lorrs... not that u saw ur FUN today... twice somemore... aiyah... jus admit that u n him are fated to be together... lolx... kekes.... but den PSP got this guy XY... he attracted jess... lolx... den jess dowan her FUN liao... so sad lorrs...
wahhh... my eyelids getting very heavy liao... dun think i can continue typing... think i will stop here first... or else whenu guys read there will be mistakes all over the place....
what we could have been, 4:34 AM.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i am back at the atrium again... lolx... i love the atrium okies... we got so much freedom here... can eat and drink and make noise... jus that it is not as cooling as the library not the number of shuai ge here is jus not as much larrs.... kekes... but i love the atrium larrs....
today came back to school for nan nan lesson and nan nan gave us a 'lecture'... he wasnt reli scolding us but he did say a lot larrs... think he a bit fed up with our learning atttitude liao lorrs... but i think everything else is still fine... damn funnie sia... i supposed to give yaoyao morning call at 8am but i couldnt even wake up myself... in the end, i woke up at 1030am and i had to rush to make it on time for PSP, which i didnt even attend in the end... suprisingly, i met yaoyao on bus 28... kekes... den we took mrt from bedok to clementi and we saw this shuai ge in white uniform... he is reli very shuai... somehow he seem to noe that we are looking at him cos he told his fren not to take the same train as us... or maybe he had some other reason. i dunno. den we saw a lot of other shuai ge too but i think the one that leaves the biggest impression on miie is the white uniform fella....
aft tutorial we went for lunch wh5n a woman from the sch library called zhai zhai and jess... said that they had won the world cup thingy that was held in our school library... their prize was a... soccer ball. hahaha... it costs $26.25. lolx... the person forgot to tear the price tag away larrs... kekes...
tml got tanya chua de concert and presentation at raffles... great... i dunno wad to do for the presentation sia... thou i jus attend the talk last fri but i had already forgot abt the content. -.-dunno wad to do sia... things nowadays are jus driving us crazy and i like so stressed out from everything... so many things yet so little time... maybe bcos i am the last min queen ba... somemore is the queen of the queen lorrs... lolx...
hope that tml tanya de concert will be a good one...
i think i should stop blogging now... go do my work or else i reli gonna die...
today came back to school for nan nan lesson and nan nan gave us a 'lecture'... he wasnt reli scolding us but he did say a lot larrs... think he a bit fed up with our learning atttitude liao lorrs... but i think everything else is still fine... damn funnie sia... i supposed to give yaoyao morning call at 8am but i couldnt even wake up myself... in the end, i woke up at 1030am and i had to rush to make it on time for PSP, which i didnt even attend in the end... suprisingly, i met yaoyao on bus 28... kekes... den we took mrt from bedok to clementi and we saw this shuai ge in white uniform... he is reli very shuai... somehow he seem to noe that we are looking at him cos he told his fren not to take the same train as us... or maybe he had some other reason. i dunno. den we saw a lot of other shuai ge too but i think the one that leaves the biggest impression on miie is the white uniform fella....
aft tutorial we went for lunch wh5n a woman from the sch library called zhai zhai and jess... said that they had won the world cup thingy that was held in our school library... their prize was a... soccer ball. hahaha... it costs $26.25. lolx... the person forgot to tear the price tag away larrs... kekes...
tml got tanya chua de concert and presentation at raffles... great... i dunno wad to do for the presentation sia... thou i jus attend the talk last fri but i had already forgot abt the content. -.-dunno wad to do sia... things nowadays are jus driving us crazy and i like so stressed out from everything... so many things yet so little time... maybe bcos i am the last min queen ba... somemore is the queen of the queen lorrs... lolx...
hope that tml tanya de concert will be a good one...
i think i should stop blogging now... go do my work or else i reli gonna die...
what we could have been, 5:06 PM.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i am now stuck at NP, sitting in the atrium... well... basically i supposed to be studying... well... i was until bel ask miie to update my blog... but i am SIAN of ke jia shan ge, which is MY topic for nxt week presentation...
while i type this, i feel so guilty cos i reli need to finish ke jia shan ge real soon... i got speec com de presntation on thurs at raffles... dunno wad the hell i am doing there... the god damn asshole writcom info essay to finish by this fri, chen ying de project by next mon, ah cheng de lyrics plus the KE JIA SHAN GE ( damn it) on tues. now i am starting to question myself... why did i hav such a strong desire to enter CHS when i was sec four?? think i was blinded by smth... wadeva it is... i owaes regretted the choice i made when it comes to the uncompleted pile of assignments i hav to deal with... but i am happy in this course... i noe i am.. =D
speaking of assignment, i jus got back the 'analysing lyrics' de assignment which we had done lik dunno how many centuries ago... ah cheng returned it to us today and i got an A!!! not that i'm trying to show off but i'm reli delighted that i got A... frankly speaking, who wouldn't?? that sorta remind miie of the example para i done for writcom... and i failed... kao... 18/40... i was deducted 8 marks for my wrong format.... if my presentation format was correct, i would hav gotten 26/40 and i would hav passed. shit brenda. ask her to go and die. i jus simply hate her.
hahaha... it suddenly came to my mind of wad we have been doing today... that is looking at shuai ge.. wang yu is crazy with ji ting and zhai jun is so mad over the 'green shirt fella', joon tat... dunno how to spell his name larrs... den zhai was so happy to noe that joon tat is not attached to that idiotic FSV de annabelle... and both are from PSP... think they wanna kill miie already... kekes... and ct got such bad attitude larrs... wang yu purposely came down to the atriun today to see whether ji ting is around and he lik onli stand there for a while den ct say:'non members are not allowed' com'on lorrs... wtf... onli a while rite?? den we had to abandon him.. we felt so terrible... den when bel fren came to take tix den he jus simply ask whether can he take more than 1 tix den ct giv bel fren attitude... she rolled her eyes and said: 'one student card one tix' in a fucking bad attitude... kao... i reli wanna slap her... and can tell that she dun trust us juniors lorrs... she hog onto the whole stack of tix and refused to giv us any tix to distribute at all... DEN WAD IN THE FUCKING WORLD ARE WE DOING THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE WHEN WE WERE TOLD TO DISTRIBUTE TIX?? aft lesson we went to the canteen and we saw her... yu, zhai n yao jus scold her lik mad lorrs... i not happy with that but i m not mad either... cos she was the one with the bad attitude in da first place... there is no reason for miie to shield her frm all the insults... but i not happy either cos i still wanna remain in PSP without seeing any black face... but nvm... i think it doesnt reli matter...
hmmm.... i dunno wad to type liao... so sian... and i am still in school... haiz...
sian...
i still waiting for my prince charming to appear... lolx... i think i getting despo liao lerrs larrs... all thanks to wang yu... who ask him to keep staring at shuai ge... affect miie as well... lolx... jus kidding larrs... kekes...
while i type this, i feel so guilty cos i reli need to finish ke jia shan ge real soon... i got speec com de presntation on thurs at raffles... dunno wad the hell i am doing there... the god damn asshole writcom info essay to finish by this fri, chen ying de project by next mon, ah cheng de lyrics plus the KE JIA SHAN GE ( damn it) on tues. now i am starting to question myself... why did i hav such a strong desire to enter CHS when i was sec four?? think i was blinded by smth... wadeva it is... i owaes regretted the choice i made when it comes to the uncompleted pile of assignments i hav to deal with... but i am happy in this course... i noe i am.. =D
speaking of assignment, i jus got back the 'analysing lyrics' de assignment which we had done lik dunno how many centuries ago... ah cheng returned it to us today and i got an A!!! not that i'm trying to show off but i'm reli delighted that i got A... frankly speaking, who wouldn't?? that sorta remind miie of the example para i done for writcom... and i failed... kao... 18/40... i was deducted 8 marks for my wrong format.... if my presentation format was correct, i would hav gotten 26/40 and i would hav passed. shit brenda. ask her to go and die. i jus simply hate her.
hahaha... it suddenly came to my mind of wad we have been doing today... that is looking at shuai ge.. wang yu is crazy with ji ting and zhai jun is so mad over the 'green shirt fella', joon tat... dunno how to spell his name larrs... den zhai was so happy to noe that joon tat is not attached to that idiotic FSV de annabelle... and both are from PSP... think they wanna kill miie already... kekes... and ct got such bad attitude larrs... wang yu purposely came down to the atriun today to see whether ji ting is around and he lik onli stand there for a while den ct say:'non members are not allowed' com'on lorrs... wtf... onli a while rite?? den we had to abandon him.. we felt so terrible... den when bel fren came to take tix den he jus simply ask whether can he take more than 1 tix den ct giv bel fren attitude... she rolled her eyes and said: 'one student card one tix' in a fucking bad attitude... kao... i reli wanna slap her... and can tell that she dun trust us juniors lorrs... she hog onto the whole stack of tix and refused to giv us any tix to distribute at all... DEN WAD IN THE FUCKING WORLD ARE WE DOING THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE WHEN WE WERE TOLD TO DISTRIBUTE TIX?? aft lesson we went to the canteen and we saw her... yu, zhai n yao jus scold her lik mad lorrs... i not happy with that but i m not mad either... cos she was the one with the bad attitude in da first place... there is no reason for miie to shield her frm all the insults... but i not happy either cos i still wanna remain in PSP without seeing any black face... but nvm... i think it doesnt reli matter...
hmmm.... i dunno wad to type liao... so sian... and i am still in school... haiz...
sian...
i still waiting for my prince charming to appear... lolx... i think i getting despo liao lerrs larrs... all thanks to wang yu... who ask him to keep staring at shuai ge... affect miie as well... lolx... jus kidding larrs... kekes...
what we could have been, 8:11 PM.
Monday, July 10, 2006
hmmm... now i at writcom lecture and it is so boring... kekes... it is jus so typical of miie and jess and wang yu not to listen to lectures... kekes... yeah!!! italy won the world cup!!! yeah!!! hahaha... i jus didnt wan france to win... kekes... jess thinks so too... wang yu... muahaha... he's wearing the italia jacket... so i think it is OBVIOUS that he supports who... lolx...
arrggh!!! i am so bored now that i dunno wad to type.. jus that all of sudden there is a blogging craze in my class larrs... those without a blog will create a blog and those who already have a blog changed their blogskin... -.- dunno wad is happening now sia.... lolx...
sian sian sian sian sian!!!!! i am so bored... nth much happen today except for the... CHI LIT TEST!!! omg!!! ok.. i think that i failed cos i didnt complete my revision... watcha expect man?? i was watching the world cup the whole nite and i onli slept for two hours... -.-
daddy woke mummy up to watch the world cup but after mummy woke up, we realised that it was a big mistake -.- we actually told mummy THREE times that france is wearing white and not blue. and she screamed at every single possible goal. -.- oh my god....
and i am still as sian as ever... lolx... dunno wad language is that... kekes... arrghh!!! sian sia!!! haiz... and jess who is sitting beside miie now is correcting EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE she finds in my blog while i type this... -.- lolx...
oh... jus to mention, that the annabelle from singapore idol reli sux man... she seem so full of herself that i wanna slap her... i reli do... grrr.... ok...nth much to blog abt now....
so cya!
arrggh!!! i am so bored now that i dunno wad to type.. jus that all of sudden there is a blogging craze in my class larrs... those without a blog will create a blog and those who already have a blog changed their blogskin... -.- dunno wad is happening now sia.... lolx...
sian sian sian sian sian!!!!! i am so bored... nth much happen today except for the... CHI LIT TEST!!! omg!!! ok.. i think that i failed cos i didnt complete my revision... watcha expect man?? i was watching the world cup the whole nite and i onli slept for two hours... -.-
daddy woke mummy up to watch the world cup but after mummy woke up, we realised that it was a big mistake -.- we actually told mummy THREE times that france is wearing white and not blue. and she screamed at every single possible goal. -.- oh my god....
and i am still as sian as ever... lolx... dunno wad language is that... kekes... arrghh!!! sian sia!!! haiz... and jess who is sitting beside miie now is correcting EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE she finds in my blog while i type this... -.- lolx...
oh... jus to mention, that the annabelle from singapore idol reli sux man... she seem so full of herself that i wanna slap her... i reli do... grrr.... ok...nth much to blog abt now....
so cya!
what we could have been, 4:18 PM.
i noe i shouldnt do this but since i dun feel like talking to that person, the onli way i can pass my tots to that person is thru my blog cos HE does read it...
TO THE FUCKING ASSHOLE BASTARD: YOU THINK U ARE SO GREAT THAT U CALL URSELF PRINCE CHARMING EH?? U LACK ALL IT TAKES TO BE A GOOD BF. STOP THINKING SO HIGHLY OF URSELF. U JUS SUX. ACTUALLY I WAS FEELING SO MUCH BETTER AFT MY SLEEP HOWEVER, U DESTROYED MY GOOD FEELING. THE REASON THAT I REFUSED TO TOK TO U IS THAT I NOE I WILL START A FIGHT AND WADEVA SHIT STUFF I SAY, U JUS WUN LISTEN. COS U ARE OBSSESSED. U ARE. STOP LYING TO URSELF AND SAY THAT IT IS A COMMITMENT FOR URSELF. THAT IS A LIE TO URSELF AND HER ONLI. THE FACT THAT U CLAIMED THAT IT IS ONLI A COMMITMENT IS DUE TO THE FACT THAT U ARE OBSSESSED WITH HER. U DUN GIV IT ANY THINKING AT ALL AND CLAIMED THAT IT IS A COMMITMENT. IT MEANS U ARE OBSSESSED. USE YOUR BRAIN IF U STILL HAVE ANY LEFT. OR IZZIT FILLED WITH THAT WOMAN?? WADEVA IT IS, I DUN CARE. I AM WASHING MY HANDS OUTTA THIS. U AND HER GOT NTH TO DO WITH MIIE ANYMORE. WHETHER U TWO WILL GET TOGETHER OR NOT, I DUN CARE, AND I WUN GIVE U MY BLESSINGS COS THE TWO OF U DUN DESERVE ANY. NONE AT ALL. I HAVE SEEN THRU THE TWO OF U AND I'VE HAD IT!!! THAT'S IT!!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!! JUS FUCKED OFF!!!!
wad the fuck... i cant concentrate on my chi lit test... thanks to that asshole... grrr... i am pissed off... i reli am...
and i am still not feeling better... grrr...
TO THE FUCKING ASSHOLE BASTARD: YOU THINK U ARE SO GREAT THAT U CALL URSELF PRINCE CHARMING EH?? U LACK ALL IT TAKES TO BE A GOOD BF. STOP THINKING SO HIGHLY OF URSELF. U JUS SUX. ACTUALLY I WAS FEELING SO MUCH BETTER AFT MY SLEEP HOWEVER, U DESTROYED MY GOOD FEELING. THE REASON THAT I REFUSED TO TOK TO U IS THAT I NOE I WILL START A FIGHT AND WADEVA SHIT STUFF I SAY, U JUS WUN LISTEN. COS U ARE OBSSESSED. U ARE. STOP LYING TO URSELF AND SAY THAT IT IS A COMMITMENT FOR URSELF. THAT IS A LIE TO URSELF AND HER ONLI. THE FACT THAT U CLAIMED THAT IT IS ONLI A COMMITMENT IS DUE TO THE FACT THAT U ARE OBSSESSED WITH HER. U DUN GIV IT ANY THINKING AT ALL AND CLAIMED THAT IT IS A COMMITMENT. IT MEANS U ARE OBSSESSED. USE YOUR BRAIN IF U STILL HAVE ANY LEFT. OR IZZIT FILLED WITH THAT WOMAN?? WADEVA IT IS, I DUN CARE. I AM WASHING MY HANDS OUTTA THIS. U AND HER GOT NTH TO DO WITH MIIE ANYMORE. WHETHER U TWO WILL GET TOGETHER OR NOT, I DUN CARE, AND I WUN GIVE U MY BLESSINGS COS THE TWO OF U DUN DESERVE ANY. NONE AT ALL. I HAVE SEEN THRU THE TWO OF U AND I'VE HAD IT!!! THAT'S IT!!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!! JUS FUCKED OFF!!!!
wad the fuck... i cant concentrate on my chi lit test... thanks to that asshole... grrr... i am pissed off... i reli am...
and i am still not feeling better... grrr...
what we could have been, 12:52 AM.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
okies... i feel bad.... reli bad... it appears to miie that i hav made all my frenz worry for miie... i am reli sorry guys...didnt wan to do that but reli, i cant help it...
i may have calm down a lot from ytd after sleeping for 10 over hours but whenever i toh of wad happen last nite, i am still damn PISSED OFF. and i think it will take quite some time for miie to reli chill and get over with this matter. no matter how long it's gonna take, i jus wanna say this to the person who contributed in pissing miie off, if u noe who are u. NO MATTER WAD GOD DAMN FUCKING THING U ARE GOING TO DO, I WILL NVR CHANGE MY MINDSET TOWARDS HER AND PLS GET OVER AND DONE WITH THE PROTECTING HER THINGY. U SUX EVEN MORE IF U ARE GONNA BE SO OBSSESSED WITH HER.
i supposed to be studying for my stoopid C lit test tml but i cant concentrate... i hav reli given up hope on C lit... i think i will jus study wadeva shit i can and den see how things goes... i think i'm destined to fail...
and i'm still wishing and hoping and praying that my prince charming in white can hurry up appear... yarrs larrs yarrs larrs... i getting very despo larrs... kekes... =D
i may have calm down a lot from ytd after sleeping for 10 over hours but whenever i toh of wad happen last nite, i am still damn PISSED OFF. and i think it will take quite some time for miie to reli chill and get over with this matter. no matter how long it's gonna take, i jus wanna say this to the person who contributed in pissing miie off, if u noe who are u. NO MATTER WAD GOD DAMN FUCKING THING U ARE GOING TO DO, I WILL NVR CHANGE MY MINDSET TOWARDS HER AND PLS GET OVER AND DONE WITH THE PROTECTING HER THINGY. U SUX EVEN MORE IF U ARE GONNA BE SO OBSSESSED WITH HER.
i supposed to be studying for my stoopid C lit test tml but i cant concentrate... i hav reli given up hope on C lit... i think i will jus study wadeva shit i can and den see how things goes... i think i'm destined to fail...
and i'm still wishing and hoping and praying that my prince charming in white can hurry up appear... yarrs larrs yarrs larrs... i getting very despo larrs... kekes... =D
what we could have been, 3:41 PM.
sorry to pple who are reading my blog... i dowan to be so vulgar but i cant help it cos i am reli very fed up... so... pls allow miie to use the F word here... i reli need to vent my anger out...
fuck.
fuck fuck fuck.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
WAD THE FUCK?? I AM SO GOD DAMN PISSED OFF THAT THERE IS HARDLY ANYTHING IN MY MIND EXCEPT FOR THE WORD FUCK.
I AM SO FUCKED UP.
PISSED OFF.
FED UP.
JUS LEAVE MIIE TO BE HOW I WANT TO OK??? GO DO WADEVA GOD DAMN SHIT THING THAT U WAN AND JUS LEAVE MIIE OUTTA THIS!!!!
LET MIIE DO WADEVA GOD DAMN FUCKING THING I WAN TO DO OK!!!!
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I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry for being so crude. i reli cant help it. i am still very fucked up and pissed off. pls forgive miie everyone.
fuck.
fuck fuck fuck.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
WAD THE FUCK?? I AM SO GOD DAMN PISSED OFF THAT THERE IS HARDLY ANYTHING IN MY MIND EXCEPT FOR THE WORD FUCK.
I AM SO FUCKED UP.
PISSED OFF.
FED UP.
JUS LEAVE MIIE TO BE HOW I WANT TO OK??? GO DO WADEVA GOD DAMN SHIT THING THAT U WAN AND JUS LEAVE MIIE OUTTA THIS!!!!
LET MIIE DO WADEVA GOD DAMN FUCKING THING I WAN TO DO OK!!!!
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I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry for being so crude. i reli cant help it. i am still very fucked up and pissed off. pls forgive miie everyone.
what we could have been, 2:24 AM.
hmm... today is a rather long day... was late for PSP.. having tanya chua concert on 13th july... den go for briefing... i under crowd control... DIE LIAO... sure tio a lot of troubles one... haiz... distibuting tix on mon.. can the peeps who wanna go pls ask miie for more details?? its totally free.. so hope that u peeps can attend...
aft PSP meeting i went to meet victor, ming fong n yuan jian... i flared up even b4 i reached there cos they were with someone who i reli dowan to see... however, i got them to chase that idiotic asshole away den we went for lunch... aft lunch, we den procceed to buy tidbits n drinks den we left for national stadium... yuppies, i went to the NDP 2006 preview... waited damn long larrs... den damn crowded too... den yj down there emo emo make miie pek chek... but everything was fine aft a while...
let miie tok abt the NDP... i would think that this yr is much better than last yr de NDP... i reli love the military band (forgot which sch was it) performance... den the marching parade... the police force de uni damn nice lorrs... make guys vv shuai... kekes... den chen wei lian made an appearance too... den still got gong shi jia... the rest i shadnt say... or else NDP no suprise liao... the fireworks was damn romantic lorrs... but i was there with the not-so-right of grp of pple... kekes... i mean, if i were there with my BF den it would feel so much more better larrs...
aft that we went to esplanade... but i was hit by another of my mood swings... in fact, i suffer from lots of mood swings today but the one that happen while we were on our way to city hall was the most serious one... i apologize to mf if wad i hav done was wrong... den had tok lots to yj n vic... kekes... it a relationship not to be revealed...
but i hav to say this to yj if u are ever reading this entry... VICTOR LEE HONG ZHI IS A VERY CUNNING PERSON AND HE DOESNT APPEAR TO BE HOW HE IS LIKE. not that he is bad larrs, jus that he is very evil and cunning... reli... i swear i am telling the turth... vic swear to make u glup down more VINEGAR if u cont to drink vinegar in as and when u wan and u lik... vic say he kan bu xia qu liao... so, if u ever noe wad i am toking abt, hope u noe wad to do... or else, u can owaes gimme a call and i wun pick up.. kekes... jus jokin larrs... jus ask miie if u are still blur... and i type this upon vic's request...
and i forgot to say, i reli hate to see couples holding hands in front of miie. cos i am JEALOUS... kekes... cant blame miie larrs... single for life till now leii... getting kinda despo liao... plus the view at esplanade n the fireworks were so lovely and nice and romantic!!! that is wad i wanna do and go wif my future bf... i hav decided... the most romantic thing a couple can ever do is to watch fireworks together... it is reli very romantic lorrs... i swear it is.... my future BF arrhs... FASTER COME TO MIIE BA!!!! I WAN EUU!!!!!
aft PSP meeting i went to meet victor, ming fong n yuan jian... i flared up even b4 i reached there cos they were with someone who i reli dowan to see... however, i got them to chase that idiotic asshole away den we went for lunch... aft lunch, we den procceed to buy tidbits n drinks den we left for national stadium... yuppies, i went to the NDP 2006 preview... waited damn long larrs... den damn crowded too... den yj down there emo emo make miie pek chek... but everything was fine aft a while...
let miie tok abt the NDP... i would think that this yr is much better than last yr de NDP... i reli love the military band (forgot which sch was it) performance... den the marching parade... the police force de uni damn nice lorrs... make guys vv shuai... kekes... den chen wei lian made an appearance too... den still got gong shi jia... the rest i shadnt say... or else NDP no suprise liao... the fireworks was damn romantic lorrs... but i was there with the not-so-right of grp of pple... kekes... i mean, if i were there with my BF den it would feel so much more better larrs...
aft that we went to esplanade... but i was hit by another of my mood swings... in fact, i suffer from lots of mood swings today but the one that happen while we were on our way to city hall was the most serious one... i apologize to mf if wad i hav done was wrong... den had tok lots to yj n vic... kekes... it a relationship not to be revealed...
but i hav to say this to yj if u are ever reading this entry... VICTOR LEE HONG ZHI IS A VERY CUNNING PERSON AND HE DOESNT APPEAR TO BE HOW HE IS LIKE. not that he is bad larrs, jus that he is very evil and cunning... reli... i swear i am telling the turth... vic swear to make u glup down more VINEGAR if u cont to drink vinegar in as and when u wan and u lik... vic say he kan bu xia qu liao... so, if u ever noe wad i am toking abt, hope u noe wad to do... or else, u can owaes gimme a call and i wun pick up.. kekes... jus jokin larrs... jus ask miie if u are still blur... and i type this upon vic's request...
and i forgot to say, i reli hate to see couples holding hands in front of miie. cos i am JEALOUS... kekes... cant blame miie larrs... single for life till now leii... getting kinda despo liao... plus the view at esplanade n the fireworks were so lovely and nice and romantic!!! that is wad i wanna do and go wif my future bf... i hav decided... the most romantic thing a couple can ever do is to watch fireworks together... it is reli very romantic lorrs... i swear it is.... my future BF arrhs... FASTER COME TO MIIE BA!!!! I WAN EUU!!!!!
what we could have been, 12:40 AM.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
somehow i think i reli sux at coming up with a new title everytime i wanna post an entry cos i cant seem to think of anything nice... but seriously, i dun care...
i jus got home at 1230am... and it has definitely been a long time since i last went home so late... i noe that my parents are worried but somehow, i think that they are overprotective of miie... things seem to be so much more worse ever since my dad discharged from the hospital...
for the benefits of those who dunno anything abt my dad, i shall briefly tok abt it. my dad has kidney failure, he went for a transplant but it failed, stayed in the hospital for 2 mths plus den finally, he came out..
today we went to gan ma hse and i knew that i will be home late... it is jus the normal thing larrs... den dad keep calling miie on my hp non stop.. i knew he's gonna scold miie that's y i refused to pick up the call.. he den procceed to call gan ma who called miie as well.. at this point of time, i was FED-UP.
com'on larrs, its not that i dun understand my father's pain and etc but i reli think this is going a bit overboard. jus bcoz he is feeling unwell and he expect miie to spend most of my time with him? its lik.. 5 or 6 plus he will start calling miie on hp alr.. i think this is a bit too much.. as a teen, i love going out.. how can i be cooped up in a hse with an old and a sick?? i can understand wad my dad is going thru but shouldnt he spare a tot for miie as well? izzit that i hav to spend all 24 hrs with him everyday and sacrifice my own personal time? pls lorrs... this i cant do it. i reli beginning to hate this kind of life. my dad seem to wan to make him the centre of my life which i reli CANT DO IT.
i am so stressed from everything!!! school work, frenz, family and guys. i noe i can still handle it but i reli dun feel lik doing so. wad is the reason to why i should hold on??? i reli see no point... that is why these few days my mood is very very very unstable... i apologized to bel, karmen, jess, joy n yao yao n meiting and to all those who were worried for miie.. i noe u guys were worried when one of my mood swings came... i think i can onli ask u guys to bear with miie as i believed more of my mood swings will be on its way... pls do not stop miie from having the mood swings as i think they are reli IMPORTANT to miie cos i reli needed them at times to calm myself down... i need my mood swings... i reli do...
i jus got home at 1230am... and it has definitely been a long time since i last went home so late... i noe that my parents are worried but somehow, i think that they are overprotective of miie... things seem to be so much more worse ever since my dad discharged from the hospital...
for the benefits of those who dunno anything abt my dad, i shall briefly tok abt it. my dad has kidney failure, he went for a transplant but it failed, stayed in the hospital for 2 mths plus den finally, he came out..
today we went to gan ma hse and i knew that i will be home late... it is jus the normal thing larrs... den dad keep calling miie on my hp non stop.. i knew he's gonna scold miie that's y i refused to pick up the call.. he den procceed to call gan ma who called miie as well.. at this point of time, i was FED-UP.
com'on larrs, its not that i dun understand my father's pain and etc but i reli think this is going a bit overboard. jus bcoz he is feeling unwell and he expect miie to spend most of my time with him? its lik.. 5 or 6 plus he will start calling miie on hp alr.. i think this is a bit too much.. as a teen, i love going out.. how can i be cooped up in a hse with an old and a sick?? i can understand wad my dad is going thru but shouldnt he spare a tot for miie as well? izzit that i hav to spend all 24 hrs with him everyday and sacrifice my own personal time? pls lorrs... this i cant do it. i reli beginning to hate this kind of life. my dad seem to wan to make him the centre of my life which i reli CANT DO IT.
i am so stressed from everything!!! school work, frenz, family and guys. i noe i can still handle it but i reli dun feel lik doing so. wad is the reason to why i should hold on??? i reli see no point... that is why these few days my mood is very very very unstable... i apologized to bel, karmen, jess, joy n yao yao n meiting and to all those who were worried for miie.. i noe u guys were worried when one of my mood swings came... i think i can onli ask u guys to bear with miie as i believed more of my mood swings will be on its way... pls do not stop miie from having the mood swings as i think they are reli IMPORTANT to miie cos i reli needed them at times to calm myself down... i need my mood swings... i reli do...
what we could have been, 12:46 AM.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
haiz... wad can i say? i am jus disappointed larrs... the reason? portugal lost to france. i'm not a fan of portugal but i hope they can win france instead, however... haiz.. i tried to watch the match, but i woke up and sleep, woke and sleep. typical miie. so i didnt managed to watch the match.
jess was disappointed larrs, cos she loves c. ronaldo n portugal. we met for badminton at 11am but i arrived at 12pm. =x i am e late queen.. kekes... we left at abt 2 plus and we saw these two reli cute boys frm gongshang pri.. they damn pro at badminton lorrs... kao... den we met yu n yao yao... needless to say, they start to keep a lookout for shuai ge again. -.- i'm used to it. we went to eat n chat n wang yu infuriated bel.. OMG!!! but nth much larrs...
we went to walk around, n yao yao n yu fung left soon... miie, jess n yu went to montip cos i wanted to buy smth... jess n i bought couple hairclips n rings... everything should be fine but the damn salesperson had a very bad attitude. for those who hav been to tampines montip, u should noe where e rings are placed at, near e counter in many different compartments.. since jess n i needed couple rings, we had to choose the same design n right size but we couldnt find. when we were in the midst of choosing, the damn salesgirl wrote a note n put in front of us. 'If u all play with my things u have to sort them out later cos they are all different' WTF!!! i was furious but i kept quiet. den came two not-so-pretty-and-a-bit-big-sized AIR STEWARDESSES (contradicting) and they complained to the same f**king salesgirl not having enuf space.. so we had to move till we couldnt see e rings. HOW THE F**KING HELL IN THE WORLD DOES SHE EXPECT US TO CHOOSE IF THE RINGS ARE OUTTA OUR SIGHT??? but we chose n left. aft tt jess said she didnt read the note carefully n i told her wad i saw. den we both were mad.
that damn bitch had a real bad serving attitude and i seriously dun think she should stay in the serivce industry if this is the attitude she is going to giv to the customers. montip hired her to pack the things that customers had messed up, not to WARNED the customers not to mess up HER stuff. besides, those stuff doesnt belong to her. it belong to MONTIP. and she is PAID by montip, where e money comes from US. so indirectly, she is recieving her pay from US. so shouldnt she consider DOING HER JOB INSTEAD OF ASKING CUSTOMERS TO DO IT FOR HER? even my service attitude is SO MUCH MORE BETTER than that F**UKING BITCH. when i say bitch, i mean it. i am going to search for MONTIP de web and COMPLAIN that idiotic, f**king bitchy asshole. F**k her. i will make sure she understand the pharse 'customers is owaes right.' asshole. ARRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jess was disappointed larrs, cos she loves c. ronaldo n portugal. we met for badminton at 11am but i arrived at 12pm. =x i am e late queen.. kekes... we left at abt 2 plus and we saw these two reli cute boys frm gongshang pri.. they damn pro at badminton lorrs... kao... den we met yu n yao yao... needless to say, they start to keep a lookout for shuai ge again. -.- i'm used to it. we went to eat n chat n wang yu infuriated bel.. OMG!!! but nth much larrs...
we went to walk around, n yao yao n yu fung left soon... miie, jess n yu went to montip cos i wanted to buy smth... jess n i bought couple hairclips n rings... everything should be fine but the damn salesperson had a very bad attitude. for those who hav been to tampines montip, u should noe where e rings are placed at, near e counter in many different compartments.. since jess n i needed couple rings, we had to choose the same design n right size but we couldnt find. when we were in the midst of choosing, the damn salesgirl wrote a note n put in front of us. 'If u all play with my things u have to sort them out later cos they are all different' WTF!!! i was furious but i kept quiet. den came two not-so-pretty-and-a-bit-big-sized AIR STEWARDESSES (contradicting) and they complained to the same f**king salesgirl not having enuf space.. so we had to move till we couldnt see e rings. HOW THE F**KING HELL IN THE WORLD DOES SHE EXPECT US TO CHOOSE IF THE RINGS ARE OUTTA OUR SIGHT??? but we chose n left. aft tt jess said she didnt read the note carefully n i told her wad i saw. den we both were mad.
that damn bitch had a real bad serving attitude and i seriously dun think she should stay in the serivce industry if this is the attitude she is going to giv to the customers. montip hired her to pack the things that customers had messed up, not to WARNED the customers not to mess up HER stuff. besides, those stuff doesnt belong to her. it belong to MONTIP. and she is PAID by montip, where e money comes from US. so indirectly, she is recieving her pay from US. so shouldnt she consider DOING HER JOB INSTEAD OF ASKING CUSTOMERS TO DO IT FOR HER? even my service attitude is SO MUCH MORE BETTER than that F**UKING BITCH. when i say bitch, i mean it. i am going to search for MONTIP de web and COMPLAIN that idiotic, f**king bitchy asshole. F**k her. i will make sure she understand the pharse 'customers is owaes right.' asshole. ARRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 7:34 PM.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Hahaha... yeah... i am so happy now cos after dunno how many days, my blog is finally set up!!! the completed and proper one.. kekes... all thanks to annabel... cos she helped miie a lot.. in fact, i think except for the posting the rest is all she help miie do de... but cant blame miie wad... miss neo here is a blogging idiot... be glad that i still noe how to post entries... kekes...
lik i mention, bel helped miie set up the blog.. that is why u guys will see 'i love annabel' appearing under my profile... i wanted to delete that... but bel forbid miie to... so i can onli add i love everyone else... kekes... and bel... i love ur cat... =D
hmmm.. i am now in the school library and jess n yu are looking at shuai ge again... kekes... yu is a boii FYI... but we are used to it... but yu jus did smth extremely stoopid and disgracing... he wanted to take a few more peeps at the shuai ge he jus saw... so he deicided to walk backwards... he was so obssessed with that guy that he failed to notice that there was a pillar behind him.. yup. the next thing we noe he sat on the ground cos he banged into the pillar.. the rest of us were jus laughing lik mad.. kekes... it is fun being with them larrs... reli... but cant help it but feel disgraceful at times.. but hey, i am willing to be that unglam when with them... kekes... cos it is FUN!!!
den jus now lesson yu do presentation his attitude was so bad that he nearly made miie slap him.. well i didnt of course... oh... we saw smth real funnie jus now... during lectures or tutorials, if anyone is sleeping, that would usually be the students rite?? but jus now, when yu's grp was presenting, we caught a glimpse of our teacher sleeping!!! oh my god!! i cant believe that even nan nan oso fell asleep... kekes....
hmmm... i reli dunno wad else to write lerrs... so maybe i will stop here?? cos got a lot of projects to do... haiz... sian... and tonite got the match of portugal against france.. i seriously think that portugal will win france... hope my prediction is correct... if not very paiseh... kekes...
lik i mention, bel helped miie set up the blog.. that is why u guys will see 'i love annabel' appearing under my profile... i wanted to delete that... but bel forbid miie to... so i can onli add i love everyone else... kekes... and bel... i love ur cat... =D
hmmm.. i am now in the school library and jess n yu are looking at shuai ge again... kekes... yu is a boii FYI... but we are used to it... but yu jus did smth extremely stoopid and disgracing... he wanted to take a few more peeps at the shuai ge he jus saw... so he deicided to walk backwards... he was so obssessed with that guy that he failed to notice that there was a pillar behind him.. yup. the next thing we noe he sat on the ground cos he banged into the pillar.. the rest of us were jus laughing lik mad.. kekes... it is fun being with them larrs... reli... but cant help it but feel disgraceful at times.. but hey, i am willing to be that unglam when with them... kekes... cos it is FUN!!!
den jus now lesson yu do presentation his attitude was so bad that he nearly made miie slap him.. well i didnt of course... oh... we saw smth real funnie jus now... during lectures or tutorials, if anyone is sleeping, that would usually be the students rite?? but jus now, when yu's grp was presenting, we caught a glimpse of our teacher sleeping!!! oh my god!! i cant believe that even nan nan oso fell asleep... kekes....
hmmm... i reli dunno wad else to write lerrs... so maybe i will stop here?? cos got a lot of projects to do... haiz... sian... and tonite got the match of portugal against france.. i seriously think that portugal will win france... hope my prediction is correct... if not very paiseh... kekes...
what we could have been, 6:28 PM.
